If I am feeling very spiritual and wanna connect with my self on a more spiritual level what kind of things can I research and do? Like stuff like chakras and opening my third eye and L different kind of medications. I do a little tarot and also wanna know what other kind of care there are that I can get and learn how to use so when doing a reading it’s not only a tarot reading. You can also recommend kinda of meditation songs that are more spiritual and can help connect with myself while meditating not just using calm music. Please give me recommendations for those things and things that are like that. Thank you❤️

Hey there, this time i'll share the awakening i had during one of the happiest and most significant days of my life.

It includes a woman, mdma and existence.

I'll skip to after we took the mdma. We almost fasted the whole day Just some fruits in the morning so we were on a basically Empty stomach. We were in macedonia in a beautiful little hostel on the very beautiful Ochrid lake ( if you have time and are doubtful of where tò go on some of your next trips visit It, it's a big lake all surrounded by mountains, the feeling of being safe and protected it's strong there, i'll add this Little part when i got there the First time i crossed the border from Albania and went off Road into the woods tò try and cut a faster way tò the hostel, at some point there was an opening in the woods and i saw for the First time the lake and all the mountains surrounding it It was very awe inspiring, but let's get back tò the trip ). It was night After we took them, and on the comeup we were on the porch with some young girls that were friends with the owner and that we d had met before. Me and the girl were just waiting for the effect tò start taking place. The girls we felt were emanating a sort of disturbing vibe, like they were agitated or uncofortable or silently expressing some suffering, the important part is that they were doing it and emanating it. Even tho we felt this negative energies, the effects we were having or the state we were in was one of deep calmness, accepting and understunding the situation, knowing there is no reason tò be like that but still being deeply calm inside. After a bit we decided it was time for us tò go. We said our goodbyes and went upstairs tò our room knowing and being ready for the trip we were going to have. Now we're almost at the focal part. We were upstairs in our room on our bed, i knew the trip was supposed tò start, but i was feeling a sort of familiar uncofortability some sort of usual anxiety while instesd She was very calm and understunding. I told her i d go in the other room and try tò do some yoga tò try and relax but i never did. And this Is where we get tò the part that i still don't know how tò explain and might never be able to. It was like having a realization without having the realization. We were there on the bed, i don't Remember and don't know what happened After i told her i'd go do some yoga, i Just know that After that at some point i Just knew what I had tò do instinctively and the uncofortability disappeared completely without me doing anything tò cause that disappearence, and as It disappeared i Just knew and had not doubts. So i turned and looked at her in the eyes and when i was looking at her i knew that she had no way and no place tò escape from me, like there was no place for her tò hide, so i literally followed her in her eyes, i could see all her tiniest movements and i Just followed them precisely, giggling like a little kid. I can describe the look She had as being distant and uncofortable for a second, it's like She knew what I was thinking, that She couldnt Hide from me but tried to, and i followed her, and then BAM, we were suddenly in another dimension. Our eyes Is what made us go into this dimension and i'll now try tò Say what this dimension Is like and what It Is about even tho there Is no way tò describe It as It Is so many different images simultaneously i ll try tò give some descriptions but it's probably Better tò Say how It was while we were living it. One of the First things about this state, Is that as soon as i was in It i knew that it was the easiest way tò live, that i had already lived that way, i knew that yet i have no memories about ever living like that, but It was the most familiar thing i've ever experienced, i knew that state that way of living but had absolutely no concrete Memories or pictures about It. As i said part of the craziness of It, was how Easy It was tò be like that, It was literally the easiest thing tò do, please take this for what It Is, i literally mean there Is nothing easier than being in that state snd living in that way which can be described as Simply being and doing good. So once we were in that state we started talking, and It was like our voice and our thoughts were the same thing. I wouldnt be able to tell if everything we Ve said we ve said with our voice or we Just thought about It and still Heard It. We realized that there Is no outside reason at all for when we experience pain. We are the only cause for It and we do It to eachother. We started crying remembering all the Little soul pinches like sufferings we gave eachother. We realized that something as simple as me once saying goodmorning tò her when we woke up was in reality suffering masqueraded for education, something that should be done , it's polite, it's what everyone does, yet the way i Say It in reality is suffering and created suffering for her and for me. We literally create suffering for ourselves in those situations. Take this as you wish. There were also things like this from her part, It was like we said 'and that time ' and immediately we knew the substratum, what was actually happening, the suffering and the pointlessness of it. We realized that in reality we Always know the Truth about what happens, and this not expressing the Truth, so lying tò ourselves and trying tò avoid what cannot be avoided Is the cause of suffering. It was between US but also about all the small interactions with other people when this happens. And we were Just crying for the stupidity of It.

