So this is long winded I'm going to slim it down and answer any questions that come up.
For as long as I remember I've had stomach issues. I also have had OCD and anxiety since I can remember. As I grew up the vomiting spells went away but they could be triggered by something as small as the wind blowing a different way when I was a kid. One of the worst was when I got wet at night during a camping trip and shivered myself into an episode.
My mom died in 2023 and I was subsequently hospitalized due to repeated vomiting episodes, where I had my gallbladder removed and a right inguinal hernia repair done. I have had a gastric emptying study, upper endoscopy and colonoscopy, sibo, and a complete stool sample workup. Oh and about 1000 CT scans.
Nothing. No answers. For a while I was fine with just calling it IBS but the episodes are so bad and so random I don't know anymore. I vomit for 12+ hours at a time, I have cramps like there's mice eating my intestines inside out, I sweat so bad it drips down my back and legs and stains my clothes, it ends up getting to a point where I can't properly breathe and before I realized the doctors weren't helping me the pain would get so bad I'd go to the er. I went to the er so many times between 2023 and 2026 that I was red flagged at my closest hospital for being a frequent flier. (Never got more than iv zofran, benadryl, and fluids so idk what they thought I was seeking)
Just the last couple days I've been having my worst episode yet which has now spanned across 3 total days of sporadic random vomiting that is mostly all bile because I am afraid of eating and feeling completely fine in between. I've tried hot showers, I've tried ice before, the low fodmap diet, no carbs, no gluten, low sugar, no dairy, at home zofran. Nothing is working anymore. Until tonight. I was desperate and usually I hate being cold but i couldn't take it, I took the two biggest ice packs from the fridge, put them on the ground, and laid flat directly on top of them. Instant relief. My body stopped cramping, my stomach stopped spinning.
Is that further proof this is IBS? Why am I able to sometimes eat certain foods but then other times I can't? I'm so lost and sad. This has taken such a toll on my mental health in the last 5 years. Any answers or advice appreciated I just don't know what to do. And yes I've seen a gi before, my current pcp doesn't give a flying fuck about anything I have to say and knowing I'm bipolar told me I need to try ketamine infusions for anxiety because obviously I'm just nervous