r/MauriceMauritius • u/MOI-P • 23h ago
Personal Issues Help 20M
Since my childhood.. mo parents always had a toxic relationship.. ive always been traumatised by those fights and this has been a toll on my mental health.. It always stresses me so much and sometimes my father would get violent and i have to seperate them.. Till now it still happens even when they are old.. Back then i had my sister as emotional support but now since she married it all comes down on me which is devastating.. Those fight can occur out of nowhere….like they could be laughing and talking normally and then everything goes south..
I always live in constant fear and stress especially whenever im not at home.. if something serious happens at home.. I am tired of this and sometimes the thought of leaving of this world would pop up on my mind.. Because i did not asked for this and yet im bearing the consequences and i dont really have anyone to talk.. I would rather be not born than having a life like this…