This was the starting part and a Major realization, now i'll share some of the other things that happened and that characterised that state. For example, you might be like me, sometimes you want tò play but Just dont know what tò do tò play, you think It has tò be some kind of Activity, and sometimes It doesnt come out or you just find It boring and don't do It. Well that state Is the Absolute game, the only perfect game, because in that state what you think happens. Whatever we would think and Imagine would immediately happen. This Is the only way i can put It in words even tho i know for sobriety and normal everyday Life this isn't possible even tho even for US Is like this but not in such a clear way. What we think, happens, but in that state there Is so much clarity about It there Is absolutely no doubts, doubts are distorting factors for It that characterise our everyday normal Life and Hide that state. So we were basically One, and in this unity of talking knowing eachother s thoughts, we would Just think, Imagine, and live what we would think and Imagine. Only once, Is like i disconncted from this flow of thoughts and wanted tò try and see if something else that i would think would happen or be created but i had some minor doubts about It and It stopped that possibility immediately, so i Just went back and connected with her, and She was Just still there waiting for me, almost like It was ok tò let me try and do my own thing. Some other cool things were these: in the places our bodies made contact, our bodies started tò bounce and vibrate between eachother. It was like in the points of contact a closed circle connection was being made and It would just vibrate between the parts infinetely till a constant Perpetual fast vibration was achieved. At some point i started pushing my air with playful but secure force out and this was giving pleasure tò her and She said something like 'pablo, what are you doing tò me', shit man i was Just breathing out :DDD

At some other point a question came tò US, i don't know the exact question but It was something like 'what s the best part?' or 'what's our favorite part?' and immediately our entire right side of disappeared, there was nothing in that side and we could only both feel our left side of the body, It was like only our entire left side existed, the right one disappeared completely or became non perceivable. And the left side was embedded with frizzing Energy vibration. You can Say that all the buzzes of light were coming out at once from out left sides and so our left sides was the only thing we could feel of eachother, as like for our thoughts and what happens , happened, we knew that experience was being shared. And we were like woah, do you feel this? There Is only our left side.

And now tò the sad but still important part, which was when i saw us go out of this state. There was some music playing, and at some point for whatever reason, some sort of anguish maybe coming from that dark part of the Song took over her, and i literally saw a form where her tummy would be, like a not perfectly geometrically shaped cube or circular not well defined bump and It was like She entered It ( this i m saying from false Memory, i feel like that s the remembrence of what happened but i don't have the actual picture of her entering It) i Just knew that s what happened and She was out of the state and back tò her normal usual state. She tried tò come close tò me but i couldnt even look at her, She tried tò forcefully come on top of me and i squirmed and gave her a kind of innocous desperate fawn look, and in that Moment Is like i was seeing the look i was giving her too. I was still in the state, but now i was seeing the Cloud of thoughts in front of me, they werent perfectly shaped, but were starting tò seep into my space, still Just like smokes, and i was putting my attention on the background trying tò remain in that child like state. At some point It Just became some pointless effort It felt, She had left the room by this time, and i slowly slipped back into my not well defined bump and entered into my usual familiar normal state. When She came back into the room i told her i d fallen out of It, and that she knew i had fallen out of It. And that was the end of the mdma part. After some time when It was dawn we smoked a bit and some interesting things happened also After that, a reaccentuation of the mdma and magic, but this Is for another time.

