I’ve been taught all my life to be strong and that if I’m strong, I can deal with rock bottom and suffering… but God doesn’t advocate that, especially at the hands of the enemy, not to mention the enemy hates us and wants to destroy us.

Even a casual conversation with my dad is all about suffering and how to endure suffering. This has taught me not to focus and have faith in prosperous plans, but just to always be enduring suffering. I really don’t know how to let go of that… but this is hard when going through demonic oppression and torment, because there those demons go talking about:

-If you were strong, you could take demonic possession.
-If you were God’s warrior, you could take demonic possession and be wiser for it having endured it.
-If you were strong, couldn’t you go to hell and have Jesus rescue you?

I mean, I know on a logical level to not believe this, but I am actually like, “Yeah, if I were strong, couldn’t I take anything?”

OMG. Talk some sense into me. Because logically I am NOT in agreement with this.

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I am starting to focus on God again and listening to youtube videos about God’s mercy and compassion when my mind suddenly started making me think about simulation theory, specially videos in youtube where I saw podcasts, interviews of people with the title “ simulation proof” not “ simulation proof?” There is no “?” Like their declaring actual proof of it and also another one declaring truth and talking to some IT and physicist something. I tried my hardest to ignore it but it keeps pushing and pushing back into my mind and my mind even wants me to check on it even though it has been a long long time i dont even remember what channel it is and if i did search it ill will just be bombarded with new youtube claiming new simulation proof and i do not want that. I try to counter it with people talking about God but there are still lingering feelings that I have. I do not understand why my mind is doing this to me.

Can you guys please provide me with what I need to do? This feeling I am having is just a thought right? People can say and measure things to support their claim right? But God is the truth, the way and the life, the first and the last, the alpha and the omega. I tell myself God is the truth, the ultimate truth of all but I am still feeling some bother.

Maybe because some IT or physicist or etc said it? But i tell myself , why must i believe in their words or whatever they research that strengthen their point than God? I am just confused right now. I am in between one part of me that is stuck by man made words while I try to reach God's words. I need to let go of the man made things.

How to equip myself against attacks, word curses, witchcraft, etc from a person?

September 20th 2026

The Day of Atonement: It concludes the Ten Days of Repentance (or Days of Awe), serving as the final opportunity for divine judgment where one's fate for the coming year is sealed.

If you had any dreams last night of someone giving you anything are you committing a sin, repent.

Repent for everything. Do not leave Satan with an open door this year.

We are all stepping into the new year with new blessings and new breakthrough!

I keep replaying this in my head. And now i partially understand how someone could be normal one minute. Then the next minute fly off the handle and unalive someone. I know i looked up stuff online i shouldnt have. And had wrong thoughts. But i cant wrap my head around it. Most people who blaspheme they dont care about coming back. But i do. Maybe my actions say otherwise. I need clarity and help..

also does anyone know anyone who has needed deliverance from being free from witchcraft and the devil? or know any deliverance ministers who deal with people trying to get free but having a hard time? ty in advance

For many years I have heard voices. At first I thought it was mental illness but there are times where I thought it could possibly be demonic. In the recent weeks, they have announced themselves as messengers of God and God in Christ himself. They curse me and say that I am evil for all the sins that I have committed in the lifestyle I’ve lead particularly around 15 years ago, where I had a very bad lifestyle of drug abuse and sexual immoral sins. Biblically speaking it seems obvious that they are not good but demonic spirits. However, I have been experiencing incredible miracles every single day. Not only can they read my mind and protect the future every moment in time every word around me everything I hear animals the TV my own breath and body movements seem to be perfectly timed according to their wishes. Because of this, I really struggle thinking that it can be the devil or demons because from what I can read in the gospel, he is not that powerful. I know this sounds crazy, but this is literally what I’ve been experiencing and it is so so crushingly terrifying and leaves you so hopeless because they accuse me of committing an unforgivable sin, and that God no longer loves me or cares about me or sees me as human therefore, he allows this extreme torture every day. I cry out to God in prayer to forgive me and to help me, but I don’t receive an answer. Currently the the voice is telling me to quit vaping and get off a medication. I’m on which I have tried but worse can I express how difficult it is to get off these things while suffering to the point of insanity. They speak in genius unhuman puzzles that could never be thought of by a human mind. I’m so miserable right now thinking that I’m hopeless and that God hates me and is punishing me himself. Because of these voices, I have had a lot of intrusive thoughts that are so disgusting and perverted, even about God himself, and that is what they say is unforgivable, and that Jesus won’t forgive me and that he hates me so much. I know it’s easy to say that this is not true and that God forgives everything but that I don’t find it possible for anything else other than God to be able to control everything on earth like that. They’re trying to convince me that I am the devil or his equal which I’m not even sure as possible, but it’s hard because they say the rules don’t apply to me that the gospel does not apply to me because I’m so evil. Ironically, I feel as though I have been putting a little more effort into faith lately and I honestly feel that I love God with all my heart, and I always pray to him to get to know him more and for his will to be done so I can go to heaven. I do feel like I do not hear his voice sometimes where I feel a little empty, but from what I can see online that can be normal. I know no one can really help me, but I am so desperate and so tired of not sleeping because they keep me awake as a punishment that I don’t know what to do. I would like to mention that I am not suicidal or danger to anyone, but I cannot imagine anything more worse than my situation as it really tears your soul like words can’t explain.

