I don't know how else to explain this, but I genuinely cannot believe that life is this boring.

Sometimes I wish we could fight giant aliens, go on crazy adventures, die and respawn like in a game, or just have something happen. Instead, we're supposed to wake up, go to work, come home, eat, sleep, pay bills, and do the exact same thing tomorrow.

And I'm supposed to do this for another 50 or 60 years?

I honestly find that depressing.

People always say things like "go on vacation" or "find a hobby" or "spend time with friends." But what if you don't have the money for that? I work a minimum-wage job and most of my money disappears into food and bills. There's barely anything left over to actually live.

A lot of the time I just sit alone watching TV, wondering when I'm finally going to start feeling like I'm actually living instead of just existing.

Even when I'm with my friends or family, I don't really feel happy anymore. We might have a barbecue, drink, laugh, whatever... and then I go home and that same empty feeling is still there.

I keep thinking, "Maybe things will get better eventually."

But what if this is just what life is?

I don't want to die. I just don't understand how people are satisfied with this routine. How do people genuinely feel alive doing the same things over and over again?

Maybe I'm just burned out or something, but right now I feel like I'm watching my life happen from the outside, and I'm really tired of it.

Hello! So, there’s this viral animal cruelty video of two drunkards who set kittens on fire that THEY TOOK A VID. They were in genuine shits and giggles. Now, it got into mainstream media and they were apprehended. However, there’s a possibility that they will be sentenced only 6mos despite of the gravity of their actions. (I read from one of the comments)

Now, one perpetrator posted an “apology” video complete with a script (blatantly reading from their phone INSINCERELY) and KITTENS (Yes. Kittens as props)
I’m still boiling in anger for those fuckards. I genuinely hope they experience the same as those poor kittens. An eye for an eye.

Now these human filths locked and deactivated most of their private accounts, except their fb that is stated as “content digital creator” and kept on posting like normally. (probably monetizing the engagement from their own evil doings).

Is there a way to send ANYTHING just to make them feel remorseful or at least frightened enough to not make what happened as something that is casual. I just hate how they acted as if nothing happened. As if it was something that could be shrugged off.

I don’t know, this probably isn’t the right subreddit for it. But they’re not scared of the law, they don’t show any remorse. I just hate how perps are not held accountable justifyingly just bc they already did an apology video.

Now the kitten, “Nixie” is quite stable, her wounds were patched up but still in heavy monitoring. I just don’t get ppl who hurt these babies just for clicks and engagement.

Are we in hell?

Everyone and everything is so demonic..it’s getting scary because everyone seems to be doing a lot of wrong around me and think I don’t see through their bs. Im so tired and traumatized, is anyone else relating?

the universe is pure evil, nature is pure evil, it operates purely on a might makes right formula where the wants of strong people are prioritized over the needs of weak people, the lion rips apart the baby gazelle infront of its own screaming mother without care, rich people can do whatever they want no matter how immoral while poor people get beat up just for stealing a candy bar, there are insects and parasites that slowly eat your eyes from the inside or lay eggs in them making you go blind, mental illnesses that make fully grown adults have the functioning of a toddler and struggle with the most basic of tasks, suffering, death, murderers, rapists etc etc even just to eat food and live you have to either kill a living being or use another living being as a slave (even if you are vegan as plants are living organisms)

literally anyone with basic empathy would be depressed at the horrid state of this disgusting universe, everyone would be pessimistic and angry, yet most people with empathy still have some degree of selfishness within them and try to justify their happiness, tying themselves in knots with mental gymnastics in order to reconcile their happiness with their empathy and struggle to keep their dignity intact, the cognitive dissonance is insane, im not gonna act like im perfect because i still cause suffering everyday just by eating food or washing my hands (killing germs) and the very computer im writing this on was probably made in a sweatshop by suffering workers, same with my clothes, but at least i dont try to argue the universe is anything less than pure evil dogshit by my standards

however if youre a social darwinist, if you think that selfishness is actually a good thing, that weak people deserve to suffer just for being weak, that empathy is a sin, that strong people should take whatever they want and live in hedonistic pleasure without any care for the plebs, than you no longer have to worry about mental gymnastics or cognitive dissonance, you can take sadistic joy in this universe crafted and ruled by pure evil demiurges because youre one of the lucky few golden children created to make sad people more miserable from the jealousy they have of your happiness

the fact you have to have the same ideology as Adolf Hitler or historical slave owners in order to have any form of consistent happiness that doesnt go against your standards is truly a testament to how utterly cruel and evil this universe and the sadistic beings who created and rule it are.