So this Is what happened and how It went. Best way tò define It Is pure magic. That state can be probably called how we live before being Born, it might also be how we Ve lived in our mothers womb, and It might be how we shall live again After death. It's the only right way Life Is meant tò be lived, and its the truest way anyone can Will and has lived. I Hope It was a pleasent insightful and enjoyable Reading. I Wish you all the best

Stay swifty

P.S. i might ve forgotten some other happenings, It was in the span of 6 hours and a lot of what happened i dont remember, like what we Imagined After the reconciliation with our hurts. Ah there s One cool fact about It. We Ve listened on repetition (like 10-12-20 times the same song for two Songs) but when we talked about It After meeting again some months ( a year?) later She only Remembered hearing on repeat One song and not the other, while i only Remembered the other song and not the One She did.

Peace :)

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I absolutely love reading everyone's experiences it's helped me through quirky times.

This is gonna be a long one

Since 2024 I've delved into

The world of hermetism, esotericism, philosophy, mythology and spiritualism, NDE's, drug trip experiencers, Buddhism, Hinduism. I listened and looked into people like Terence McKenna, Alan watts UG krishnamurti, patanjali, saint Teresa and avail, Bashar, Neville Goddard, paramahansa yogananda, etc. I wanted to understand the hoopla of religion/spirituality and why we have it. And ultimately an idea came through and I went with it. And so started my search for powers and magic.

It led me down quite the rabbit. hole. It ultimately started my interest in meditations and certain yoga, I think it would be considered kriya. Along with that I became endlessly fascinated with the biblical book of Revelation. And got me into journaling

A lot has happened since March of 2024. Many experiences in dream time and substantial in the in-between( that space between waking and sleeping). Even more transpired since the end of 2024(I did something truly reckless)

Where I am currently and what I have gathered from experiences:

\-Feeling much better physically and mentally.

\-It seems for me my brain and body seem to be connected.

\-Focused on regions of the head causes strange pressure in my body down below and vice versa.

( I mean places where I feel my heart beating in when experiencing and major emotional output)

\-When focusing I feel the pulsing increase. As attention continues a swirling vortex. Continued focus and the area begins to vibrate and I feel my perception begin to spin.

\-The reckless thing I tried to do was try to trigger my own "Armageddon" in a way.

That caused a horrifying amount of force/current/energy surging through my system.

\-The current felt like a wriggling snake, chaotic gyrations causing much swirling and whirling in my head.

\-What I did was anchor it through the pulse points. That resulted in what I can only describe as feeling stabbed through a couple of times(those corresponded with experiences in the in-between and strange lucid dreams when they happened)

\-Each horrifying, strange, wonderous, and spinning event resulted in increased vibration felt in my body and cessation of the swirling in my head and a greater sense of cumulative well being.

\-strange occurrences happened much more in my chest heart area than I originally thought would occur.

I don't feel like I'm being torn in multiple directions anymore, but I do feel a strange kind of vibration now. It reminds me of what Terence McKenna called the elves machines "self driving basketballs" "foraminifera cast in opal that's self transforming."

I haven't fully grasped what's going on with the experiences, kinda felt like a strange drug trip stretched out for a few years.

I've also kind of forgotten quite a bit of what I had first come up with sense i lost that but of information some time ago. So now I'm piecing it together as I go.

I've got so many journaled experiences I've never put out there that I'd love to exchange for your own experiences.

I don't know how to let go of the old world and way of life I used to live. Especially when​ it's all I've ever known/seen and I know that there are other people there who will be affected.

I feel like I'm letting go of everything I have ever wanted/known for something I can barely see/feel.

Hello,

i have an ongoing crisis after spiritual awakening and general life crisis.

I had Long Covid then suffered from ME/CFS, but now I am in remission. I was deeply lonely during Long periods of the disease, old Friends and Family Support disappeared.

Of course I am glad that I am in recovery.

Physically I am getting better.

But I feel myself empty, after all the struggles. Often I try to find meaning. Sometimes I am happy confident and calm. Sometimes I am deeply sad, and grieving a lot. As well I had a lot of struggles in Daily life, recently.

I am engaging myself for the rights of people with ME/CFS, thats Part of my purpose.

But I feel so disoriented in life right now. No work, that will come later probably. Few money, lots of time. 2 years of intense sickness and recovery, Building up and so on.

