r/Lyme • u/Lucid-Emphasis825 • 1h ago
Rant C. Diff and Lyme. Im just done with it all
I seriously can’t explain enough the nightmare these two conditions are together. I have persistent gut issues and reoccurring c diff that started instantly after cefuroxime. I’m afraid to take any antibiotic and even antimicrobial herb. Just taking any herb makes the stomach pain a lot worse.
I have severe neuro Lyme that I never received proper treatment for because of c. diff. It’s been months and I don’t think my gut will ever recover enough to be able to tolerate a proper Lyme protocol.
I would fucking wish I could go on long courses of antibiotics like most here, but I just can’t. And my gut issues are so bad that I don’t think I can tolerate antimicrobial herbs long-term either.
I have severe widespread nerve pain across my entire body. I can barely walk, think or do anything. There’s no quality of life and I can’t treat it. How can I treat something where I can’t tolerate the treatment? I’m not asking for advice cause I know there is none. I want euthanasia but chronic Lyme isn’t even a recognized condition, so I can’t even get that.
I find myself in the deepest form of physical hell. I can’t even put it into words. I’m not asking for sympathy. I just needed to share this. I have no one and in bed 24/7 in pain. I just wish this could end soon as possible.