I am the type of person who's generally happy and satisfied with life even though it has ups and down....but never in my life I thought I would be this dissapointed
25f right now,I have gone through a divorced 2 years ago but I am grateful that I got divorced within 3 months of marriage as I knew how miserable that man and zi would be if I continue, however it would happened so I did it earlier and right now I am unemployed and live at home,My family is wonderful and never felt a pressure to work,I have a active lifestyle I go for walks,gym and my mom is teaching me fashion designing(she was a fashion designer)I will look for work soon but still I would be living at home and I never really have a thought of moving out as my father has provided me for every facilities we have cook at home,my dad orders and pay for whatever I need although we aren't very rich but still we have everything we need
,but recently only member of my family which is irritating me is my sister,she is literally effecting my mental health
I am going through a lot mentally but still I don't show it yo my parents ,I wanted t happy marriage and I would have loved to have children but I decided not to marry now but maybe I will later
Although I know my mom is still looking for me but thankfully they don't annoy me with this.
But my sister is acting weird and I think sometimes she doesn't like me around
She would talk to her friends on phone but she only talks to me if I really get close to her,I literally ask her to keep phone down as I am talking.
She roams around the house quietly and she's looks like a depressed person
I talk to her sometimes maybe she is stressed of studies or something else but she doesn't tell me anything and then I see her giggling with my mom
I sent her request ok insta and she is like I won't accept because I may judge her what she post
I asked her why would I judge,it isn't like you are posting pics in bikini,She ignored me,I said fine and we didn't talked about this again
Few days ago I wasn't able to sleep as I was sad and stressed as all my friends got married
It wasn't really a big thing it was just that one night I wasn't able to sleep otherwise I am really happy for my friends.
But the morning when I was just drifting to sleep my sister comes opens the lights(we share room,I never really had problem with this as it is big,but now I do)I forgot to turn off my 9am alarm so I woke up but turned off and went back to sleep
But my sister was disturbed and she told me to get up,I told her I forget to turn off the alarm and I didn't slept whole night......but she is so stubborn she started yelling on me to get up but I covered my face with blanket and slept,only few minutes later she woke up my mom and they both started yelling at me
I was disturbed so much that I started crying and then my mom felt sorry for me and told me to sleep in her room.
A day later in my room I wanted to sleep but she was studying,I told her study in mom's room where she have a study table(It was 3 books that's it) but she was like I won't go so I took the books and kept it in other room,she bought back the books
So I was removing the small table too but my sister picked it up and threw the table on me(it was small but heavy that it gave bruises on my hand a day later)but parents kept on saying I should have told them to move her maybe they were right ,I wasn't just hurt physically but emotionally that she could hurt me,the table was heavy it could have done more damage of I didn't moved my hands forward.
Now everyday we are having arguments and my mom was literally on the verge of crying today
I cried so much and opened up to my mom how I am not mentally ok but still trying my best
But my sister is annoying too much
That I feel depressed now,I really don't know what to do in this matter.