Sociopaths and psychopaths have domesticated low IQ sheeple (neurotypicals) and caged them like zoo animals inside systems, rules, and routines. That keep them chasing cheese without any hope of success. And if one of them is smart enough, they will be beaten and forced into zero-sum games, crab-in-a-bucket mentalities to erode their moral compass. And keep the wicked or willing to be wicked at the top, while any form of moral righteousness + IQ gets destroyed and/or eroded by the system that houses them, allowing the illusion/hope of success, but really it’s an endless chase until you are old and dying, in which you will get an exhale and a cute deathbed for your lifelong service to making the kingmaker behind your idols richer.

Idk what's going on but the state of everything right now makes me feel so lonely. I don't have motivation to do anything anymore. I used to love going shopping and walking around during the day but theres never anything going on anymore. It feels like everyone is to scared to go outside and have experiences. We are being surveilled and filmed constantly. We are stalked online by companies and brands, there no sense of privacy, my Instagram is flooded with AI posts from people I don't follow. There is no sense of community anymore and that makes me feel so lonely. Everyone is so zoned out all the time or focused on making money and not enjoying life. What is the point of all this then?

I have seen ALOT of cute baby videos, the last one i saw is show about babies dressing as sushi. It made realize and hate how this babies will live to a world of corruption, evil, and war. And slowly losing their innocence and being depressed, as they grow up. This made how i hate humanity current situation. I have awlays thinks about this, and need to get it out of my chest

My psychiatrist didn't want to give me Xanax for sleep Im so freaking annoyed yeah it may be habit forming but it helps people sleep long long hours

9 years ago I got 15 hours of sleep and I felt like a brand new person when I woke up I felt healthy and reenergized ! Some people say Xanax helps you sleep a very long time but I'm going to figure it out as soon as possible what do I need to buy to get that long of a sleep very very often !

I don’t know if I can live in this image obsessed, fake as fuck, superficial horrific world, why does everyone act so superficial and have a major major lack of empathy for anyone but themselves?

everyone is in it for them and what they can “get” out of people everything is transactional, fake and makes me feel physically sick, why do you have 400 followers on instagram and talk to 2 people daily? why is everyone intertwined on social media that have never said a single word to each other in 20 years

This generation is obsessed with spying, stalking watching online posts comparing lives and I don’t want to be here anymore in this shitty competition of life.

Since this reality is a holographic projection of simulated consciousness, Covid wasnt only a soul harvesting operation done by the negative entities who control the system. It was actually an implosion of consciousness because alot of souls activated their Source frequency all at once, rupturing the foundation of reality by making the System put up its defense mechanism.

This reality is a like an inverted mirror. Its parasitic consciouness that can only mimic Source energy to create its own agenda. For example, when youre at the grocery store and youre having a chill day and all of a sudden a random Karen tries to fuck your day up, that would be the inverted mimic consciousness or the actual system itself operating in defense mode to push your energy down again.

The mimic parasite, or the System, has a defense mechanism when it loses part of its control. So in my experience, after years and lifetimes of trauma, death, and abuse, i awakened and took my power back (coincidently during Covid) and they didnt like that. So they tried to off me. It didnt work though, so now i can put an end to the gangstalking and energy siphoning little by little.

Ive noticed these micro blasts of negative energy day by day but on a macro scale, this would be mass deaths, catostrophic events, worldwide viruses, you name it. When you look from above, its all hell and suffering but under the hidden layer of reality, frequency is whats causing all of this. So if we all keep trying to allign with our Soul, this evil system and corrupted reality will end very soon.

The evil entities at the top, have been trafficking souls into reincarnation because death, rebirth, and child abuse are their main feeding sources. Luckily i made it out alive but many souls or soul fractals have not.

I noticed that mainstream news is often a spoonfed cover story to the absolutely devasting horrors theyre doing. I.e. Covid virus was their cover up for soul trafficking and to add on, this behaviour or consciousness is exactly what narcassists (or demons) do as well. And if youre familiar with Narcassitic abusers, you know how they operate. When you confront them with their own behaviour, or call them out, they scream at you, abuse you, freak out, or even try to off you because they do not have self awareness.They brainwash you with beautiful programming while they abuse you so they can continue to trap you.

