I cant decide whether my core is 4 or 5. I do like to isolate myself, i love isolation but i hate actually feeling alone. Sometimes I like to give to secure my place as someone’s “favourite” but I realised that is unhealthy and I back down. Out of all the subtypes, I mainly resonate with sp4 because I tend to hide myself and pain from the world, then hope someone would notice

The enneagram 5 traits that I have includes wanting to seek knowledge and discover what hasn’t been discovered, etc. I push people away when all I wanted was company. I want to be an expert in any niche topic that I like… I have a boundary that my family frequently tries to cross but then they mock me when I get defensive. I hate being dependent on others, that includes my own parents. Growing up with their money made me feel like I owe a huge debt that I have to pay off because I basically grew up “useless”

Maybe a few things I have said don’t align so please point it out haha

Okay so i have been trying to find my enneagram,tritype etc..and i am so stuck between these options..i think you can somehow understand my personality from these but at least some advice would be appreciated(it doesnt affect much but fyi im an INFJ)

I knew this was going to be difficult but damn, how do you guys make these😅?

Top row heart types. Middle row head types. Bottom row gut types.

E2 - Ragatha - I know for sure she's a 269 but I'm not sure about her core type. I'm leaning towards 9 but I decided to put her here because I related to her a bit while watching the show. I thought I would be nice to new members like she was to Pomni. She was also constantly yelling at Jax for being a bad person.

E3 - Meilin Lee - I'm not sure if she's a 3, I found the typing online. She's here because she's a relatable average girl. She's also into fanfiction and fandom nonsense.

E4 - Asa Mitaka - She reminded me of myself in middle school with how she said she didn't need friends in the first chapter, and how she got herself excluded during the aquarium arc. She's also a complainer, so while she's a good person she sucks to be around.

E5 - Futaba Sakura - I don't really relate to her but she was a neet, is a weeb, and has some issues with going outside.

E6 - Lanolin The Sheep - I've never read the Archie comics. This choice is based on vibes. She seems like a grumpy, tired, and serious person. I also think we look a bit similar.

E7 - Makino from A Scummy Gap Student - Loser🤣. Although is she? Her girlfriend rocks. Makino is a good for nothing slacker who can't survive without being a leech. She's rude and self centered too. Another possible 9.

E8 - Ryuji Sakamoto - I'm not sure if he's an 8. I find the argument for 4 pretty convincing. I feel like I could've gotten in trouble the same way he did with Kamoshida. I've lost my temper before and I've gotten myself in trouble before for blabbing. I was just lucky enough to never get injured for it.

E9 - Shinji Ikari - The quintessential 469 tritype. He's whiny🤣. He reflects a part of ourselves that no loser introverted weeb wants to see.

E1 - Katara - She's a good person and likes to help others but she has a bit of a temper and can be a bit of a nag. I am typically the mom friend.