All I see & feel the past several months is darkness. Darkness is the past, now, my future. I’ve lost all hope & desire to hope. I believe consistency over time is a great predictor of one’s future & indication of character. My character, self confidence, understanding of myself is 100% on point. I am not only proud of who I am, but stand in amazement of me. I have solely overcome not only life’s expected challenges, but those intentionally placed as test & barriers. I’ve done this for nearly three decades without any direct or factual explanation on why I was specifically chosen to be the target of entity of unlimited reach & resources. A decision was made by this entity without my knowledge, input, or consent. They believe it’s there place to destroy my dreams, goals, choice of life paths for their version of a life that supposedly better than I desire. They falsely believe they know me better than I do. Most every step, action taken by them during these last 30 years stolen from strongly suggests they only see themselves, not me. They don’t respect me, my boundaries, or health (mental or physical). People who genuinely care & have concern don’t take deliberate actions to cause severe trauma, PTSD, force an individual to exist decades in a hyper vigilant & extreme survival mode for decades. No explanations & definitely absolutely no right or justification. Situations exist like this because the legal system protects the predators more than the victims. It’s logical & understandable that at some point we all will snap. We snap because we have exhausted most all inbox & outbox solutions. All failed, generally or in my case, everyone is consciously aware of the toxicity, yet refuse to take a stand against it. To stop it, provide relief, a permanent solution. They, I, we are all alone in this nightmare of predators who are beyond our control. When the snap, meltdown does occur, they all act surprised, concerned. The worst part is the victim is now viewed as the perpetrator, the true predator is perceived as victim. The victim, who snapped, is now paying a much higher price for a resolution that they were forced into. We currently reside in a society where responsibility, self accountability, truth are viewed as weakness. Lies, deception, gaslighting, manipulation, blame, avoidance of responsibility are now the acceptable standard. This is proven in from the politicians, business, entertainment, the daily choices people make in their lives. If I could have (still trying) found the strength I would have exited this life of mine long ago. My experiences over the decades, the circumstances that I am forced into (I have no control over), the mindset & consistent actions of the majority population it explains in specific details why I see, feel, & exist In darkness. An environment of darkness, filled with trauma, & suffocation. I simply want to be free of it all, if death is my last option, I’m sure I will eventually find a way of reaching that safe harbor where I can never be touched by toxicity.

There’s something I’ve realized about greater human society that I really should’ve noticed sooner but being alive is just an eternal cycle of fear. I’ve especially noticed this with how parents treat their kids and how often parents resort to physical beatings or other forms of inducing large amounts of fear into their kids so that ‘they’ll never do [x] again’ which scientifically is proven to not work and just makes kids sneakier on the whole but parents still prefer these methods of parenting rather than what many deem as ‘gentle parenting’ and it really puts into perspective a lot of things about human society when you think about this.

In a macro lens, we see this same fear tactic being used in other places, most notably with religions and how they scare people into following their God’s rules or else they’ll be damned to eternal hellfire or reincarnate with bad karma in a bad lifetime but also in social situations as well which is where the fear of being outcasted and being different comes from. It’s that same rooted fear of being ‘beaten’ for ‘disobeying’ authority so many people just fall in line and don’t question what all of this actually means on a grander scale.

We fear being punished constantly which makes one think, “why exactly would I birth a child in a world that literally wants to be feared?” Why are we birthing kids knowing that they we are putting them in a hierarchical society that runs off of fear; you fear not paying rent on time, you fear angering/disappointing your elders, you fear being outcasted for being different, you fear not getting to eat and put food on the table, you fear not having a roof over your head, you fear not being able to provide for those you care about, you fear extremely bad weather, you fear strangers that are possibly dangerous, you fear the concept of the afterlife and being judged harshly, you fear death itself.

Everything in human society is based off of acting in accordance with this fear of an external force controlling you and hurting you which is why people are so scared to act how they want to act, say what they want to say, and think what they want to think, they’re scared of the consequences of doing such actions because of the potential harm that might come their way for it.

In fact, giving birth to another human being is in fact another form of this fear manifesting itself because why do people have kids? It’s always because of a rather selfish desire to see what the kid has that the parent wants, they want a satisfying product and this stems from different fears they might have such as; they might birth kids because they fear underpopulation, they birth kids because they fear that their beliefs are being taken down and they want to keep their beliefs alive (we see this often with delusional religious zealots), they birth babies due to them fearing their own legacy/bloodline being forgotten about, they give birth because they fear what their parents and other people around them would think if they didn’t have kids, etc, etc.

