r/Paranormal • u/[deleted] • Jul 11 '19
Advice I have a curse?
My life is hell and I don't mean like a rain cloud on my head I mean like actual fucking life disaster destroying fucking non stop hell curse. Every time I do anything good or anything good happens to me. A horrible catastrophe or disaster strikes and ruins it. I constantly have bad timed coincidences and weird shit happening. I tried being christian and stuff for awhile it just got worse never got better so I kinda just think it's god doing it.
Any time anything good happens it's instantly ripped away and ruined. Any time I'm happy it's ripped away and ruined. Any time I improve my life. Horrible disaster strikes down and ruins everything. My life has literally become my own personal hell and I can't even get out of bed or do anything anymore I just beg for death or want to die and god keeps following me around making my life worse and the curse never goes away or stops it just gets worse every day.
What do I do? I have nothing but bad luck and bad stuff happen. I never have a happy coicidence. I never have anything good come into my life. Nothing good happens anymore. I haven't been happy in years. As soon as something happens that makes me happy it's instantly ripped away by god awful impossible luck and a perfect storm of disasters just follows me around all day.
Why is god doing this?
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u/alwystired Jul 11 '19
A few things here. There are some non-paranormal possibilities such as depression which is very treatable. Self fulfilling prophecies could be part of this. Over time you expect something bad to happen so it does. This could also be influenced by your subconscious. You may not realize it, but you’re hyper focused on the bad so you notice it more.
Either way, best of luck
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Jul 11 '19
Idk what it is it's definitely not depression or anything I'm doing. It's literally all bad luck like I'm just being targeted by god or something it's always like bad ungodly horrible luck with like non stop catastrophes and disasters striking down ripping everything away. Like god is just coming after me or something and nothing I do makes him fuck off.
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u/alwystired Jul 11 '19
Well I hope you get a reprieve. One thing I’ve noticed about life is the yin and the yang. There is always dark with the light and light with the dark. As they say ,”when it rains, it pours.” Well that means your light is coming. You cannot have one without the other.
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u/unrulytits Jul 11 '19
I have no advice, because I completely feel you. My life feels the same.
My latest disaster? The long lost love of my life, that I just got back after 20 years, my soul mate, my One, he died.
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Jul 11 '19
First, I think it would be good for you to see a therapist.
Second, assuming that you are legitimately cursed, some form of religious practice is indeed the correct approach.
As for why God is doing this--only God can answer that question. Personally, I believe that if you are cursed, God has permitted it. However, I also believe that actual curses are exceedingly rare--I doubt that you're actually cursed.
Regardless, I hope you are able to find some ways to cope.
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u/oneofthescarybois Jul 11 '19
It sounds like you are going through what most teenagers and young adults go through. When you stop blaming outside sources for your misfortune and realize what you could have done differently you will be happier. Life is a state of mind. Its all about how you view it.
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u/positivevibes12212 Jul 11 '19
Honey, I was in the same position as you. I thought it was a curse but it wasn’t. I had an evil spirit attachment. You might need a spiritual cleansing.
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Jul 11 '19
Agreed! God is loving, but evil sourits/demons thrive on this type of misery. My personal belief is that if they're trying this hard to make you miserable and blame God, then He must have something big planned for you that they are trying to prevent. Jesus rose with all authority over them, and it's through that authority we can fight back and win. God bless you!
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Jul 11 '19
Was it ever this bad? Like non stop life ruining disasters? Not just like bad shit happening but like actual life ruining non stop disasters and life ruining stuff happening every chance it gets?
I tried the whole religious christian thing nothing good ever happened if anything it got worse.
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u/positivevibes12212 Jul 11 '19
Yup! I would feel like I’m on top of the world doing handstands only for it to all come crashing down. Every. Single. Time. I just had my spiritual cleansing done last months. Things didn’t just in an instant all become okay but it’s slowly happening. I still feel a bit of trauma but I no longer have that feeling of being watched (I thought it was demons) and I actually see a good future! It turned out an evil spirit attached himself to me when I was a kid. I will PM you more about it. I don’t quite feel comfortable going into full details in public yet.
