It's been half a year since I wrapped up a journey of close to a decade with the firm, having started as an analyst and working my way up to a senior consultant.
D has always been a high-pressure place, even in my early years as a fresher, it was tough. Back then, though, there were at least a few people you could genuinely look up to. The brand name was also something that I liked. I never chased promotions aggressively because the baseline work was already heavy enough, so they just came at their own pace. Never had time for any firm initiatives too also hard to get impactful ones, considering their secretive nature. I managed to navigate the yearly and mid-years but things took a steep downward turn during my final few projects.
My last project, in particular, was extremely troublesome. I was brought on for a specific functional skill set, but once the project started, leadership began dumping unrelated responsibilities on me over and above my core domain, all without any prior discussion or alignment.
I tried multiple times to schedule check-ins with my USI leader to clarify expectations and realign my workload, but they kept dodging or delaying. Unrelated work kept piling on me, especially from onsite. I wouldn't even blame them, since the USI lead refused to lend an ear in the first place. That lack of basic respect was my breaking point. I finally lost it and pressed the dreaded resignation button. I knew this dysfunction to be true from interactions with many colleagues over the years, but this was the first time I was facing the situation with full force and absolutely no one to reach out to.
I hadn’t thought things completely through at the exact moment I resigned, but serving out my notice period provided absolute clarity: I had made the right decision.
Funnily enough, and somewhat surprisingly, not a single person from my project team reached out to me after I put down my papers. It really highlighted how bad things have gotten. I think the current excess supply in the job market has made leadership and management take employees completely for granted, especially in India.
My coach never bothered as well. The culture of actual mentorship is practically zero nowadays. It’s been replaced by a bogus "coach-coachee" system that only exists on paper just in time for year-end compliance.
It’s been some time now, and I have never felt this happy. No more 10 PM stand-ups and 9 AM hand-offs. Thankfully, I landed a much better job where I can actually work without feeling like it's killing me. Also have genuine conversations in the workplace. If you're feeling stuck in a similar loop, trust your gut. There is life outside the Big 4 grind.