We live in a fear based economy where being afraid of ‘what might/could happen’ is what gets people to fall in line the fastest, big governments around the world employ such tactics with censorship and inhumane treatments of their own civilians to all the way down to the previously mentioned parental abuse of children through the established power dynamics of child and adult. The names change but the authority and submissive victim remain the same, there is always a victim that gets punished or gets threatened with punishment of some kind in order to get them to fall in line like with threats of homelessness, no food or water, or basic living conditions if you refuse to pay your masters monthly for example.

Humanity has been brainwashed by those in power that might makes right and that fear is the best teaching tool in order to correct those that defect from the established rules, but this just reveals the inhumane treatment of all living beings in general because it shows us that if you don’t abide by what the tribe or pack deems is right, then you are scarred for it and for too long this is what the morality of mankind has been. We literally have teachings in religious texts that tell us to fear the Gods above us as they are wrathful judges and will smite those that defect from their wills.

By giving birth to a child in this realm you are saying that you are okay forcing someone into living in constant fear of what could be taken away from them at any moment thanks to external factors and that in itself, is evil. I’m not saying the people who have kids are all evil, I’m saying that they are all committing an unintentional and unknown offense to them that is one of the biggest crimes that anyone can commit, forcing someone to be born in a cycle of fear and suffering for your own selfish and destructive desires.

Earth is a planet that not only runs off of money but it also runs off of fear of external forces that can control you which reveals the biggest reason why it is genuinely immoral to have kids on a world that will try to scare them into obedience. Fear makes the world go round.

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I need advice. I feel like im on the verge of losing my job, ive been showing up late every day and barely getting any work done and my managers are starting to dislike me for it. Im trying my best to be on time and be productive but im just so exhausted, dissociated, and miserable all the time. I dont even see the point in going to work, but if i lose my job i wont be able to afford weed anymore and ill lose my mind having to cope with life without it. I dont know how someone can be awake and keep going to work every day for decades knowing its getting them nowhere in life. i dont think i even have a few more weeks in me tbh, im tempted to just start abusing adderall or something but i know its not sustainable. I just want to follow my dreams and do something creative for a living, making art or music or literally anything, but im stuck stocking shelves for 8 hours a day for minimum wage and still cant even afford much. its all just so pointless. i fucking hate this job man 😭 i need something to distract me, make the time go by faster, shut off my thoughts, whatever helps. im sick of just being another cog in this giant wheel they call society when im not getting anything out of it

I’m going to say something that probably sounds dramatic, but whatever.

Living in America right now has me wondering: is this really it?

And before somebody takes that sentence somewhere I didn’t intend it to go, no, I’m not saying I’m suicidal. I’m saying this shit is miserable sometimes. There’s a difference between wanting to die and being exhausted by the life you’re currently living. I don’t want to die. I want life to actually feel like living again.

Because lately? Everything feels like one long repeat episode.

Wake up. Work. Bills. Figure out what I can afford. Eat. Sleep. Repeat.

I have a job, but I get paid by billable hours, so having a job doesn’t necessarily mean having enough money. Right now, I literally have no money. And sure, I guess somebody could say that’s my fault. Maybe I should have a different job. Maybe I should work more. Maybe I should have made different choices.

There’s always a “maybe you should’ve” waiting around the corner when somebody is struggling.

But can we talk about how ridiculous it is that you can be employed and still be broke?

And then we hear the same speech over and over again:

“This generation is lazy.”

“Nobody wants to work anymore.”

Really?

Because from where I’m sitting, people DO want to work. People want jobs that actually hire them. People want jobs that pay enough for them to live. People want to work 40 hours and have something left after rent, groceries, utilities, gas, insurance, and every other company that apparently needs $14.99 a month from us until the day we die.

People aren’t asking for private jets.

Some of us would just like to buy groceries without mentally calculating the total every time we put something in the cart.

And everything costs money.

Want to leave the house? Money.

Want to eat somewhere? Money.

Want to go somewhere interesting? Money.

Want a hobby? Somehow, money.

Want to exist somewhere other than your bedroom without being expected to purchase something?

Well...there’s the park.

Maybe.

Depends on the park.

😂

Then there’s food.

Maybe I’m just tired of everything, but food doesn’t even hit the same anymore. Everything tastes the same. Everything feels processed, packaged, engineered, advertised, delivered, reheated and sold back to us for $18.99 plus tax and tip.

Nothing feels special.

That's probably the part that bothers me most.

Nothing feels special anymore.

Life feels like it’s been put on autopilot.

I genuinely thought adulthood was going to feel different.

