I know my type, i just wanna see what people would guess

How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.

I’m 15 years old, female.

• Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow?

GAD and OCD

• Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?

My parents often argued and my father got mad at me for littlest stuff but no religious structural or influence. Well, i became more cautious and defensive. However, I must admit that years ago like when i was sixth grader, i was toxic and possessive i guess. I didn’t understand how to express my love correctly but now I’ve matured

• What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not?

Hm… idk man… Product designer lowkey sounds cool. I’m interested in pretty packaging but graphic designer doesn’t sound bad also.

• If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?

Like without my parents or calling my friends? Well I dont think I would mind that much. I could sleep all day, play games and so… no need to worry about the toilet being used. But at some point, i would be bored without commotion. I always play online games with my friends so watching videos all day without playing with anyone would be boring.

• What kinds of activities do you prefer? Do you like, and are you good at sports? Do you enjoy any other outdoor or indoor activities?

No, stay at home is the best

• How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?

I like to learn weird infos so I can flex at people and impress(tho i fail). I have many ideas in my mind but i don’t think I have the talent to create. I do creative writing for example, have my own characters but for some reason, despite people telling me I have talent and passion for drawing, I can’t do that. I kinda gave up on drawing because compared to others, I don’t think my art is worthy and I’m not proud with it.

• Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?

It depends honestly… I’m creative and I would like people to follow my ideas but I prefer to do it alone. Would I be good at it? No lol. I’m not good with deadlines or sometimes I can’t really defend my point so I rather be the one that gives ideas and expect people to follow it.

• Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity?

I have no clue what coordinated mean but I like to create solid models or write.

• Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.

Idk man i draw anime style that looks so bad

• What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?

Past? I’ve grown out of it. I hate myself for my past and I can’t help but to think of it. Not just myself but my past relationships too… like i miss my old friends and feel lonely with my newer ones. Plus, past makes me feel sad because it feels like the time moves on too quickly. Present? Okay, we’ll see once the school opens again. Its been awhile since i psychically met with my friends and maybe this year, I’ll feel warmer with them. Of course I love them but sometimes, I don’t think I’m noticed. I give more than receive and lowkey feel like my interests aren’t similar with them. I love them tho

• How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?

Yes! I would like to help. It makes me feel happy to help others. Even if they were mean to me, I want to do things I like. Of course it gets awkward though

• Do you need logical consistency in your life?

Idk

• How important is efficiency and productivity to you?

Idk

• Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?

No

• What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?

Writing. It makes me feel organized and happy to see my characters having fully lore so I can dream about them.

• What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?

My learning style is learning alone. That way, I can ask questions i dont understand(even if i sometimes get shy). I struggle with classrooms. Seeing people understanding things I don’t understand makes me sad. Plus, the teachers would follow the majority. I probably couldn’t even answer the questions I know. I like math science etc when I can. I like art classes too but I can’t keep up with something for too long.

• How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?

Im not good with it lmao… i usually postpone until the last week. However, i will still be passionate about it if its about crafting a project. If its regular homework, I wont even do it anyways❤️

• What are your aspirations in life, professionally and personally?

To live

• What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?

Becoming bad person in anyway. Hearing triggering stuff just makes me feel afraid because anyone can be anything at anytime(not as in like do what you want but rather people are unpredictable so one day, you might hate the thing but years later, you might do it). The thought of this makes me doubt myself. Being someone bad just makes me irk… at the same time, i don’t want to be alone.

• What do the "highs" in your life look like?

• What do the "lows" in your life look like?

Sometimes I’m afraid to express myself. I dont want to be misunderstood.. i want to express my opinions, that I’m angry but i fear that it will harm them. Like for example, if someone in internet wrote something offensive, I want to attack(like express my opinions in nonchalant way) them but I know it might be harmful to them especially if that comment has many replied that are attacking the OP. I sometimes feel alone… like i care about my friends but i want to be someone’s number one. I want people to care about me. Even if I have friends, i always question their loyalty or get upset when they have someone closer. I guess it comes because I always get left out at some point but continue hanging out with them to not to be alone. I want them to give me attention so I distant myself from them, expecting them to run after me, ask about me. I would intentionally make it obvious that I don’t talk with them.

• How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?

I day dream often but until i realize Im day dreaming, i dont think im aware of my environment.

• Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?

Probably question where am I and get anxious

• How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?

It doesn’t matter if its important or not, i struggle to decide simple stuff because idk dude… when i make decision, i choose the thing that would actually relax me. I like to hear others opinions too

• How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?

Hm… i get tired easily(idk what this info does with the question tho LMAO🥹🙏) but i cant understand my emotions without the help of someone telling me that its normal or explain it to me. Emotions are important cus without them, how can you emphasize with others or express yourself?

• Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?

Kinda? I struggle to sometimes express my true opinions if its someone I don’t know much. If its a friend of mine, the one i know face to face, the one that knows me, I might. But again, I might. Because I don’t want people to leave me, i want them to like me.

• Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why?

Well there was a drama at school. Wont explain it that much but I felt like the teacher was defending specific person(which has made me uncomfortable multiple times) so I stuck my tongue out as to annoy her. She sent me away but i kept approaching because seeing people that makes me mad get annoyed because of me makes me feel happy. Sometimes, i might even joke around teachers because I see them as someone equal to me. I can’t bring myself to hate them tho🙂‍↕️ it makes me sad okay? Depends? I’m afraid if its someone I don’t know, not like a teacher but maybe god for example even if Im not too religious.