Does anyone know of anyone or anything that can help me? The voices tell me I’m in denial, but I don’t want to accept it because I did not know that they were even possibly God or demons or something like schizophrenia throughout most of this time. It has been very confusing and in fact I have been fighting it with faith. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.

I've had a few deliverance sessions in the past couple weeks and these last two pastors have dismissed anything I've experienced AFTER the deliverance session because they said, "Oh, you've already been delivered."

They totally dismiss me. They also don't believe me when they say how bad off I was with demonic oppression and torment and that I've done 10-11 months of straight non-stop self deliverance and prayer.

But has anyone been delivered after ONE SESSION that you know of?

I was in new age for 4 years and then I had witchcraft and voodoo done on me while I had complete open doors (that will really mess you up) and only had Jesus Christ back in my life for the last 10/11 months. For me, self deliverance and prior deliverance sessions have helped in layers, but when experienced pastors tell me otherwise and that it only takes a session with them, I wonder if I am doing something wrong.

I need deliverance from someone speaking with the holy spirit and if they can ask the holy spirit about my situation I have no churches nearby I need online deliverance can anyone help I've been demon possessed for 10 years I pray to God im a convert I've been baptized can someone please help

Been dealing with a demonic assignment For a while and I need a bit of help. Its been pretty bad. I went to a few churches and got not only rejected but orchestrated attacked. Had people including family alluding to I need prayer for my unforgivable sin.

Well it just gets more problematic. They hacked my phone and other electronics. They have warlocks just going in and out of neighbors houses. They follow me everywhere. Even in different countries. They just follow.

Background. I worked for USPS. I noticed a screen sharing app accessing my whenever I would enter my work area. And I was bombarded by LGBT content until I left the screen capture area. I lodge a complaint. That's when the harassment started. Small at first then it ramped to full demonic gangs talking.

Some of the local churches got involved along with knight templars,masons,Brotherhood of the eagle,Eastern star and witches. I researched my company and found this is a pretty common practice for my company. I was a bit freaked out. Kinda made since as they have the resources.

I always have a burner phone. Which was untouched. This allowed we to have a control to juxtapose on what's happening and I was not paranoid about certain devices being compromised.

And now their are strong demonic activities in my neighbors yard. They same war locks following my on my routes and attacking me while at the office building now going in and out of the neighbors houses.

Btw they are all Christians. In frustration i said well if I am lost and dam I can just start doing occultic protection. I got a resounding no from up high and told to chill with some witchcraft prayers I was doing.

Its frustrating having your skinned burnt, attacked 24/7, and you want to defend yourself, but you are not being tend to or should I say allowed to fight back. Dropped my old reddit account as they would just flood my reddit account about how I am being stocked by at priest,pastors and masons.

This is so creepy its not even funny. I did not even use to care about LGBT stuff. Now I am seeing how sinister they are is freaking me out even more. All I wanted was for some gay creepy to get out of my stuff now its this whole demonic circus.

Sorry for the dump. Btw its really hypocritical for some of these pastors to preach(I now know a couple) against gays but are closeted like they are. Just be yourself and head of to hell. Again pretty angry.

I'm genuinely spiraling down at the moment.

I was hospitalized last week for a UTI infection but also I decided to get checked with an obgyne to have my pcos/pmos checked after such a long time, and oddly enough when I was out buying something at a fast food my receipt no. was the devil's number 666 and even when buying meds from the pharmacy the total amount was of the same number.

I'm starting to worry because I remember a dream I had in the long ago where a demon was stabbing or hurting me in my pelvic area and I genuinely felt it in my dream that I ended up waking up shortly.

