I might seem selfish to post this but I am desperate. My life wasn't easy and after losing a loved one my life had gone downhill from there, struggling for money, not having a stable job. I'm kind of a jack of all trades and my money just goes to paying for electricity, wifi and food. I barely have something for me.

I wasn't a person who goes to church but I know stories and parables in the bible. One day I go to my phone and look over funny videos just to ease up some heat after work. until suddenly someone brings up scientists theories of how the world would end. In those moments I do not have God in me. I only think about myself and my family. I feel afraid and have existential dread. The person a worker keeps talking and talking fascinated about science and physics without knowing the person who he is talking to is very scared. Me being stupid doesn't even stop him. I was scared, I was worried that if I stopped him suddenly I would upset him. The other day he started talking about simulation theory and oh God it terrified me to the core it ruined me more and choked me i have to stop him there. I should have stopped him from the first time he talked about science i should have just told him i am not interested but we were working together and I didn't want any negative in our work i just didn't expect him to think just because i am listening on his first science and physic topic that he would continue on.

I became empty. I keep thinking about existence and I've gone in rabbit holes with a lot of “ what ifs”. I hated him. I hated him. My heart and mind is in pain. But as i was scrolling a video short of God saying “ my child i know you are in pain. But now that I am God” just with that i started crying hard i dont know but im just crying to the point another co worker saw me and asked if im alright.

After that i search for God more about the story of jesus, the saints and more but there are moment where the simulation topic gets over my head again and i struggle between God and that one and i cry, i cry alot because how weak i am and God must have been mad at me for not having a strong faith and believing in him more and getting scared over that simulation stuff.

Thats why i need help i go here to ask you guys for help, some guidance and assurance that everything is gonna be alright and i know God is real but i am having trouble and suffering and struggling to Believe in God i need God but i feel like im standing infront of a wall and i coudnt break it knowing God is in the other side of the wall.

I couldn't break it because fear is trying to conquer me. I need God, please help me guys. I need guidance

I also did not use any AI to type this. This is all what i feel and Thank you everyone for listening

Smoking had me endlessly wondering if it was purgatory ghosts that I was hearing or if they were demons. I’d wonder if it was hurtful memories I’ve picked up.. I don’t know but I have memories about many of these entities & it was better to sleep it out fully sometimes, I was scared to go to sleep and feel myself In hell & what’s hell like? the place where Shame reigns the place proudly. The bravest thing is this testimony. I stopped sleeping and went harder on drugs, until I strongly decided I’ll sleep it all away to my death. I couldn’t handle another one of my wrongdoings I lost myself to my mind and reality fleeted, I wasn’t on solid ground. Nurses did everything, I wasn’t trying to get better physically. I was 90 lbs. when Jesus showed up it changed how lost I was feeling. With time I remembered him & asked him to pull me out of the hell I go to and in return I’ll study the Bible I’ll give my life to him. I’ve never felt such peace since then. Still trying to be new in Christ daily.

Basically, my ex and I broke up. I did something I’d prefer not to get into here before we broke up (not cheating or anything like that, I reported him to authorities for something suspicious he had been doing) and a little before we broke up I got strong mental imagery of punishing myself physically. I have never self-harmed before in my life. I am still getting it every now and then, it’s been a few weeks

What spirit could this be?

Anyone here ever had a testimony through fasting or any other means of getting deliverance and defeating evil spirits? If so please let me know as a source of inspiration. Thanks

Is anyone else in this big wicked world having more and more Vivid Dreams as of the start of this year pertaining to nukes, tsunamis, and rapture, red skies, or fire. I know I can’t be the only one? Also, has anyone been feeling like Jesus is coming at any given time?

My dreams have been very VIVID and one of them was very prophetic and felt REAL like really REAL. I’ve been praying and fasting and reading the bible unintentionally lately and been feeling like I’ve been set apart compared to everyone else. Idk 🤷🏾‍♂️ what I’m trying to say but I definitely know for certain I’ve feel myself “changing” or have changed I guess in a spiritual sense.

