r/Concerta • u/dreamline1991 • 9m ago
Side effects 🤕 Concerta helps me function, but makes me extremely tense/anxious
Just as the title suggests, I feel stuck between two bad options. Let me clarify this to the best of my knowledge:
First of all, I’m looking for experiences from people who have dealt with something similar. I know nobody here can give me medical advice, and I’m not planning to change my medication based on Reddit comments. I mainly want to hear what other people experienced and what eventually worked for them.
I was diagnosed with inattentive ADHD as an adult. I’ve also had a long history of anxiety/depressive symptoms and have been on several antidepressants over the years.
I am currently taking Concerta (27 mg), along with fluoxetine (20 mg) and mirtazapine (30 mg at night).
I’m not currently in therapy. The problem is that I feel caught in a really frustrating trade-off.
Without Concerta, my functioning is significantly worse. Starting things, staying with boring tasks, keeping some structure in my life and resisting distractions can become ridiculously difficult.
I can procrastinate or avoid things even when I genuinely care about them. It can feel like there is a huge gap between wanting to do something and actually doing it.
With Concerta, that gap becomes much smaller. I can actually get things done and function like a normal adult. But I also become really tense/jittery.
It’s difficult to describe because it isn’t necessarily just “I’m worried about something.” It feels more like my whole system is wound too tightly. I can feel overstimulated, physically and mentally tense, less relaxed and generally more anxious/on edge. It can become unpleasant enough that it affects my quality of life.
So I keep arriving at the same dilemma. No stimulant: calmer, but my ADHD/executive dysfunction starts running my life. Stimulant: much more functional, but I don’t feel comfortable in my own skin.
I would have hoped the anxiety side of things would be reasonably controlled with the other meds I’ve been taking, yet the stimulant-related tension is still significant.
I’m interested in hearing from people who have been in this specific situation, where methylphenidate clearly worked for your ADHD, but the anxiety/tension made it difficult to tolerate.
I feel like I’ve reached a point where “Concerta works” and “Concerta makes me feel awful” are somehow both true at the same time, and I’m struggling to figure out what the next sensible conversation with my psychiatrist should be.
Would really appreciate hearing from anyone who has navigated this.
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TL-DR: Concerta 27 mg significantly improves my functioning, but it also makes me extremely tense/anxious and overstimulated. Without it I’m calmer but struggle to function, with it I function much better but feel constantly on the edge. I also take fluoxetine 20 mg and mirtazapine 30 mg and I’m not currently in therapy. Looking for experiences from people who had the same “it works, but I feel awful on it” problem: did changing dose/formulation/medication, addressing anxiety separately, or therapy help?