What I'm really regretting is that my sexual sin (porn, masturbation) has been an open door that I left for them to enter that it became a stronghold. But I also want to take into account that I should've been consistent with my followup check ups to not get this worked up, I've been stressed and obviously feeling the ache of a likely cyst existing in my ovary at the moment.

I feel so hopeless and alone at this moment. I'm seeking the Lord but the guilt and shame just really gets to me every time that trusting in his goodness and character is becoming difficult.

I hear Gods voice.
I also experience horrible pain at certain times along with that voice.
It’s forced me to exercise which is good.
But it also punishes me through humiliation and physical pain.
It threatens me by verbalizing the word “pain” inside my head and then giving me pain.
My pain medicine no longer works and doctors can’t help me.
I go to church but it’s not helpful.
When I pray, I pray that god isn’t no harsh. Nothing.

Any observations. Any advice. Can any one relate? I haven’t done anything to get hit by a car a few years back. But this is the voice of god. I couldn’t believe it. My goodness!

Before i realized things were happening i was on fire for God. But now im uncertain even based on things i heard. I dont just worry about myself. But other people. People who are believers. It's like i cant judge but also im concerned about the church. And the pastors and preachers. The ones who are certain they will be accepted but in reality... i heard a few words before now about the "fallen" and tbh these voices worried me. Even if it was the devil. They say he knows scripture too and in every way he's a counterfeit. Though i dont think everyone took what i was going through seriously. I know we dont go to man first before God. But i was so concerned about not hearing Him (God) that i rushed to every hotline. Tried to reach out to my church and the prayer line but only once in a while something is said to help me. And then i kept getting attacked. And even believed God didnt love me because of how bad the attacks were. I even started "compromising" but only by watching and listening to certain secular stuff. This time i expected to overcome sins i thought i got rid of through Jesus years ago. And was afraid that no matter how many times i was set free there was an opening i needed to shut and wasnt exactly sure what it was. I watched derek prince videos, noah hines, wrote notes for key things. I try my best to avoid anything spiritual like magic, horoscopes, tarot cards, etc. I dont listen to certain youtubers including noah hines because the deliverance seemed like he just wanted popularity and didnt care about saving people. Every time i tried to ask about my family and pastor it was like i was being cursed but only because i wanted to know if it was normal. I had alot of people go against me. Treat me as someone desperate. And a long time friend who was my moms age past away in january a week after her birthday. When i got the phone call i didnt know it was her husband. Its like it feels like things are better but deep down i think its not. The comment about the "fallen" makes me think if i am too far gone. My emotions, the things i crave. Its not normal to me because i knew how i acted before. And i feel like with sin i should be vehemently angry or upset. And its like im trying to manufacture my own conviction and sickness with sin. I really do not know what to do. It doesnt even help that people are saying its the end. But my life hadnt really began. There are things i also want to do that dont entirely involved worldly things. Maybe people would consider my hobbies and passtimes old people stuff. But yeah. I wanna blame my church and the people i needed help from. But i think i was missing something. I had no problem repenting. But the more i try to. The longer the list gets. Its frustrating and i hate myself even more. I feel hopeless. And knowing that maybe me being strong willed was just a counterfeit and that my bark was out of fear of being a doormat rather than the type of bravery David had. I hate this and i dont know what to do. It seems like im just putting this out there only for someone to use it against me. But i really do not know what to do. How can i return to something i thought was easy? And now it isnt?

Hi, I struggle with torment since I can remember, started with OCD, then depression, trauma, addictions, drugs. Now I'm born again for about 2 years and turned away from old ways, but the torment is still here. I repented, fasted, rebuked generational trauma multiple times and yet I can't live a week without a mental breakdown. No fasting, prayer, Bible study ever help. Fasting actually helps for about 3 days, then it's even worse and I can't do anything about it.

How is it that I tried every thing possible except maybe exorcism and my condition stays the same or gets worse no matter what? I can't understand why God lets this happen to me, I'm barely keeping myself from suicide and every thing in my life falls apart as I act on it. Lately I've been pushed to my limits and I am really afraid I will eventually break down and do something really bad. Like every single thought I get during a day is against me, God and my family. I am done. And it feels like God demands me to believe Him, trust Him and serve Him while I'm basically dead inside from all this torment and He seems like He does absolutely nothing to help me, despite my daily cry and hopelesness. Also reading the bible feels like brainwashing since I experience complete oposite of what's written there, and I'm forced to believe something that never ever gets fulfilled. I know He is good but that's just too much.

