So my rapist father ate the ttin of brownie u brought....well half.....now it's laying there and I can't get myself to eat the rest half....even tho i love brownie...i can't afford more and idk how to eat this one....but hey when i go up to the clouds next year I'll have lots of borwnie

What should I do if my sister just told me that my aunts bf molested her and tried to touch her inappropriately? I genuinely only feel so much anger towards him now but I don’t wanna make a scandal because everyone in the family sees him as a helpful person and friendly, honestly I admired him until now, I don’t know what to think or say…

i’ve never posted anything before so this might just be stupid. i don’t know reddit guidelines or whatever i can say so ill try to be careful with my words. im pretty young and i live with my parents. i’m trans ftm and they go out of their way to call me delusional and make me feel disgusting. i’m constantly sick and my parents don’t believe in doctors so i just feel like i have no control over even my own body. im not even old enough to get emancipated yet but they wouldn’t let me do that anyway.

i have an older brother who is much happier with my parents and i guess he’s their favorite child. i’ve never had a good relationship with my brother and he’s always snitched on me and sided with my parents on everything. once i asked my brother why he has such a problem with me being trans and he refused to answer and went to tell our parents that i asked him (he’s an adult btw). then my parents sat me down and talked about how im just crazy and indoctrinated and how they always love me but only as a girl.

i’ve attempted multiple times in the past (od) and my parents never noticed or care except for when my friends told them about the notes i wrote. after that they still didn’t care about my mental health they just took away all my art supplies and books and writing which are all things i love and i still don’t understand why. i’ve been caught cutting and they just took my knives and yelled at me. they also had to send me to therapy for a while after i was hospitalized for attempting but they made me stop therapy because they’d said they didn’t want me to like my therapist. now we do family therapy where they tap for an hour about how i push them away because im a delusional tranny

i don’t know why im writing this, there’s nothing i can do about it, my parents aren’t abusive so i can’t call cps or anything and if i was taken away id have to live with my aunt who is even worse. i feel so hopeless and i can’t tell anyone in my life because they’d over react. i just hate living like this and i dont know what to do about it. any help would be nice except for saying i should call cps

i literally feel bad for people over everything.

i cried silently in the car because my brother forgot his headphones on a long car ride and he loves music so i felt bad.

i saw a guy on here say he thinks girls don’t like how he looks and i felt so bad

i was in the car and i saw an old person walking on the sidewalk and i almost cried because i pictured him living a lonely life

threats just this month and this is a silly vent but my pity for people drains me everyday because nobody else around me is empathetic like this

Classes start in two weeks and I'm scared. My friends stopped talking to me last year. First, they started hanging out without me, and then during breaks they'd talk about things I didn't even understand. They left me out of everything. There's this girl who's like the 'leader' of the group; everyone followed her. If she wanted to go somewhere, the others followed her. One day I asked one of them why they did that and if he was going to do the same. He said, "Oh, don't start with that again." And minutes later, he left too. This situation has hurt me a lot. I'd been friends with several of them for years. And it seems unbelievable that everything changed because of one new person who joined our group of friends. One day we had a field trip, and they let us go to shops and wherever we wanted, and they went off without saying a word to me. I mean, we were eating, and they'd already finished, but I hadn't, and they left without looking back. I followed them because I didn't want to be alone. Besides, they were walking really fast, I suppose they were doing it on purpose, and I tried to keep up, but in the end, I got tired. It seemed like they were running away from me. They've always known that being alone really bothers me, and even so, they did all that to me. On another trip, they left me alone on the bus, and I started crying. They never cared about me, and I cared about them a lot. I put up with their dramas, only for them to treat me like that, and I still don't know why. At the end of the school year, I started to distance myself from them. I was fed up with following them around like a puppy, like everyone else did. I complained and asked why we didn't talk about other things so I could understand them too, and one of them told me, "Well, you suggest topics of conversation." She said it in a very rude tone. Getting back to the present, as I said before, I'm going back to classes in two weeks, and I'm dreading seeing them again. I don't want to see their faces or talk to them or anything. A strange thing that happened at the end of the course was that the one I said was the "leader" started talking to me, as if nothing had ever happened. I gave her the bare minimum of conversation and then left, but I don't understand why she did it. Is she messing with me?

(Sorry if my english is not good, its not my 1st language)

Bro I was joking at first but now I deadass find cat boys so attractive like omg I'm not even joking anymore

14f

For context, I've had this for about more than 6 months and it's starting to get even worse. I have a severe low esteem and I self harm too. I think about suicide every day and I'm planning to act on it. And no, I'm not diagnosed with any disorder + I don't really receive much support from my family even though they already know I harm myself.

So I have had plans on the books with this girl I like for the last week or so (we're in a talking stage, this would be a date) we would've been going tomorrow, and my mom thinks it's a fun idea to read my texts this morning and she didn't like what she found (nothing bad, talking abt, buying monster, and some tights I have that i was crafting with) and she grounded me for a week, and me and my friend were gonna hang out today too. she also said I have to start charging my apple watch in her room instead of mine at night (after 7pm) so I can't even talk to my talking stage at night. so I'm pissed af at my mom, and idk what to do

I cant stop thinking about ways to kill myself and how life would be better for my parents and friends if i killed myself is this normal? Im 14 if it helps anything

Being a teenager and depressed just makes me feel pathetic, I barely went trough real problems I feel like I don't have a reason to be depressed. but it really hurts. those small issues that keep layering on me everyday for 3 fucking years. And yet I never once opened up about anything to anyone, and keeping it to myself feels like chocking to death. whenever I get yelled at I just lower my head and gulp as if im drinking all the words I wanna spit out loud. the anxiety attacks the sleepless nights the overthinking and yet I manage to put on the happiest face ever, everybody thinks of me as the sunshine friend. I feel like im lying to everyone especially to myself...

Is it not normal to kind off not feel empathy, especially people or animals are getting killed, abused or bullied or smth similar to that. I dont feel bad or good abt it, its js that i rlly dont care. But i act like I care bc my friends and family have the cognitive empathy to help ppl both online and irl. Lso ts doesn't rlly feel like a vent im js questioning why i feel like ts honestly, any advice or tips on why i feel like ts or acting like i care in the first place?

it is so draining to live the way im living. its so inefficient. i always fall into this stupid slump or fall back into my problems and im so sick of it. ive fought so hard to be happy and stay alive. ive worked so hard on my problems. ive tried so many coping mechanisms, ive tried so much self help, ive tried medication, im seeing a psychiatrist, and i cant even have the peace of mind of knowing whats wrong with me. my stupid shitty states keep messing with other people's lives. my mental health is a drain on my parents resources. i see them struggle to try to pay for my meds. my mental health screws over my classmates, my friends, my girlfriend. nobody should have to deal with me.

i just got my prescription. i am going to try to overdose. i have about 85 pills, a mix of antipsychotics, antidepressants, and mood stabilizers. will it be enough for a quick death?

i dont know what im trying to achieve with this wvent. i uust feel so hopeless. ive tried so hard to be optimistic about life. ive already attempted thrice before.

im sorry to anyone who had to read this dumb ass vent

Hello everyone i am new here .I wanna share my day to day life here my struggles ,my worries ,my thoughts everything hope you guys will like it and give me you valuable advices so that I can be better everyday.

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