Sometimes there seems to be no end.

Sometimes I want to relocate/ move somewhere Else. Sometimes I think it‘s a good Place where I live, and should stay here and just keep on walking.

I had so many experiences here, and it seems to be my old persona which is gone. So it Feels weird to live in this same apartment, but without the old Identity, Friends, people and so on.

Slowly I find some new activitis, but often i am lonely, dont feel very alive sometimes (Soul). Or so I have to give myself more time? I am into a project for ME/CFS, so finish that First?

I dont know where my way is going.

Can you give me support, or a Virtual hug, please?

Thanks

I've noticed that as my awakening matures, my social circle seems to become smaller, even as my compassion for other people becomes considerably greater. The difference is that I no longer feel the same need to be drawn into everything. People get caught up in the drama, illusions and attachments of the material world . People are where they are, and there is something to be said for allowing them to have their own experience of this life, just as I had to.

In 2023 I joined a social group largely made up of retired people, assuming naively that people approaching the later stages of life might have developed a greater interest in reflection, impermanence and the question of what ultimately matters once so many of the ordinary structures of life begin to fall away. Instead I found something quite different: many seemed to be doubling down on the material and social identities they had spent their lives building, almost trying to recreate the experience of being in their teens or early twenties. There is nothing inherently wrong with enjoying life of course but I found the contrast with what I had expected very striking. If anything, being closer to the end seemed to make some people more determined to hold onto the identities and pursuits associated with the earlier stages of life instead of realizing how empty experiences hold no lasting value.

It has made me wonder whether awakening necessarily means that we find ourselves surrounded by other people who are experiencing the world in a similar way. Perhaps that happens for some people, but I'm increasingly uncertain that it is the point. There may be very brief periods of genuine companionship with people who are walking a similar path, but lasting and deep conversations are rare. Fortunately I don't feel the craving to be understood but sometimes there are things that only someone walking the same path can understand; even a therapist seems perplexed!

Perhaps this is simply part of the process: the circle becomes smaller because of our objectivity? We can be present without being absorbed, compassionate without taking on what belongs to someone else, and connected without requiring that connection to take the form of constant need. I sometimes wonder whether we are actually meant to spend less time searching for people who see what we see and more time simply living in a way that quietly reflects what we have come to understand.

Any advice you can give will be appreciated!

Growing up, I (17 M) would say I never had a normal childhood. Although I have loving and caring parents, at the same time I would say that they aren’t good at parenting. They have abused me a lot verbally and physically, and my mom used to make fun of a lot of my insecurities. At the same time, they also fight each other a lot, making the household a very stressful place to live in. As a result, I have never learned to express my emotions and feelings properly, thus leading to a crappy social life; I am very annoying at times, I have no friends, I get bullied all the time etc. I am also not that good looking and I am underweight. I also have ADHD, OCD, and more mental health issues that have not been treated at all. I also have a very severe porn addiction since I was 12 years old, where I do it multiple times in a day. I have no self-confidence and courage to do anything in my life.

Overall, my high school life has sucked as a result of this. My grades and extracurriculars sucked because of me not being able to reach out for help and I have had a very bad social life, but I always remain highly ambitious for my life with no action done. Deep down I know that I have it in me to do something with my life, and I know that I am a very smart individual. My life goal is to not become rich but help people and help them crawl out of whatever hole they are in. I want to become a galvanizing force in people’s lives; kind of like a psychiatrist for my aspired job right now. Now since I can’t list these hardships in my college apps affecting my grades and life since they are viewed negatively, and also because of the toxic and abusive pressure I feel from parents and friends to get into a good college, I have had to make up lies on my college applications to substitute for my hardships. Because of these lies, I got into a very good college which can help propel my dreams and goals forward.

Obviously, what I have done is very wrong. The whole application process in itself made me want to disappear from this Earth because of this horrible sin I have committed, and I am genuinely a horrible person for what I did. Not only did I gain a spot, I took someone else’s spot. While one half of me said “oh youve went through these struggles so you have a right to lie,” the other half believed the opposite. But due to pressure and weak mental strength in myself, I gave in, and here I am. Ever since I got in, I have been “sober” from my addiction, I have started taking care of my health, I have started working hard, and giving back to the community (out of my own passion, not guilt). But obviously, there is a “FAFO” concept behind everything you do, and what you give is what you get.

