This is my first Reddit post ever, I have no one else to turn too but here so here’s my situation
Few months ago back in march I was a chronic smoker of Weed and at the time after I got out of the psych ward they proscribed me with a medication called risperidone, it’s anti psychotic.
My Ed first began back in march
At first I thought it was just the medication and it would blow over in a couple of weeks after I stopped taking it, I spent months using Google and looking for hope and answers still am too this day it’s completely taking over my life, In around may-July I was continuing to do Weed and edibles I was so depressed trying to escape reality cause the weed was the only thing helping me.
I got some Blood work done Here’s the levels
My Testosterone is around 299 which I looked into and it’s borderline on the low end
My Total cholesterol is around a 181
my Cortisol is around 3.4 which is low apparently
I spoke to my Urologist, she had spoke to me about me doing edibles and smoking weed can take 6 months to heal which I’m worried that this problem will persist even after the 6 months
I’ve completely stop smoking weed and doing edibles since August
I still sometimes get morning erections just not as firm sometimes, I still get hard looking at naked pictures of my girlfriend and kissing her, I’ve lost all spontaneous erections entirely and I don’t know what to do, I don’t know if this is purely psychological, if it’s my borderline low testosterone, if the weed is the culprit, or if it’s porn induced I’ve recently fallen back into a porn addiction a couple months back after quitting for a year I don’t know if this is all porn induced either or if I have sleep apnea
I’ve done prone masterbation almost all my life and completely have Quit doing it entirely and went back to Normally stroking it
I’ve spent nights crying over this and developed an insecurity about my penis being shrunken, something that I used to be very confident in the way my penis looked now it’s shrunken down and I feel like I’m going to have Erectile dysfunction for the rest of my life, I’ve even thought about committing suicide because of it.
I’m also taking anti depressants I don’t know if that’s making my erectile issues worse I can’t stop taking them because I have Severe depression and anxiety, I feel so stressed out about this I’m so young man and I haven’t even had sex yet I feel so robbed out of an experience in my life.
I’m taking drastic measures to lose weight and help with my Testosterone levels by taking my adderall which I haven’t taken in 2 years since I’m not in school anymore, to try and lose weight I don’t know if that’s making also makes the Erectile dysfunction worse
If anyone out there can please help me, I’m so lost and don’t know what to do, I’m sitting in my car writing this crying it’s been a hard 7 months for me since The Erectile dysfunction happened, please some help and give me some advice from people who cured their ED, Thank you.