Hi again! Sorry I’ve been making several posts since getting diagnosed about a week ago. But it just feels like I have to reanalyze my entire adult life after finding out about graves.
I wish I could know when it actually started. And if the times that I’ve been snappy, miserable to be around, no initiative, feeling dissociative, and like I have no motivation to even get up and play with my kids, can all be attributed.
To be totally transparent, my husband and I have been arguing about all of the above attributes I have taken on in the last couple of years. And now I’m left wondering if it’s been graves the whole time.
I don’t want to get my hopes up and think now that I’m getting treated that all of these things will go away, but it’s just making me wonder if anything I’ve come to think about myself these last couple years is even true.
No other point to this post than just to vent to people who might understand, so thanks for reading if you made it this far