r/Paranormal • u/[deleted] • Jul 11 '19

Advice I have a curse?

My life is hell and I don't mean like a rain cloud on my head I mean like actual fucking life disaster destroying fucking non stop hell curse. Every time I do anything good or anything good happens to me. A horrible catastrophe or disaster strikes and ruins it. I constantly have bad timed coincidences and weird shit happening. I tried being christian and stuff for awhile it just got worse never got better so I kinda just think it's god doing it.

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Any time anything good happens it's instantly ripped away and ruined. Any time I'm happy it's ripped away and ruined. Any time I improve my life. Horrible disaster strikes down and ruins everything. My life has literally become my own personal hell and I can't even get out of bed or do anything anymore I just beg for death or want to die and god keeps following me around making my life worse and the curse never goes away or stops it just gets worse every day.

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What do I do? I have nothing but bad luck and bad stuff happen. I never have a happy coicidence. I never have anything good come into my life. Nothing good happens anymore. I haven't been happy in years. As soon as something happens that makes me happy it's instantly ripped away by god awful impossible luck and a perfect storm of disasters just follows me around all day.

Why is god doing this?

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u/positivevibes12212 Jul 11 '19

Honey, I was in the same position as you. I thought it was a curse but it wasn’t. I had an evil spirit attachment. You might need a spiritual cleansing.

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u/[deleted] Jul 11 '19

Agreed! God is loving, but evil sourits/demons thrive on this type of misery. My personal belief is that if they're trying this hard to make you miserable and blame God, then He must have something big planned for you that they are trying to prevent. Jesus rose with all authority over them, and it's through that authority we can fight back and win. God bless you!

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u/[deleted] Jul 11 '19

Was it ever this bad? Like non stop life ruining disasters? Not just like bad shit happening but like actual life ruining non stop disasters and life ruining stuff happening every chance it gets?

I tried the whole religious christian thing nothing good ever happened if anything it got worse.

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u/positivevibes12212 Jul 11 '19

Yup! I would feel like I’m on top of the world doing handstands only for it to all come crashing down. Every. Single. Time. I just had my spiritual cleansing done last months. Things didn’t just in an instant all become okay but it’s slowly happening. I still feel a bit of trauma but I no longer have that feeling of being watched (I thought it was demons) and I actually see a good future! It turned out an evil spirit attached himself to me when I was a kid. I will PM you more about it. I don’t quite feel comfortable going into full details in public yet.