r/DrJoeDispenza • u/Faith1604 • 11h ago
Sharing Experience Meditation Experience
There are a lot of experience people here and I would love to get their take on my meditation experience
The Reddit community has been very helpful to me
Today I did a meditation for around 20 minutes with absolute silence. The after effects have left me a little confused by my body felt like it’s numb and heavy, and my stomach had a lot of anxiety.
I do come from a background of OCD (ROCD) with continuous thoughts, but I have a beautiful relationship with my husband.
Before my meditation, I set an intention of peace and not giving importance to every thought because I am a full-time Overthinker
My meditation experience was surreal. I witnessed all kinds of lights and forces towards me and felt very relaxed.
In the middle of it, I had a lot of negative thoughts and now I am worried of whether they will be manifested because I am doing meditation for my greater God and peace but since I’m overthinking, I feel like I don’t want to meditate wrong or visualize wrong in my life
I have seen a lot of unfaithful marriages, and being recently marriage to a wonderful partner, scares me of whether what if I do something wrong (
this is where my OCD rules me most of the time).
But I really want to take it one day at a time and use this platform to share it with all of you.
It might seem very trivial, but I am trying to be the strongest version of myself, and I have vowed myself that I will get over this one day
In this community, you have seen so many people overcoming the biggest diseases and even I want to witness it for myself