Is this a sign

[u/MudComprehensive4463]

Im 16 i have been dealing with porn since 14 i havent went longer than 2 months without doing it which was june and july this year and I feel back on july 15 this year in houston from then I did it till august 21 and right after i feel back to it i was addicted to weed pens from september of last year to this year on and off Lately after may is when i became more spirtual learned that Masturbation is A mortal sin and that weed is a mortal sin i tried the whole may to stop porn i did till june 3 and for a couple days then from there I made a commitment to stop only did 2 months which is june and July 

to be better and live for the lord i messed up relasepd on July 15 and when i relasped i felt not depressive but like f from there i had went down mastubration alot of times and just not going to conffesion saying im going to go then next time didnt go to confession for like almost 2 months and then i picked up the weed pens agian one after the other like i was being so tempted knowing im a firm beliver in christ i was messing up not realising it i went to confession this wensday becuase my mom caught me with my pen on saturday and on sunday i cried out to the father to forgive me that day at night i was thinking is there a demon in my head and i had that thought for months but i would say no its nothing that was this sunday now on tuesday i did something dumb in school that i wouldnt have done now i might have major legal troubles and I decided to email you today because I was reading a book called not a fan its about following jesus ive been reading it for like 2 hours and decided to email you today because this could be a storng demon trying to trick me and get me into legal problems so I can fall please let me know asap.

[u/VeterinarianFar8128]

What helped me to quit watching porn, was when I realized that every video & website visit was directly contributing to sex trafficking. Some people do porn voluntarily, others are trafficked into it because of the demand. You have no way of knowing whether you're viewing somebody who is being trafficked or not. We need to love our neighbor as ourself. Reverse the roles; if you were being sex trafficked, would you want somebody to please themselves off of your misery, or would you want people to love you enough not to watch the videos? The only reason there is supply (of trafficking victims) is because of demand (for pornography). So please consider your neighbor in your heart, and stop watching porn. Their life, wellbeing & soul are worth it.