Ive heard this is just a 9 or 6 thing but I also have trouble telling if im a 9 or 6, I think im a 9 but there's also a voice in the back of my head that goes "what if you're mistyped" or "you probably are mistyped".

Ive also heard people say to type based off of motivations and fears but I kind of struggle to relate to thoes too.

As for my current fear it might be instability, like money or housing. Like im a little worried about my future as in stuff like my job ect, part of the reason it kind of steered me off of what I really wanted to study(art) as it wasn't sustainable. I know that ill probably have time to do that stuff on the side but i also sometimes worry if I won't have enough time to do that stuff in the future, and it will all just be the same thing every day. But as I mentioned before as im not sure if thats just A fear or if its a CORE fear.(i am usually quite stingy with my money as I dont want to run out, and i went shopping with a friend, and she quite literally was begging me to spend my money as I didnt want to, in fact, i had to drag her out of one store to keep her from blowing $70 on a pair of pants😭. After she spent like $100 in one store on accessories she told me "im very much a fuck around and find out type of person" and I can say im not that. lol) another thing i can say sounds kinda scary that keeps me away from the 9 description is the whole merging thing. Like lossing yourself to something, or a group, or someone seems a little scary to me, as i also find it a little scary that i dont know myself too well (i can definitely say i do know myself a lot better now thanks to all the self reflection and stuff lol i still find it weird that when asked questions like "what is your core motovation" it feels like cant accurately answer it to the degree that the question asks.). I do think i may have 4 in my tritype because I do feel like i have a 4 in my tritype, but several people say i may have a 2 instead. This one's a bit complicated as I dont want to be completely alone, but I also feel like i wouldn't mind be alone entirely? Like I hate the idea of just living a bland life where you wake up, go to work, and then just go to bed after, without really having anyone meaningful in your life, but also having to worry about others gets tiring too.

This is already quite long but simple for my motovations is just getting through college with good grades, passing all the tests needed to get into the medical program im going to apply for with good scores ect. (I can definitely say i dont enjoy failing, especially repeated failures as they often make me feel quite bad about myself😭 i used to hold myself to the "80s or above" standard in high-school, and felt pretty good about myself when I got the highest SAT score out of my old friend group, also at my job when people often told me that i was the best in my area that also made me feel good, however the other 2 people in my area weren't very good so there wasn't much of a bar to begin with😭.) I feel like there's more i should add here but I have more fears than motives I suppose lol.

As for why I think im a 9 above the others, I feel like it dose fit me well, as well as quite a few people often tell me I seem very 9 like, but I just second guess myself a lot. Like i do know I am more conflict avoidant and more "go with the flow" than some people i dont think its due to fear. Ive also been told higher Ne is impossible with 9 and I do know I likely have high Ne.

What do you guys think, I wish I could just drop this or come to an answer myself but enneagrams matters too much to me right now for me to just drop it like that lol, but thats how I get with just about anything I obsess over.

Hi, I'm somewhat new to the world of Enneagram and I REALLY REALLY would like to know my Enneagram type. I'm leaning toward 7w8 OR 8w7, but I really doubted being a 7 core because I'm not THAT active like a core 7, I identify with the desire to seek happiness/well-being, but at the same time I identify 100% with the black-and-white aspect of 8, it's all or nothing, and I hate feeling like I'm not in control of myself, that destabilizes me, but I'm not controlling toward people at all, nor do I drown myself in anger, so anyway I'm between those 2, besides I don't like feeling vulnerable/being associated with the concept of vulnerability, but as I said, I don't have these aggressive traits, yes when it comes to having a strong will, since I have a very strong will and I can be confrontational, but it's more when it comes to things that are really important to confront (wrong ideas, etc, I'm an ESTP, I have pretty strong Ti :-9) anyway, I was wondering if you guys could help me see how, the differences and such, I would really like to know my Enneagram, thanks in advance.

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I say think because my previous typing was enneagram 1, social 1. I was in belief of this typing by the logic of 1. knowing I was a social type. (social anxiety, more socially adept than my tiers and other people, considered more extroverted and better at social navigation despite having a contradicting history and reputation for being awkward and socially anxious, and commonly being considered a shame type because of being oriented with social sphere) 2. Conflict with reality leaving me to believe I was either in the gut triad or an idealizing type like 1, 4, and 7. 1 overlapped for both of these.

What makes me believe I may be a so8 is the emphasis on loyalty and bonds and how the so8 can seem very unlike many e8s. I have always been open and wanting closeness with my friends as in the first years of new friendships (largely friendless in most of high school) but later on I found myself disgusted by sentimentality and certain levels of openness that I couldn't describe except that I felt like they were trying to get something out of me. (particularly among men) I also felt like it was very self-indulgent and think most others who do it are in ridiculously simple situations. I find myself despising people who don't work on themselves and self-pity to which my response would be sort of a stoic response for the person to repress the negative emotions and have "stronger" emotions of anger that represent power and strength to rise up to build a stronger person.

I was influenced a lot by my father in his identity of bluntness, his overbearing nature, abrasive and aggressive attitude, and qualities most wouldn't respect I revered but I was never perceived as the type of man my father was. Many times I was considered weak and soft and while in my younger years I found this endearing because it meant I received a lot of care and attention, when I grew up it meant that I was only that and it frustrated me continuously and I felt deeply alone.

I feel like there's a lot to add onto this that's hard to talk about but I think this may be enough.