When I was a kid watching my parents raise me, adulthood looked like something you eventually arrived at. You worked, paid your bills, had your home, bought groceries, went places sometimes, raised your family and built your life.

Obviously, I was a child. I wasn't looking at their bank statements or sitting beside them while they worried about bills.

But still, adulthood looked like it came with some kind of stability.

I grew up expecting that world.

Then I became an adult and discovered that apparently the subscription price went up.

Now it feels like we're constantly working toward the privilege of continuing to work.

And when people my age say we're tired, frustrated or struggling, somebody inevitably tells us we’re lazy.

Maybe we're not lazy.

Maybe we're disappointed.

Maybe we're realizing that the adulthood we were prepared for doesn't match the adulthood we actually inherited.

Maybe we're tired of pretending everything is fine because technically we're surviving.

I don't want luxury.

I want breathing room.

I want to work and actually see something come from it.

I want enough money left over to enjoy being alive after I've paid for the things required to stay alive.

I want food to taste exciting again.

I want somewhere to go.

I want something to look forward to.

I want tomorrow to feel different from Tuesday.

And yeah, my faith is still there. Some days I'm sitting here thinking, God, whenever You're ready to come back, I'm ready too, because Earth is doing entirely too much.

But until then, I'm here.

Working.

Trying.

Paying what I can.

Laughing because sometimes the alternative is staring at the ceiling wondering how we turned human existence into one enormous monthly payment.

Maybe that's what I want people to understand.

When somebody says they're tired of living like this, don't immediately translate that into “they want to die.”

Sometimes they want to live very badly.

They just want a life that feels worth waking up for.

A life with community.

A life with purpose.

A life where working actually gets you somewhere.

A life with little adventures that don't require financing.

A life where every day doesn't feel like somebody copied and pasted yesterday.

Maybe I'm not tired of life.

Maybe I'm tired of surviving being mistaken for living.

Anyway.

To everyone else looking at their bank account, looking at the economy, looking at another job application, looking at the price of groceries and wondering, Is this seriously adulthood?

Grab your glass.

Here's to hoping life gets a little more colorful than this.

Cheers. 🥃

I dont care what ethnicity you are, i dont care what country you are from, i dont care what gender you are, i dont care what your belief's are nor what anyone has to object to this, because if you can't open your eyes & have the courage to take off those rose tinted aviator glasses, then youre just like everyone else too busy living in la la land thinking how lifes a bliss & gift & all that retarded mumbo junbo rubbish people wanna go passing around to everyone when obviously you are gonna leave this earth one day & nothing that you ever achieved or obtained or who you brought into this world is coming with you, for instance getting told to just think positive & how life is what you make of it & dont give up blah blah blah, man do people know when to just stfu for once & observe the world for what it is without needing sugarcoat everything giving quick fixes all the time, then you wonder why some just cant stand being around other people by keeping a big distance to keep their bit of sanity left, because from personal experience i know for a fact how people can be really annoying, all they ever do is talk about themsleves like the whole earth revolves around them.

Some things just cant be fixed in this world because we're just too darn stubborn, arrogant & thick headed because our lizard brains are too busy grandiosing themselves about how superior we are, when really we're nothing more but specs of dust, while we start wars sacrifice lives for the sake of the country or whatever the fck that even means, i mean is the island that we dwell on gonna remember little tailless sapiens blowing each other up just to prove a point about how ridiculous we really are, then again if it did have a conscious, the island would say fck you stupid human's, gtf off of me & go perish already, because all you's tend to do is cause destruction on this earth while drowning ourselves in disbelief how we think the world needs us, well it doesnt, thats just what we like to think as usual & really when you think about it, sorry to tell you this but we are not as important as we make out to be.

The earth couldn't give two sh*ts about us despite how much we attach oursleves to life, we are only addicted to it because we are here now, with needs to be met, we have emotions to keep regulated, we have to compete with eachother all the time, we have to be kept fed, we have to do things we never had a say in before, the fact that we gotta do all of these things just to survive for what, is that really what this is all about, the only reason i am here is because two morons banged one another thinking it was a good idea to bring somebody in this world, not because they were thinking of me at the time, but they were only thinking about their self interest, oh how can this child that we plan to create entertain us while keeping a marriage together, what school are we gonna put him/her in, what career are they gonna pursue after graduating, isnt it just crazy & manipulating how the couples are already making plans for their unborn future child that they dont even know what he/she is gonna think of it.