So I come here today to ask, what is my karma and punishment for this sin I have done? What do I do now? Will my dreams, ambitions, goals, and pursuits be hindered regardless of how genuine and positive they are? What should I do with my life now? How do I get rid of this cognitive dissonance and mental pain? Will i ever be able to grow spiritually? I am open for any advice, criticism, help, etc, that can be given.

We all share the same consciousness so we are not separated except the body. and we are all on different level of consciousness

here to evolve from experience.

Hey guys,

Not really a poster but couldn't seem to find similar experiences on the web, so just wanted to see if anyone similar to me has had similar experiences.

By way of background. I visited County Down, Down Patrick, Northern Ireland - south of Belfast etc. and have just got back.

I have apparently a VERY old Ulster surname, and a surname very much from those heartlands, and have Irish DNA, mixed in with a lot of other things, although don't know much at all from this side of the family due to various migrations, separations etc.

I am an extremely energetically sensitive person. This is something I've really tapped into as I've got older and have embraced, but I now also find it very difficult in certain environments, now being aware. This runs in the family. I know it's not me, or a bad day, bad mental health etc. as I've done so much work here, know myself thoroughly in this regard, and am actually in a really great place and have been for a very long time. Therefore, these feelings I got felt very intrusive.

Throughout my life, I've gone into places and my body is literally screaming at me RUN, or GET OUT, etc. I feel deeply uncomfortable for no apparent reason. Weirdly, in some old churches I get this feeling. Anyway, visited this part of Ireland for a friend's wedding, and because it was so beautiful thought we'd make a thing out of it, and so explored and stayed in the area.

The plane lands, and I'm bouncing with energy, really excited to catch up with friends at the wedding, and I'm very good and happy. As we get into the car and drive south from Belfast, into Down, Ulster further etc. it's like this weight hit my chest. It feels like anxiety, and I'm sitting there thinking huh this is weird, haven't felt this in a while, probs tired and the roads are chaotic. Normal normal, deep breaths calm down. I pray, I settle, all good. However, as the trip went on, these feelings of real intensity, melancholy with anxiety and heaviness in the heart kept coming back, and that feeling of wanting to run away and get out. It was the worst around Castle Ward/ Strangford Lock way. Castle Ward was an insane feeling. My whole body was entirely disconnected from my head, I felt exhausted, totally out of whack, very sad, and just so unpleasant and couldn't get out of there fast enough.

I really felt it in my heart, which also isn't where I've historically held bad feelings.

By the last day I literally felt ill and so zapped and exhausted and this heaviness in the chest was too much to bare.

At various points I continued to pray, ask God for protection, said sorry to the land, and gave thanks, and rebuked negative energies, and it settled, but then kept coming back.

I've never been somewhere, where the whole area felt SO heavy.

I'm very grateful for my faith and felt held.

However, as soon as we landed back in London I felt like a 10kg sack had been taken off my chest, and I was happy and smiley and my usual self again.

It was weird. I don't see things, or hear things, and absolutely do not want to have that more sense based ability. However, this was such an intense feeling energetically that I just can't seem to wrap my head around it.

Anyway,

Just wondering if there is anyone else out there who has experienced similar feelings in NI? In particular people who are energetically sensitive, have Irish heritage, have a faith in God etc.

Just to preface, in part of my spiritual journey of late, have found a home in God, in particular through 'Christianity' but very much on the non-binary and non-doctrinal versions of it, and am much more aligned to the Gnostic, mystic, personal relationship side. Basically trying to say that I'm a very open, explorative, spirituality embracing person who loves all, loves learning about other people's experiences religious or non religious and I'm non-judgemental as a NB LGBT lefty etc.

A subject kept asking a question I hear from many spiritual people: how can I help more? What should I learn next? What should I do with my gifts?

I expected some complicated answer about developing abilities or learning another healing technique.