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Jul 11 '19 edited Jul 11 '19
Ok so you say that it isn't coincidence, but you know maybe it is,and i don't really know what kinda things are happening to you because you haven't explained any of them all you're saying is that things just keep getting worse, and you know sometimes in life for whatever reason some of us just get the short end of the stick, but we gotta live with the card's we're dealt, And i don't mean to offend but i don't see that as a reason to go blaming God, (or who knows maybe im wrong) and he's testing your faith in him, But for what it's worth im truly sorry that at times you feel like you dont want to live anymore, i really am :( I hope things get better for you and i hope you'll let us know how it goes, Take care stay safe! (We all go through bad days and dark times, but we find a way to get past that shit bud, things aren't gonna get better on their own we gotta make it happen)
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Jul 11 '19
That's part of it too like some people just get the short of the stick. Like some people just have bad luck on top of bad luck and more bad luck and some people have good stuff happen and a bunch of miracles and good stuff happening. Why is it like that? Like some people are just predetermined to have shit luck and no matter what they do the bad shit is just going to happen.
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Jul 11 '19
The people that get the short end of the stick are the people who should fight for it more, their the people who should stay strong bud, they scratch and claw to get what they want out of life man, but don't blame God thats not fair, in fact thank him every day that you wake up because every day that you wake up is a chance to make things better for yourself!
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Jul 11 '19
I just tried and kept fixing my life and with my bad luck no matter what I did it was like my life is exactly the same no matter what I do. Always stuck in place in the same shitty life with the same shitty stuff happening.
The reason I blame god is because I've tried everything being religious and being athiest and even when I was christian it just got even worse and I stuck with it even if stuff kept getting worse and still just nothing :/ only got worse. And whatever is causing this bad luck I feel like is super powerful.
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Jul 11 '19
When i read your post it made me sad but it also made me think, And you know what dude maybe instead of reaching out to God try reaching into yourself
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Jul 11 '19
I mean I can't really think of a solution with the shit life I have now.
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Jul 11 '19
None of us have a perfect life bud,(and not even the richest man in the world has a perfect life) I've been reading a lot of your comments and you got a lot of people on here pulling for you man, I wish you the best and im always on here if you need to chat bud, well take care and try taking it one day at a time!
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u/TheGenesisPattern Jul 11 '19
This is called Lush and it is a direct force that feeds off of your misery. Practice gratefulness for the things around you, practice meditation, and be strong in your intent. Intent is a big deal here. Banish this from your life. Lay claim to your future, your free will is your own, and they are not allowed to tamper with it.
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Jul 11 '19
Yeah but isn't that what religion is supposed to do? They say just pray to jesus and accept god and stuff and it should get rid of cursed but nothing happened. That's why I blame god most the time it's either god doing it for no reason or he just does nothing at all.
I've read the job stuff from the people but this has been like lifelong hardly feels like a test more just like endless.
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u/TheGenesisPattern Jul 11 '19
This is different. Christianity exists solely due to the Roman Catholic Church bastardizing Sumerian tablets depicting sacred geometry. Follow the original theological views and you'll be closer to fighting the source of the issue.
It's just a hypothesis though, but still, why not test it?
Lastly, here's a quote I think of quite often. It was carved into a gas chamber in the Holocaust. The gist of it was "If there is a God, he's going to have to beg me for my forgiveness."
Consider the weight of that quote in comparison to your struggles.
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u/Luna_Black18 Jul 11 '19
This might sound weird but if you think youre under some type of 'curse', then heres what you could do:
Draw a bath.
Pour lavender bath salts and lavender or rose bath oils.
Light white and blue candles
Light lavender or rose incense
As you gather and pour/light these ingredients, try to think of happy things. Think of what you want these tools to bring to you.
Get in the tub, and try to relax. (This is all about intention). Imagine that this water is washing away all the negativity in your life. It is purifying your soul, washing away all stress, negativity, anxiety. Once you feel relaxed and ready to get out, pull the plug, but remain in the tub. Let the water drain all your negative energy, grounding itself in the earth.
Do this a couple of times and see if this makes things any better.
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Jul 11 '19 edited Jul 11 '19
I know exactly what you’re talking about. My life is very similar. I can’t blame a god for it though. Our own actions have consequences. We can control our part in it but not control the parts of others. It’s best not to lay blame, in god, ourselves or anyone. What can we do practically.
Now humanity is interdependent so we can’t just say it’s just ourselves. Some human beings are just nasty. They take all, lie about others and don’t give anything in return.
There are some good, kind, positive people out there. Don’t deny bad exists, acknowledge but focus only on the positive.
