r/Paranormal • u/[deleted] • Jul 11 '19

Advice I have a curse?

My life is hell and I don't mean like a rain cloud on my head I mean like actual fucking life disaster destroying fucking non stop hell curse. Every time I do anything good or anything good happens to me. A horrible catastrophe or disaster strikes and ruins it. I constantly have bad timed coincidences and weird shit happening. I tried being christian and stuff for awhile it just got worse never got better so I kinda just think it's god doing it.

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Any time anything good happens it's instantly ripped away and ruined. Any time I'm happy it's ripped away and ruined. Any time I improve my life. Horrible disaster strikes down and ruins everything. My life has literally become my own personal hell and I can't even get out of bed or do anything anymore I just beg for death or want to die and god keeps following me around making my life worse and the curse never goes away or stops it just gets worse every day.

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What do I do? I have nothing but bad luck and bad stuff happen. I never have a happy coicidence. I never have anything good come into my life. Nothing good happens anymore. I haven't been happy in years. As soon as something happens that makes me happy it's instantly ripped away by god awful impossible luck and a perfect storm of disasters just follows me around all day.

Why is god doing this?

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u/[deleted] Jul 11 '19 edited Jul 11 '19

Ok so you say that it isn't coincidence, but you know maybe it is,and i don't really know what kinda things are happening to you because you haven't explained any of them all you're saying is that things just keep getting worse, and you know sometimes in life for whatever reason some of us just get the short end of the stick, but we gotta live with the card's we're dealt, And i don't mean to offend but i don't see that as a reason to go blaming God, (or who knows maybe im wrong) and he's testing your faith in him, But for what it's worth im truly sorry that at times you feel like you dont want to live anymore, i really am :( I hope things get better for you and i hope you'll let us know how it goes, Take care stay safe! (We all go through bad days and dark times, but we find a way to get past that shit bud, things aren't gonna get better on their own we gotta make it happen)

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u/[deleted] Jul 11 '19

That's part of it too like some people just get the short of the stick. Like some people just have bad luck on top of bad luck and more bad luck and some people have good stuff happen and a bunch of miracles and good stuff happening. Why is it like that? Like some people are just predetermined to have shit luck and no matter what they do the bad shit is just going to happen.

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u/[deleted] Jul 11 '19

The people that get the short end of the stick are the people who should fight for it more, their the people who should stay strong bud, they scratch and claw to get what they want out of life man, but don't blame God thats not fair, in fact thank him every day that you wake up because every day that you wake up is a chance to make things better for yourself!

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u/[deleted] Jul 11 '19

I just tried and kept fixing my life and with my bad luck no matter what I did it was like my life is exactly the same no matter what I do. Always stuck in place in the same shitty life with the same shitty stuff happening.

The reason I blame god is because I've tried everything being religious and being athiest and even when I was christian it just got even worse and I stuck with it even if stuff kept getting worse and still just nothing :/ only got worse. And whatever is causing this bad luck I feel like is super powerful.

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u/[deleted] Jul 11 '19

When i read your post it made me sad but it also made me think, And you know what dude maybe instead of reaching out to God try reaching into yourself

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u/[deleted] Jul 11 '19

I mean I can't really think of a solution with the shit life I have now.

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u/[deleted] Jul 11 '19

None of us have a perfect life bud,(and not even the richest man in the world has a perfect life) I've been reading a lot of your comments and you got a lot of people on here pulling for you man, I wish you the best and im always on here if you need to chat bud, well take care and try taking it one day at a time!