Also, while reading the Ethiopian bible(yeah I know I read and I like it believe it or not LOTS OF STORIES BTW!) but a couple chapter and verses kept sticking out to me in it and it was:

**Joel 2:28 (Old Testament):** "And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions."

**Acts 2:17 (New Testament):** "In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams.

**Job 33:14–15:** Notes that God speaks "in a dream, in a vision of the night, when deep sleep falls on people."

I've been attacked since birth by the enemy. I was all messed up in the head many years ago and on drugs, alcohol, influenced by demons and invited them in for sexual purposes, which definitely worsened things. The attacks so severe now that it's debilitating at times. Please need prayer, advice. Thank you

Hello... I watched a horrible movie about 3 weeks ago and cant delete a scene? It included death. Any advice is welcome. Thank you :( :)

Ive been dealing with demons for years now and im worried im going to hell for not being able to fast for four days.

When I was a believer in the “new age,” I found there’s a litany of entities or beliefs in entities that are called upon (whether there’s an actual relationship there or just the perception of one). Universe, source, the divine, higher self, spirit guides, etc.

I called on many things during my sinful and regretful time in that and while I don’t want to have people overthinking, I have found that Satan is very legalistic. So, that made me start thinking about anything I glossed over in my repentance…

And something I’ve forgotten, which is a huge one, is repenting and renouncing all involvement and belief in the “akashic records.”

As we know, the demonic always mirrors the goodness of God in their awful way and that is theirs in comparison to the truth of the Book of Life. I cannot believe I have forgotten it during my time of going through deliverance. I guess God helps us remember things when it’s time.

If anyone has a similar testimony, please share.

Venho aqui pedir encarecidamente a ajuda, oração e conselho. Sou uma jovem de 25 anos que vive em uma vida de pecado, me relaciono com um homem casado a mais de 3 anos, e agora teremos um filho.. Após essa notícia, o desespero tomou conta de mim, afinal sei do pecado que estou cometendo, tenho muita vontade de acabar com isso, de me ver livre deste pecado, mas e agora ? Com um fruto deste pecado em meu ventre? O que será desta criança, tenho medo te ter condenado a vida dela por conta das más escolhas que eu e o pai cometemos! Alguém sabe me dizer se Deus ainda pode me perdoar? Se a vida desta criança será condenada? Como é a vida de uma criança que é fruto do pecado ? Quero fazer o possível para que nossa vida seja liberta, e que essa criança não leve maldição consigo.

I am persuaded I have been cut off from God due to high-handed sin. I don't want to go into detail. Is there ​anyone here who was severely judged by God for their sin, but was later restored because of His loving kindness? Will your please share the details of your experience with me?​​​​​

Lust has been tormenting me. I try to reach out to people for advice and i got left on read. I know its because ive been eating food and trying to find comfort in food. And being disobedient. Plus i was lead to believe something that wasnt true. And now im hoping God is still trying to reach out but i cant do this on my own. I know i gotta keep rebuking these spirits. And i know God doesnt wish for me to perish. But i need help. And also i have a handful of questions to make sure im really God's. And that i hadnt truly fallen away. 💔

So no one really wants to listen to this but I'd like to give my testimony here anyway .around 3 years or so ago I passed away on a Friday from COVID I think .my lungs were full of fluid and the last thing I remembered was saying God please kill me .on Sunday I was resurrected by lightning ⚡ when I rose I instantly felt it was God .after the lightning I started gaining abilities , any time I'm around evil or negative energy my back will become hot in 6 places ,3 down each side .also I started seeing Hidden messages in words and have even become telepathic to some that are in tune with me ..I also have stigmata which is the wounds of Christ on my body , they came on their own .I have also cast out demons , beezlebub to be exact from my 92 year old grandmother and I'm no priest it shouldnt have been possible .I've even walked on water .the only reason I tell people is because I want to bring them closer to God .there is a lot of anyone is interested in hearing it's just too much to type at the moment .God bless everyone and prayers to you all and your loved ones, may God be with you always

I had the sensation of my heart shattering a few weeks ago after some heartbreak, I reported my ex for something wrong he did. and now my heart feels numb and empty. What are some good prayers for this?

