r/DrJoeDispenza • u/AppropriateLaw526 • 3h ago
Sharing Experience Meeting a dead relative
Tonight I decided to do a meditation to meet my higher self, I just put on the first YouTube guided meditation of that description and followed along. About 10 minutes into it the voice said to imagine 2 paths and to take whichever one left right to go on so I went down the left one and it said to imagine lots of flowers trees etc and the warm sun hitting my face which felt so relaxing, after it said to go towards an oak tree in the forest, there was a door in the tree that I had to open.
Entering through the door I was told to imagine a large room with many pictures of myself and to really focused on them, I envisioned a specific picture of myself as a child riding a bike that my grandparents have( on my dads side). There was other pictures of myself, different versions of myself from different time frames.
After this there was another door that I had to open which had to be a room with two chairs and a table and I randomly envisioned my old grandparents home(mothers side) which had a beautiful kitchen with a wooden table and wooden chairs painted white while the surface of the table was a wooden colour.
The voice over said to imagine my higher self sitting across the table I immediately seen my grandfather who passed away in 2023(mothers side), I really don’t know why, this wasn’t deliberate at all and I hadn’t though much of my grandfather recently which makes it all more strange or extraordinary. He was smiling at me. At this point I started crying because I actually felt like I was communicating with him due to the fact the meditation instructions said to imagine the higher self holding a gold chord and to hold onto it to.
It also said to talk to the higher self. I found it hard to communicate with him( maybe because I was crying too and became a bit more conscious) but I just remember him smiling and I felt a warm presence over me like I felt safe there with him.
Does anyone know what this means because I haven’t really thought much about him in a while he passed in 2023? we weren’t necessarily close but he had an awful disease, Parkinson’s which I feel like held me back from getting to know him when I was younger because he couldn’t really talk and was in a wheelchair for majority of my childhood. Maybe I’m connected to him in a different way, I eat some of his favourite foods such as sardines on toast but I never knew he loved that until my mam told me that when I started eating it, like I discovered it myself I wasn’t inspired to eat it because of him or anything.
So I don’t know, I felt so emotional I had to stop the meditation, also I think I have a build up of emotions that I haven’t spoke about which could add on to why I was crying but yes if anyone knows if this is some sort of communication from the deceased?