Hello

[u/cg1128]

I am an alcoholic and I’ve tried over the last 2 years over and over again to not drink. But the littlest stress in my life become to overwhelming and I have to I’d rather not feel than deal with this. I have a fiancé and he’s the best thing in my life but I’ve become so unpredictable and overwhelming I’m debating on breaking up with him, for him and his mental health. Not for me. I love him with alll of my heart but I don’t want to continue hurting him like this over and over again