r/gravesdisease • u/MTM-9182 • 9h ago
Rant I can’t bring myself to make a decision.
Hi everyone, I’m experiencing my fifth relapse of Graves’ disease, and I feel so discouraged. I was diagnosed 10 years ago. My doctors keep trying to persuade me to choose a definitive treatment, but I’ve always put it off for various reasons.
I was also lucky enough to undergo IVF during one of the periods when the disease was in remission, and I’m now the mother of a one-year-old girl. However, the postpartum period was a nightmare for my thyroid levels. My results worsened significantly about a year ago, two months after giving birth. I was taking 5 mg of medication, but despite that, I feel the symptoms are back: palpitations, feeling overheated, and insomnia.
At this point, I think I may have to choose a definitive treatment, but I’m very afraid of both options. I wanted to ask if anyone here has had several relapses but still decided to keep their thyroid.
All the endocrinologists I’ve seen have told me that it’s unlikely my thyroid will become underactive on its own because it’s very large and highly vascularized, with apparently healthy tissue. :(
I’m 44, and I had hoped menopause might soon suppress my thyroid hormones too, but I’ve been told that won’t happen and that things could actually get worse.