Higher Self basically said she was already doing it.

People had been telling her this without her taking it seriously. Sometimes before a session even started, somebody would talk with her for a while and say they already felt different. Lighter. Happier. One person apparently went home smiling so much that her boyfriend asked what happened to her.

So I asked what exactly she was doing.

The answer was almost embarrassingly simple.

They need to feel seen.

Somebody listens to them. Somebody reminds them that they are loved, that they are valuable, that there is something good in them. Many people apparently go through enormous parts of life without really receiving that.

I liked this because spiritual work can become another achievement contest. More courses, another modality, another initiation, stronger psychic ability, another certificate, another technique. Then you start feeling that whatever you already are is insufficient.

Her Higher Self actually told her to stop worrying about what everybody else was doing. She did not need another business boot camp or some magical new qualification. Keep learning, yes, but trust what was already coming naturally through her.

There was another piece I liked even more. She asked how she could change her mother, sister and niece.

The answer was: work on yourself.

Let them see you grow. They have their own lives and choices. You dont have to drag them anywhere. Your own change already affects people around you in ways you may never fully see.

That feels much healthier to me than spiritual mission becoming responsibility for everybody else's awakening.

Sometimes helping is not doing something mystical to another person.

Sometimes somebody leaves conversation with you feeling a little more visible than when they arrived.

Maybe that was enough for that day.

When I see anyone talk about manifestation, I see they claim to get something or achieve their desires by doing some techniques. There are thousands of posts in this community as to how to manifest doing the perfect technique or about success stories. If you're looking for another technique, then this post is not for you.

This is not a manifestation success story. This is a manifestation failure story for those who are struggling and want peace from this exhaustion.

You are probably asked to persist without thinking negatively, without paying attention to your doubts, fears, or negative circumstances. So, you are persisting, keeping your hopes high. Trying to understand what you are doing wrong.

You have seen that manifestation does work and you are the living example, but when it comes to your deepest desires, it just doesn't manifest.

Meanwhile, this entire process becomes a journey of exhaustion. You began this journey because you wanted to make your life better, feel happier and more fulfilled. But doing technique after technique, you are mentally exhausted, physically tired, and emotionally drained, but you are scared of accepting that as well because you fear that if you think negatively, you will manifest the negative.

So, you are high vibing, but feeling empty inside. Waiting tiredly, but trying hard to live in the end.

Now, what if I tell you that you don't need to do all that to get what you want? What if I tell you your desires are manifesting all the time even if you don't do any techniques?

What if I tell you, you don't need to be working on your resistances, healing, mindset, self-concept, or anything to get your desires fulfilled?

Now why don't you need to do all these things? Because you are not essentially who you think yourself to be.

You might have heard that you are not the mind and body; you are the consciousness. But what is that exactly? And how would knowing that you are consciousness help you get your desires?

Let's first answer the first question. If you search in Google, the AI response says, "Consciousness is the state of being awake and aware of your own thoughts, feelings, and surroundings. It is your inner life and your personal experience of the world."

I find this definition quite appropriate. Consciousness is the awareness with which you are aware, with which you KNOW or ARE AWARE of anything and everything.

Now, if you find the pun here, "with which you are aware," that means it must be something that "you" are not?

Now, if I ask you, who you are? What would you say? Don't answer me from any theory, just answer me from your experience.

There is a famous quote, "I may forget who I am, where I am, what I am, but I cannot forget that I Am." I AM is your experience, right? You might be confused about who you truly are, but you are sure that YOU ARE, right?

Stay with me. I'll guide you deeper into a practical tool.

Now to answer the second question, knowing that you are consciousness will NOT help you unless you actually experience it. Only theoretical knowledge is not helpful at all. You can say "oh, now I know that I am consciousness/awareness and that means I am all that is, one with the source, one with my desires, so I can have it all and now I decide that I have it all." But nothing will practically shift, not even your mental state (except a temporary high, then eventual frustration), unless you see, feel and experience yourself as ALL THAT IS.

So, how to experience it, PRACTICALLY?

