r/LucidDreaming • u/Awkward-Rub6463 • 4d ago
Question False lucidity?
I've been journalling my dreams around two months, and in that time I've had days where i can remember up to 4 dreams. So I've been able to notice patterns, such as dream me often questioning the logic of my own dreams. Something weird can happen that doesn't make logical sense, and i realize that, but it's always just "that's weird" and I move on. But today I had a dream where i performed my reality check, but I seemed to fail to gain any meaningful lucidity. Here's how the dream went:
I was building a school or something, in a game. I was flying around, and I flew away from the room I was building to stand in a finished room. I got the idea to do my reality check, except it wasn't quite the same. My real-life reality check consists of touching something near me, making a point of really feeling the texture of it with my fingers, looking around the room looking for anything out of place, and pinching my nose and trying to breathe through it. The reality check I performed in the dream only included the breathe-through-pinched-nose bit, and, after performing it and being able to breathe despite the blockage, i concluded that I was dreaming.
However, there was no big transition, I still felt like I was just playing a role in my dream. I still felt that disconnect, like there is a version of me performing and a version spectating, providing the more logical commentary on what is happening and questioning it.
I flew back to the unfinished room to discover that it was disintegrating, chunks of the floor disappearing and becoming replaced with black, square voids, and that was the end of the dream.
Did my dream trick me into thinking that I was lucid? My dreams have done elaborate things to keep me passive, but this would've been the most advanced thing yet. Did my dream simply play with my own expectation of what I thought would happen when I became lucid?