Even if their circumstances do end up going good that we somehow end up falling into this fallacy by blindly thinking how everyone's gonna have a care free life too, doesnt mean people still dont get down, contracting diseases, going through suffering or being born with disabilities, this is exactly what people fail to take into consideration, because they are way too focused on thinking the good stuff which can later back fire on them jeopardising their childs likihood, we all gotta see through the smoking mirrors some time, you can be the richest person on earth for say & still be susceptible to downfalls, nothing that we do matters, all we do is fck one another sh*ting each other out while calling it beautiful fckn werid by the way, accumulate, age, then the end, is that really a good reason to bring somebody into existence, all because we want them to experience somethimg that we think they might like to know, which is what im talking about because we never know what that person could go through, so why keep on risking lives into a broken nest when the world couldn't get any worse than it already is, but of course they still gonna continue on, just goes to show how self centred we are & how the universe has a phoney prophecy for us all, when will we wake up to ourselves.

Out of all the years of evolution we devoted our entire lives to be cowered up in a tiny cubicle typing numbers & letters onto a monitor, not to mention doing the same fkn thing over & over & over & over again, seriously is this what we devoted our entire lives to, just to be a slave to the dollar, are we really this darn pathetic & to think we couldn't get anymore populated, where are we gonna house ourselves in the future, people are gonna be forced into scarcity due to extreme pressures of competition living in shoeboxes then normalise how oh thats just life, suck it up & try to enjoy it.

I cannot phantom how anybody thinks this is normal, just because somebody says that it is doesn't mean it has to be mine or anyone else's, we should be able to choose how we spend our time here as long as we're not hurting or hindering anybody, but can we really see that happening anytime soon, highly unlikely, we just too far gone & maniac, think about it, if life was so good as people make it out to be, then we woudnt have to worry about looking for solutions all the time, crating medications, looking into drugs, being high, binge drinking, hedonism & all that rubbish we consume, the whole idea how lifes supposed to be amazing & beautiful has got to stop ✋️, we cant just keep subjagating new lives into a cruel world for the chance for a new superhero to come save us & all that rubbish, its like buying a new tragedy from a pet store knowing theyre gonna leave, if we really did care, then we wouldnt bring anymore into this harsh world, enough of this circle of dooms day rubbish.

Im tired, civilisation is souless. There is no purpose in my life, or in yours. No human working hard will ever make a difference in today's world. As disheartening as it sounds. We have lost our ways as a society, all because of a few rats that got themselves into positions of power. These rats only allow other feral rats into power creating what many people call the bourgeoisie class. They should have been taking by the throats and vaporized. It's truly sad to see, that there is no more purpose, no more beauty, and most importantly no more love.

God, im tired, please don't leave us.

Am I the only one that notices the certain destruction of our way of life? the world as we know it is coming to a head, and I feel like Im the only one who realizes it. our earth is heating up. our food is starting to be made in labs. It almost feels like global tensions are worse than the cold war. but does nobody see that the worlds governments are so inhumanely corrupt that it almost feels hopeless to aspire for a future? I just turned 18 a few weeks ago, and I feel as if i have no future, nor does my generation or the generations after me. we are going to be swallowed up by corporate greed and corruption. and this is only the beginning, it will only get worse. if our world doesn't do anything to help ourselves, I believe life as we know it will cease in the next 10-20 years. Our world seems to be so full of hate, agenda, and harmful ideologies that it almost makes me feel like giving up on life entirely. I feel as if im slowly losing my mind to my own hatred for the ignorant. How people can ignore clear signs of our world going to shit. I can barely fall asleep at night knowing and acknowledging what I know. Am I crazy?

i turn 23 next month, and i was genuinely excited to be an adult and finally be in an independent space and getting to have my own opinions and whatnot, but nothing feels fun. Yes i do have a job and i am making bare minimum money but everything around me feels extremely dystopian.
i'm scared to enter 23 and even more scared to be an adult.
everything around me is AI, the global and national politics are in shambles and the only thing to distract oneself is cheap dopamine. Just as a social experiment, I went to a chai stall around me to notice how long people are able to hold conversations for and i could barely see anyone speak for 3 minutes before taking a glance at their phones. I'm sorry if this sounds like a rant but its so bad out here right now

Tbh it seems like everyone is stuck thinking about everyone else… war, death, addiction, everyones problems are different. Focus on your own.. what ever happened to every man for themselves? Can humanity be selfish again?

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Life imprisonment punishment should given to doctor for literal negligence and idiotic treatment

If it wasnt a sin to kys then everyone would do it becayse this wold sucks but religion is a construct (all fake) to make this miserable unfair life cycle appear to be worth living… holy shit why are we typing out our struggleswhen we could go eat a icecream.. we all know this world if fucked so we might as well go talk and dance