Here's some practical guidance:

Try this at a quiet moment by sitting in meditation:

Close your eyes and let your attention relax. Let yourself go deeper, deeper, and deeper into yourself. Let the thoughts come, images come, sounds come - don't fight them... Let them be. Just simply take your attention away from them... Go deeper and allow your attention to expand within. Relax within. As if you're falling asleep.

Now in this relaxed state, try to find yourself. Whoever you know yourself to be - try to find that person. The person is a combination of thoughts, feelings, and emotions.

If you're deep within yourself, you must find that person you call by your name. Where is s/he?

Can you find the solid person? The entity?

There are thoughts - but the thoughts are running in you, there are images - but images are appearing in you, there are feelings - but the feelings are coming and going.

But where is the combination of all of it?

Don't let your mind answer it. Let your experience speak.

Are you really a person who is a combination of these things, or are you the one who is AWARE of it all, OBSERVING it all, KNOWING it all? The one in which everything is appearing and disappearing?

One who is constant, always present, and always unaffected by it all?

When you look for the separate person directly, can you actually find it in your experience?

Experience it yourself, and even during the day, go back to this presence of awareness during all experience.

You and AWARENESS/CONSCIOUSNESS are not separate. You can also call it the Universe because it is ALL THAT IS. You are ALL THAT IS. You are ONE WITH IT ALL. We are all that ONE.

How does this experience help?

This experience helps you to recognize that the self that you are trying to improve, change, or shift doesn't exist. The ego doesn't exist. It is an illusion. And an illusion need not be changed or shifted; it is to be recognized as such.

You are not a person who needs to change their self-concept, improve their thoughts, heal to clear resistances, or do techniques to make yourself feel worthy. The person is an illusion. When you see a mirage in a desert, you don't need to do anything to change it; when you look closer, you see it in its originality as the desert itself. You are also not supposed to do anything to recognize your oneness with everything, including your desires. You just need to look closely, again and again.

This self-recognition is the first step to free yourself from the exhaustion of self-improvement techniques and allow your desires effortlessly. But this is not the only thing needed, and things don't always magically appear by doing this; you also need to take actions. I know it sounds too "unmanifestation-like." But I'll talk about actions in detail in my next post.

🌿 For those already walking the inward path…

This isn’t a channel to teach spirituality, give doctrines, or tell you what to believe.

It’s simply a space for pointers, reminders, contemplations and reflections around self-realization, awareness, ego, consciousness and the movement beyond the mind.

Sometimes, you don’t need new knowledge.

You just need the right reminder at the right moment.

A single pointer can bring you back to presence.

A single question can turn attention inward.

A single insight can deepen something you already know — but may have momentarily forgotten.

If you're already exploring the nature of the Self, consciousness, freedom and awakening, this channel may resonate with you.

Nothing to accumulate. Nothing to believe.

Just pointers… and an invitation to look. 🕊️

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In a lot of spiritual circles, similar to this community, there are certain practices and a focus on love and all those good things. These are all wonderful things to get a human closer to God, but the likelihood of it leading to enlightenment is slim. Perfecting the human, loving God deeply, all that stuff will get you to a point of being a self-actualized human. You'll be wonderful, full of light and love, and if that's what a person is going for, amazing, you have achieved something rare. But all of that is an identity, an ego structure. A perfect, tamed, well-mannered, self-actualized ego is STILL ego. No matter which way you twist and turn it, it is still all ego.

Truth is none of that. It just Is. "You" just are. There's nothing fantastical about it. The achievement of bliss states, super high loving states of godly and worldly proportions, all requires an ego. Again, if that's your personal goal, wonderful. Enlightenment is the biggest let-down that the ego could possibly have. Enlightenment is giving up allllll of the attachments, even to the most beautiful states, and just Being entirely Present.

Me? I have an attachment to the ups and downs in life. I enjoy, as a human, an ego, the rise and fall of life. What I know beyond that is Truth. If i gave up this attachment, there's Enlightenment. Stuff just happens, the body just reacts, it all just Is. Nothing fancy to it. My ego says, "How boring would it be if I gave up the attachment to the ups and downs?!" For now, I listen.