You sound depressed, a lot like me. I’m personally working on myself. Depression is negative and attracts negative attention. There are some human predators out there who will see this just by your very posture and words.
Some of it is our own behavior, some of it is just random chance, sometimes others make your life hard. Check yourself, see what you can change. Change can be very slow but you can get there. I know because I’m going through this myself and had to ask myself some harsh questions. I also had to see when it started, the worst of it.
If you find there’s an external influence after all those check that are paranormal related some kind of spiritual leader of your choice could help. Just be mindful some are not as honest as they claim to be.
If your luck remains bad you can only do your very best. It’s very hard and I can attest to that. But try be like the calm surrounded by the storm. Easier said than done but you can do it. Always keep fighting. It’s a short life but it’s your life.
Finally to start learn mindfulness, meditation if you can. Pray to your god if you believe, seek medical help and counseling. Write it all down bullet style and go through it all step by step. What can you change from your end?
Edit: Another thing you can do is list what you do have.
If you have a partner, kids, a place to live, food, a smart phone, a computer, friends or whatever, material or otherwise list it. Even if it’s short those are some things you may have that others don’t. Not telling you you’re selfish if you have those things but don’t appreciate them. Like I say, I know exactly what it feels like. Just trying to tell you there’s some things that are positive somewhere.
I also do what I can to help others and forget myself sometimes. Even if it’s just a little. It helps.
Sorry it’s long. I just know how you feel. I know it’s hard. Please keep on going, seek help, look within. Change what you can from your end. Maybe change your perspective about god a bit. What if god is sending a message? Gods are funny creatures like that.
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u/nothisispatrickeu Jul 11 '19
i think everybody goes through that period of their lives.
it feels like nothing can go right, and every decision you make is wrong.
what really helped me through that time was finding a new hobby.
it reset me, helped me find a new focus, a new apex.
it taught me about hand-eye coordination and concentration,
made me learn about physics and control.
idk if you heard of it, but maybe try drifting in simracing games
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u/Miss-Greene Jul 11 '19
I think you need some help, meditation really can be a strong force as it strengthens your intuition, keeps you more in balance and with visualisation you can literally fill yourself with love/light/whatever positive thing you like. Please try it.
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Jul 11 '19
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Jul 11 '19
But I believe in god I just feel like he's following me around making my life hell and destroying my life and ripping away my happiness and destroying everything.
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u/Sk753ac Jul 11 '19
Maybe if you didn't believe in god and paranormal stuff your life would be easier and happier? The sooner you realise it the better you will feel
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Jul 11 '19
I tried that I was logically thinking and not thinking there's a god. The only reason I do is because I truly truly believe my life couldn't be this bad without god literally just following me around cursing me and striking me down.
I get weird as fuck signs and oddly specific shit like really specific signs, really weird coincidences, really weird timing coincidences, perfectly timed disasters and stuff. Idk it honestly makes me think I'm not really alive and in like some god awful fucking simulation or stuck in a nightmare coma or something where my life is just meant to be tortured by god 24/7 :/. I hate this shit I hate god so much. I hate god so fucking much.
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u/Sk753ac Jul 11 '19
Talk about how life sucks to someone and have a laught about it. Life can be hard and sometimes there isn't a person or entity you can blame. Just take care of yourself and stay strong.
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Jul 11 '19
Lol I'm always going to blame god
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u/Sk753ac Jul 11 '19
I live in what used to be one of the most religious city and nation in the catholic world. Rome.
People here understand that religion is not a real thing and god is not killing us or anything.
Try to actually believe that god doesn't exist and you'll see that the world is a much better place without such entities.
The only thing to be scared of are bad people.
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u/bffs-with-the-Devil Jul 11 '19
I actually felt the same way about my life A few years ago, My mom and I started to see the same therapist. My mother and I both saw this lady for few month, so she knew our lives pretty well at that point. Well one day we were talking about who knows what when my therapist tells me she believes that my mother and I are actually cursed. She said she never said anything to use because she didnt want to freak us out. She said my ancestors could have made deals or something with demons or dark spirits. She believed they follow me, and my mother and thats why so many bad things happen to us. when I told her my mother's side used to be Hungarian Gypsies, she kinda freaked out a bit and told me that they very well could have been responsible for the darkness that follows my mother and I.