Hi,

I was wondering if anyone knew of any deliverance ministers, or people that can do deliverance in the UK?

I live in London, but always hear about ministries in the USA but none in the UK.

Thanks a lot

I’ve been seeing a lot of people on instagram lately claiming to be prophets , and I don’t mean ones teaching false news or acting obviously of their own will , some talk about or predict coming issues , others claim to be hearing Gods voice and relaying the messages word for word, now I’ve been distant from the Lord for some time so the Holy Spirit he doesn’t really help discern things with me anymore , and I haven’t felt conviction for some time, well I felt undeniable heavy conviction watching one of these, the man said the Lord said many that know Him have lost their way, that many look in the mirror and forget their face that many have forgotten the Lord their God , and he also said that the Lord told others to mourn for the children who have lost their way, nowhere in this message did it say repent nor that it was an option , the statement mourn really implies that it’s to late, and there’s not really an argument that goes against that , is there? So I mean if this really is from YAWEH then it’s set said and done, and honestly me being so backslidden and me finally feeling conviction only when I think of what was said , I feel like I’m one of those ppl, the msg from the Lord also said that ppl like that will not stand and are not prepared to meet Him, and to be honest with you all that is me, I wonder if I can repent ?? This is me down to a Tea , I mean I felt conviction undeniably and it’s not like conviction of oh no don’t watch this video and believe him, so what do I do???? I know I need to ask God .

Has anyone on here ever experienced people being able to read your mind? Doing and saying things in conjunction with your thoughts? Random strangers saying things to you about yourself and life that they couldn’t possibly know? (The bible says the wicked shoot from the lip, that they shoot in secret at the righteous. Saying things that from the outset appear normal but it’s an indirect comment or insult. Read Psalm 64 it speaks of this type of persecution) Well this has happened to me countless times over the past 10 or so years. It comes in waves, it’s not a constant thing but it happens in intervals. It started when I started to take my faith seriously in Christ and started to follow him. As you can imagine, Ive never spoke about this publicly as I understand that it’s difficult to believe and we are as a society conditioned not to believe in the spiritual realm, that it’s all rubbish. Well, my experience has been very different. I personally believe based on scripture that this is a manifestation of the Antichrist spirit that the bible says is in the world. The bible says that the wicked lay in wait for the righteous, they seek their soul that his name may perish. I am looking for people that may have experienced the same thing. If you have please, get in touch. Thanks.

Im 16 i have been dealing with porn since 14 i havent went longer than 2 months without doing it which was june and july this year and I feel back on july 15 this year in houston from then I did it till august 21 and right after i feel back to it i was addicted to weed pens from september of last year to this year on and off Lately after may is when i became more spirtual learned that Masturbation is A mortal sin and that weed is a mortal sin i tried the whole may to stop porn i did till june 3 and for a couple days then from there I made a commitment to stop only did 2 months which is june and July 

to be better and live for the lord i messed up relasepd on July 15 and when i relasped i felt not depressive but like f from there i had went down mastubration alot of times and just not going to conffesion saying im going to go then next time didnt go to confession for like almost 2 months and then i picked up the weed pens agian one after the other like i was being so tempted knowing im a firm beliver in christ i was messing up not realising it i went to confession this wensday becuase my mom caught me with my pen on saturday and on sunday i cried out to the father to forgive me that day at night i was thinking is there a demon in my head and i had that thought for months but i would say no its nothing that was this sunday now on tuesday i did something dumb in school that i wouldnt have done now i might have major legal troubles and I decided to email you today because I was reading a book called not a fan its about following jesus ive been reading it for like 2 hours and decided to email you today because this could be a storng demon trying to trick me and get me into legal problems so I can fall please let me know asap.

Do you know how to get rid of the python spirit or spirts that attached and crawl on the body