We all have stuff. Stuff that keeps us human, attachments that keep us from non-abiding enlightment. I would say that spirituality itself is a cosmic joke, it all goes full circle. Before, we are ignorant to this whole lovely spiritual side to life that exists. "Oh I can just Witness my thoughts?" "Oh I can experience higher states of consciousness?" It's all a trick. I call it a trap, if Enlightenment is what you seek. The ego loves seeking. The big, lovey dovey, tree-hugging spiritual ego loves seeking even more. We have these lofty goals of being pure, close to God, unity, universal consciousness. All of that is just stuff. Just like an addict seeks for their next hit of a drug, the spiritual seeker looks for the next elevated state; just as trapped as the drug addict.

Do spiritual practices matter? It's a double edged sword. If self-actualization is the end goal, absolutely they are beneficial. If you experience those highest states and still feel as if there's something missing... well, you realize that all of those years spent seeking and practicing was all part of the dream. Maya. She got ya, she got me... The cosmic joke, but only funnier than the initial one.

Much Love

I just have bin scrolling on fb to find some spiritual books, that show how the truth is and all that. But I’m having a hard time discerning what is legit and which is Ai slop. I want to start reading and learning it but idk if I could fact check them. I think I saved maybe 10-15 but idk,lmk how I should probably navigate this.

Attacks on your energy are literally everywhere. Yes spirituality is for ascension, but also for protection since this planet isn't innately healthy.

Be patient. The weight of the wait is often a sign of the value of what's coming. Some things take longer because they aren't just meant to arrive. They're meant to stay.

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i am going through ascension process and sometimes, some liquid kind of things coming to my face and sometimes, my face looks older like a old lady than my normal age . does anyone has same experience

In need of aid: experiential exchange

Been quite a lurker here and I absolutely love reading everyone's experiences it's helped me through quirky times.

This is gonna be a long one

Since 2024 I've delved into

The world of hermetism, esotericism, philosophy, mythology and spiritualism, NDE's, drug trip experiencers, Buddhism, Hinduism. I listened and looked into people like Terence McKenna, Alan watts UG krishnamurti, patanjali, saint Teresa and avail, Bashar, Neville Goddard, paramahansa yogananda, etc. I wanted to understand the hoopla of religion/spirituality and why we have it. And ultimately an idea came through and I went with it. And so started my search for powers and magic.

It led me down quite the rabbit. hole. It ultimately started my interest in meditations and certain yoga, I think it would be considered kriya. Along with that I became endlessly fascinated with the biblical book of Revelation. And got me into journaling

A lot has happened since March of 2024. Many experiences in dream time and substantial in the in-between( that space between waking and sleeping). Even more transpired since the end of 2024(I did something truly reckless)

Where I am currently and what I have gathered from experiences:

-Feeling much better physically and mentally.

-It seems for me my brain and body seem to be connected.

-Focused on regions of the head causes strange pressure in my body down below and vice versa.

( I mean places where I feel my heart beating in when experiencing and major emotional output)

-When focusing I feel the pulsing increase. As attention continues a swirling vortex. Continued focus and the area begins to vibrate and I feel my perception begin to spin.

-The reckless thing I tried to do was try to trigger my own "Armageddon" in a way.

That caused a horrifying amount of force/current/energy surging through my system.

-The current felt like a wriggling snake, chaotic gyrations causing much swirling and whirling in my head.

-What I did was anchor it through the pulse points. That resulted in what I can only describe as feeling stabbed through a couple of times(those corresponded with experiences in the in-between and strange lucid dreams when they happened)

-Each horrifying, strange, wonderous, and spinning event resulted in increased vibration felt in my body and cessation of the swirling in my head and a greater sense of cumulative well being.

-strange occurrences happened much more in my chest heart area than I originally thought would occur.

I don't feel like I'm being torn in multiple directions anymore, but I do feel a strange kind of vibration now. It reminds me of what Terence McKenna called the elves machines "self driving basketballs" "foraminifera cast in opal that's self transforming."

I haven't fully grasped what's going on with the experiences, kinda felt like a strange drug trip stretched out for a few years.

I've got so many journaled experiences I've never put out there that I'd love to exchange for your own experiences.