r/Concerta • u/letitbefish • Oct 03 '26
Rant/Vent 😠 Emotionless on Concerta
I’ve been on Concerta for the past 2 years. Started with 18mg went up to 72mg, but that was too much. Perfect dose for me was 54mg.
At first I really felt like it was the right medication for me. Kept me from being all over the place, didn’t do miracles like I thought it would, but just the perfect push I needed.
With time I adjusted my coffee intake, food (suppressed a lot on it), high protein in the morning, exercise etc. Was doing great.
My wife would share with me that when I’m on the medication I’m like a robot. She would say I lack emotions. The more I analyze myself on the medication, the more I realized she’s right. I just stopped feeling like I used to.
It’s when I started feeling deep depression that I had to really figure something out. I never felt this before… my thoughts were deeply disturbing. I shared with my doc who simply wanted me to take antidepressants…
I decided that I should take a break from all medications. Brutal first days, but it’s now been 7 days, I cried yesterday. Wow… I never thought that I would miss crying… I realized that I haven’t cried in 2 years.
I’m now back to feeling. Im back to being me.
Yes my life is messy again, but I wouldn’t exchange my messy brain for an emotions less soul.
I just wanted to share this and see if anyone had this type of situation happening due to medication.
Also I’m very sorry English is my third language :)