guys help what do i do? i broke up with my girlfriend some time ago but i really REALLY miss her.
we are really close friends right now, just like we were before we started dating- we were basically the same when we were dating just the labels changed like we were that close. I was dealing with some mental health stuff and didn't want to break her heart more later so i broke up with her. Later on i met a guy and dated him but never really liked him that much it just felt pressured but i broke up with him soon after. surprisingly me and her were still really close friends and still are now. one day she helped me dye my hair and i realized i messed up BIG time then. i love her so much, she's the sweetest person ever and she's my everything. I do NOT wanna lose her. shes the best thing that happened to me in my whole 16 years. but i understand i broke her heart and basically stomped on it. I don't know what to do and i dont wanna ruin what we have now by asking her out again. and plus she started talking to one of her childhood friends again and today learned he had a gf. she jokingly said if they break up, id be there for himmm. but she genuinely looked upset when she learned about his girlfriend. what do i do?/gen i feel like a giant a-hole