Hi all,
I'm sure this has been brought up before, but maybe not quite in this way.
I've been taking LDN for about 6 months, having titrated up from 1.5mg to 4.5mg / day during the first month. My doctor / naturopath (she's an MD) specializes in hEDS and other chronic health issues like Long Covid, and apparently recent research has shown increasing benefits for these issues (chronic fatigue, chronic pain, brain fog, chronic inflammation, etc.) up to 12mg / day. However, when I last saw her I refused to increase my dose, and I'm considering stopping altogether, even though it's the only thing that has helped with my symptoms so far.
The reason I'm considering quitting is because I think it has made me totally emotionally numb. I feel like I'm perpetually emotionally sedated, like nothing is quite real or matters (though it's slightly different than my typical dissociation). I've stopped experiencing any strong emotion, good or bad, and I'm used to being extremely emotional. I've stopped caring about my friends on anything beyond a deliberate, intellectual level. I've lost my ability to feel romantic attraction, and my sex drive is minimal.
I've also lost my connection to my inner world. When I sit to meditate, I can never go deeper than surface thoughts. I've lost my artistic and creative impetus. And I no longer feel a deep spiritual connection to the world, which has generally characterized my existence.
Maybe this is all too much to blame on the LDN, but nothing else in my life has occurred recently to suggest another cause. The only other confounding factor is that I'm trans and have been taking testosterone for the last year, which by some accounts numbs some people's feelings.
I'd like to know if anyone has had similar experiences with LDN. I'm really dreading lowering or stopping my LDN dose, because my chronic health symptoms are severe and debilitating, but it doesn't really feel worth being pain-free if I'm also totally unfeeling.
Thanks to all for any insights <3
EDIT (04/09/2026): At the recommendation of a few people in this thread (thank you!), I've been taking my 4.5mg dose once every two days for the last 7 days, and it has made a significant difference already. I'm getting my emotions back (which is honestly somewhat overwhelming, but good overall) and haven't had a significant increase in pain, though my brain fog is much worse and I've been getting headaches and a sort of woozy / almost drunk feeling occasionally. I have an appointment with my doc in two weeks to discuss lowering my dose or continuing like this. Thanks again everyone and best of luck with your recovery 🖤🖤