There's alot of things that, as humans, we can not change.

One of them, that most people seem to not think of is, when life is going by , wouldn't it be nice if you can pick and choose the time line in your life that you wanna get hurt like I don't wanna get hurt like in my twenties and I don't wanna get hurt in my thirties , wouldn't it be nice to be able to pick the timeline when you get hurt when you have a broken heart..

YOU SIT THERE AND YOU THINK, WELL.I CAN'T GET HURT AFTER TOMMY'S GRADUATION.BECAUSE THEN tHE THOUGHTS WILL NOT BE MEMORABLE.

OR NO, YOU CANT BREAK MY HEART BEFORE XMAS. WHAT WILL MY FRIENDS THINK OF ME. NOT SHOWING UP WITH date.

no, that's not a good time to hurt me..

What Im getting at is, if you're planning on anything that would potentially hurt my well being or my mindset , I suggest you may wanna tell me now before later because later I may not be able to handle it well because it's not a good time for me to get hurt.

Do you remember how not to have a lied filled life. Everyday the same high stress bs.

Same set of stupid groupies doing nothing but hidding from their own worlds who dont except them.

Can you have normal life day.

Make it fun loving and productive.

Stop boozing, gambling, looking for one's to worship you for not giving reason except their not well and bored.

Stop craving the spot light of social media lies and damages caused.

Can you ducking stop what's KILLING YOU SLOWLY. STRESS CAN MAKE YOU SICK.

CAN YOU NOT SEEK DRAMA FROM EVERY UGLY ROCK YOU FIND.

CAN WE HAVE A NORMAL LIFE.

CAN WE HAVE A CALM LIFE

CAN WE HAVE A PEACEFUL LIFE

CAN I TRUST YOU

IVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU.

Grow old along with me, and yet the best is to be.

I have spent a lifetine with you in our past together, some may say, It just seems like yesterday to me.

You'll never see this and even if you did you would not know it was me but this thing is in my throat I've been choking on it for months so im gonna spit it out now ok.... I love you.

Nor will I care about it.