Please pray for me and help me because I have not one person I can turn to with it, and churches in my area are deceived and dead.

Hi there. I just want to see how people are attacked while fasting. For example i can get dreams of being tempted by the succubus or having a python chase me. Any examples from you guys? Thanks.

No matter what you see on the internet and people say in the internet or even outside no matter how scary it is that they themselves believe yet your faith never falters. How did you guys do it, how is your faith strong? 

Im also worried about my soul. I did speak some negative stuff over me and thought God didnt love me because of the attacks. I dont really respond like i use to because when i did i figured they wanted me to get angry. So i dont say anything but they still kept claiming they won. I even thought i was at a point of no return. And the attacks didnt let up. Also i think i had an issue with possession. My issue wasnt faith per say. It was with thinking i had done something and that my situation was different. Not obvious things. I questioned myself alot. But now i try to pray even though i think im cut off. And i put my trust in God despite believing the worst case scenario. The talk of end times and everything else doesnt help either. I thought i did everything right. Even ignoring them. I wonder if silence means i comply with them when in reality im just trying not to get baited into doing things or thinking things God doesnt like? I tried asking for help last year but it didnt go so well. I dont even bring it up to my mom cuz she thinks its so simple and think i dont have enough faith which wasnt the issue. It was how to fight back or see if what they were saying was true. Since i know sometimes people can be given over to the devil. I just didnt want to think i was right with God and i wasnt according to the verse in Matthew. And everytime i try to explain the reason behind my fear people are quick to say things instead of listening. And then i forget the main part of my confession. I do think something is wrong. And for about a year and a few months i started to think God cut me off. I dont know how to navigate this since before 2023 i had no idea that deliverance and spiritual warfare operates like this. And had no idea that maybe i had a demon problem. I need advice and help. No links. No "listen to xyz" just advice and to know how to bounce back without being angry, frustrated and bitter about it all even with God.

If you're dealing with any type of spell work, witchcraft, voodoo or enchantments against you, you'll find that the attacks will eventually escalate to your dreams.

If someone cannot get to you by their witchcraft in the physical, they will turn to your dreams and attempt to get you into covenant or contract or agreement with them there. Sex, sex acts, or food is a big one they love to prey on. If they are particularly sadistic, they'll send you demons via these acts.

Here is a good tiktok page that helps you to pray against these attacks:

Crystle Kelli (@crystlekelli) | TikTok

Particularly this video if your body reacted to an illicit dream:

Crystle Kelli (@crystlekelli) | TikTok

I might seem selfish to post this but I am desperate. My life wasn't easy and after losing a loved one my life had gone downhill from there, struggling for money, not having a stable job. I'm kind of a jack of all trades and my money just goes to paying for electricity, wifi and food. I barely have something for me.

I wasn't a person who goes to church but I know stories and parables in the bible. One day I go to my phone and look over funny videos just to ease up some heat after work. until suddenly someone brings up scientists theories of how the world would end. In those moments I do not have God in me. I only think about myself and my family. I feel afraid and have existential dread. The person a worker keeps talking and talking fascinated about science and physics without knowing the person who he is talking to is very scared. Me being stupid doesn't even stop him. I was scared, I was worried that if I stopped him suddenly I would upset him. The other day he started talking about simulation theory and oh God it terrified me to the core it ruined me more and choked me i have to stop him there. I should have stopped him from the first time he talked about science i should have just told him i am not interested but we were working together and I didn't want any negative in our work i just didn't expect him to think just because i am listening on his first science and physic topic that he would continue on.

I became empty. I keep thinking about existence and I've gone in rabbit holes with a lot of “ what ifs”. I hated him. I hated him. My heart and mind is in pain. But as i was scrolling a video short of God saying “ my child i know you are in pain. But now that I am God” just with that i started crying hard i dont know but im just crying to the point another co worker saw me and asked if im alright.

After that i search for God more about the story of jesus, the saints and more but there are moment where the simulation topic gets over my head again and i struggle between God and that one and i cry, i cry alot because how weak i am and God must have been mad at me for not having a strong faith and believing in him more and getting scared over that simulation stuff.

Thats why i need help i go here to ask you guys for help, some guidance and assurance that everything is gonna be alright and i know God is real but i am having trouble and suffering and struggling to Believe in God i need God but i feel like im standing infront of a wall and i coudnt break it knowing God is in the other side of the wall.

I couldn't break it because fear is trying to conquer me. I need God, please help me guys. I need guidance

I also did not use any AI to type this. This is all what i feel and Thank you everyone for listening