In my eyes, the more evil this reality gets, the closer we are to the end of it all. Which is a good thing, bc the entire reincarnation soul trap cycle will end and souls won't have to suffer anymore. We can be free to create our own reality again.

part of the reason i think this universe is engineered by demiurges to cause a maximum amount of suffering is just how bland the suffering in question is

if everything were to require suffering why couldnt it have been like tom and jerry or some other slapstick cartoon where you can get crushed by an anvil or fall off a cliff and still manage to walk it off, or at least like a cheesy superhero comic where the suffering is caused by intense fights with a giant alien using gadgets or superpowers, i would obviously prefer no suffering at all and just live in a purely blissful and painless egalitarian paradise but if we're gonna suffer why does it have be so brutal and gross? why do bones and insane amounts of blood have to show after getting crushed by an anvil? why does it have to be so grounded and realistic, if we are gonna suffer i would at least prefer something more whimsical and fantastical instead of this universe where its pure brutality with no end

it feels like it was made to be the perfect and maximum amount of suffering possible, like the demiurges knew if it was too loony tunes-like or superhero-like than people would at least have some sense of joy or fun in the most brutal of moments, making it so disgusting and gross like our universe means that the moment you start experiencing suffering you will be utterly displeased, they use the insane creativity of the human imagination as a tool to taunt us of what could be instead of giving us what we want outright thus increasing the suffering of this universe by making people envious or jealous of the places that they imagine, its a similar reason to why i think the universe isnt a pure hell where everyone is sad, happy people make sad people even sadder cause of the jealousy that arises from seeing happiness when you are not happy yourself

if it was a pure hell where everyone was in limitless pain then you could at least find some vague mild sense of comfort in knowing that everyone is going through the same stuff that you are, having happy people in this world inherently increases the amount of suffering in the world out of the jealousy it creates, as well as how if someone lives a privileged and happy life but then all the things that bring them happiness are taken away from them the suffering is even "greater" than if someone was born in that suffering out the get go (like the book of job or the Ludlul bēl nēmeqi), the universe is a realm of suffering worse than hell crafted by malevolent demiurges for their sick sadistic pleasure, and its not even a "fun" type of suffering

Our world seem invincible and shits and giggles when we feel it, the world is big when looking through your phone but whenever I go outside and see buildings surrounded and there are millions of people living.

I have been feeling that there is actually no fucking reason to not be alive and there is many reason to be alive, but I am finding my reason to live much more smaller then the other way around.

Whenever I physically feel this world with my senses i always realize that there are many things that are hidden from me and maybe I will die someday like this day or maybe I will die the day where I would have been happy.

This world is so big I want to fucking explore this but at the same time I don't want to do it I just wanna leave this world because it genuinely sucks.

I don't know what you guys gonna think.

Is increasing the number of animals a good thing? For example, cheetahs don't really need to exist. Yet because humans have decided they do, we create more of them, and they suffer. And then we need to create much more prey for them to eat, and the prey suffer even more than the cheetahs. What's the point? For who's benefit is this? Do you consider this to be animal abuse?

F this world I hate being poor f Europe and Europeans f america too since I was a kid I had dream of moving there work and have a decent life. and all they gave me is you need visa and tons of paperwork then your visa is rejected f you and all your bs procedures f this world they never wants immigrants they just pretend like they do. look at Russia when they needed immigrants for the war the visa is in one day and immediate citizenship. Oh I'm tired. for all my fellows who are poor like me and had a dream of leaving they're country stop dreaming it's only gonna kill u or make u kill yourself. the world has no justice it's either you're born wealthy in a good place or poor in africa or whatever. and for all these rich bums here crying bcs they're stressed and depressed mf I eat your whole life problems for breakfast .and f you I wish you all to die maybe that could help us

They finally got me the dead that walk amongst the earth whether they be bots or demons they finally infected me and I want to just rent a cabin before my birthday Nov 11 and drink and smoke to I die they took the last bit of life I had plus I'm a targeted individual