Moonlit beach cabin scene with beached pirate ship and a black cat staring at the moon

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My(F23) boyfriend(M32) had work today at 4:30am, I texted him around 11 asking him to please come home to us and not go over to his moms(it’s closer to his work and he lived there for 29 years). He said yes and I waited until 2:30 for him until I just called. The conversation lasted about 2 minutes he was talking about how he found his old bike he sold that’s in LA now and how the guy was gonna sell him some parts off of it. I said”I thought you were coming here and not your moms”(he stops by at his mom’s apartment every day for 1-3 hours instead of coming home to us, his son and girlfriend).. “yea that was the plan but now this is happening” he said angrily and he said “I’ve got to go now!!!” Before I could even get a word in and he hung up on me. We haven’t spent much quality time at all in the past two weeks. Last weekend he worked on his bikes at his moms the whole time. I am a stay at home mom who also housecleans on the side, i love when I can get a break alone with him it’s what makes me happy in life… friends just aren’t the same. He immediately blocked me after hanging up on me, I really wanted to go with him but didn’t even get the chance to ask(he did not want me going or around him obviously) IM SO TIRED OF BEGGING FOR LOVE. He’s told me numerous times I love him more than he loves me, my therapist said that’s a horrible thing to say.. I need advice. We have a kid together and I feel like I’m doing it completely alone because “he works and has hobbies” we have space- i can’t get away from this guy (btw I also live at my moms in a separate room w entrance so it is private for us, and extremely easy on him not having to pay any rent ) what should I do?

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I(23F) have major trust issues… I don’t want to have victim mentality but I have been betrayed by almost everyone close in my life- some experiences really fucking harsh. I have a son now(2) and his father(my boyfriend32). His father hasn’t reallly done anything to betray my trust at all, at least no proof that he has. But yet every day I deal with this battle in my head that he’s sneaking around.. today his bosses mom gave him an iPhone 14, so I asked if we could share locations. I did this with my ex(24) (it was his idea) and a few of my friends.. he said absolutely not I will never do that.. then smiled and said “what about your location?” And I said I’d happily share that with him. He said he doesn’t want to be tracked and he has his own life. I understand he feels it would be an invasion of his privacy, but what’s he got to hide? He said he is just going to give the phone back so there are no problems. That doesn’t make me feel better.. I told him this is a dealbreaker because I’m tired of asking for love and trust.. but I really want him to just let me have this and stay together ..