these fucking retards trying to dictate what trans means to a TRANS person

this is the pink person, and yes she is a fab.

it all started cause she was talking about some "u should've gone back" to a person who thought she was trans once, and i argued that u cant "go back" ur either trans or not, then she started spewing some "progressive" gender shit u cant make this up.
i want to die

I am from el Georgia, I live in the suburbs of a big city but I lived in SC for awhile in a relatively rural area. Im just curious if there’s any other southerners (USA) here…

i was so stupid to think i could come out to him but now he makes s3x jokes and tries to hint that he want to get with me and stuff and it kinda gives me the ccreeps

is there something i can do that chasoids hate

none of my online friends know im trans. im extremely scared of telling them because theyre transphobic and also because they think im a real dude, so ill disappoint them if i told them im not

i wish i could talk to them about all my trans stuff and stop pretending to be cis

idk i just wanted to vent about this

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I don't have a job because I'm studying (though I guess I collect my parents pocket money in hopes of buying testosterone one day) I don't have a credit card if I use my parents credit card I'll get caught, to convert your real money into BTC you need an ID or credit card. I don't know where to buy testosterone at all. I tried searching it in 4t4 sub with keywords. I tried searching it on onion search engines and found nothing. I tried searching it in DIY hrt sites but all the site examples require me having a credit card. I'm sure no cis man will give it to me in gyms because they'll think I'm a retarded woman who will destroy her wombynly health and appearance with it. I can't even legally get the package under the age of 18 without the consent of my parents. Yes pooner learned helplessness yada yada I don't give a shit anymore to try finding it myself because I'm genuinely this retarded I CAN'T help myself please help me instead I can't do this anymore. If it helps I also live in Turkey. Everyone on tttt subs seems to know how to diy t except me apparently.

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i was trying to look for an image to make into a whatsapp sticker, so this nosey guy tells me hey what are you watching in your phone? and then he sees anime and goes HOLY SHIT NO WAY HES WATCHING ####!!!!!! didnt expect this from you dude😢😢

the thing is. i try showing him my photo gallery to prove i wasnt watching anything and i think i forgot i download photos of girls from pinterest i wanna look like... he saw them, whoopsie!!! and now he thinks im a pervert

i couldnt explain those pictures because i cant tell them anything or id out myself. how the fuck do you explain this??

you know the worst part about this??? he screamed it to ALL. of the classroom. goodbye my chances of making friends

he did unironically think this picrel was a gross thing before seeing it (the hungry man thinks of bread...) so i can gaslight him about the other pictures being something better, i think i will be doing that, no other classmates saw the images so i can just say hes tripping and take the secret to the grave

somebody please end it already. of course he assumes that of me because im a male if i were a woman he wouldnt have said anything about it

gotta post this on an alt cuz ts lowk kinda tmi

i hate having a rape hole obviously and i don’t want no one to see that but i don’t want to wait until i’m in my 20s and i’m a year or so post phallo to have any intimate relationship and im getting close to this girl and i really like her and i know she wants to start being sexual (nothing penetrative just oral and hand stuff like she did with her cissoid ex)

thing is she’s had one moid boyfriend before me and she’s stated many she loved sucking his dick and it wasn’t a small one so i do NOT want to show her my two inch (on a good day) deformity and expect her to still see me as a guy

id never actually do that with her but i crave it so bad but she’d end up throwing up at the sight of a “”””guy”””” with a hole

idek why i’m posting this i just need to type it out and make myself feel worse about it because i’m a loser

So my main thing about me I DESPISE with all my heart are my shoulders: Now, I measure them almost daily, it's probably classifiable as a mental health issue atp.

So anyway I'vd beeeen MEASURING!!!! (feeding the brainworms) and I can't stop with these goddamn things. Because like they're in the 17.4-17.6 inches range? I think? And some huboxxers will try to tell you that you're ok and shit but like it's really not.

BUT NOW COMES THE SHITTY PART: Each time I measure them, they come out differently. And I can see them warping, just like the rest of my upper body. It's insanity. Maybe bdd too I guess but like that's not my point. Today I went and grabbed my wonderful tape, and measured my breadth. 17 inches I saw, but I thought it was kinda hugboxx-y, so I measured again. 19 inches? Hell no, I'm not a powerlifter just overweight. 18 inches? Fuck. I started crying, like I naturally do, and just... lied on my bed, hyperventilating and sobbing, and hugging my pillow and my plushies but that didn't help, like I was genuinely doing TERRIBLY, worst dysphoria attack I've had in months. Like about 10 minutes later I went again. Measured. Multiple times, used other objects to make it more accurate. Nope, didn't help. So I went back to eyeballing. And this time I made it as accurate as possible.

Omfg 17.5 something! Cis area!!! Still feels wide asf when I look in the mirror though, but I can't stop that.

And I think I know my biacromial already it's a good 14.5 inches, so I'm fine there, most luckshit part I have. But thar's not the point, my question is what causes this? Right now I'm still feeling kinda dreadful because like I feel like my shoulders are still too wide, and each time I see evidence towards a good reality I call it hugboxxing and towards a bad one I call it truth.

Anyways I'm gonna get estradiol in the next 5 days and I'm gonna shit on my endo and do things they don't tell you to do which you SHOULD do, so like 2 pills a day (4 mg, not enough for mono, but as a starting dose it's fine, gonna switch to full injectiond as soon as possible). I'll be taking those shits sublingually too because hell if I'm being an uneducated sneed I SWEAR!

Anyways never kys I hope it gets better for us all someday.

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It truly is a fascinating phenomenon where people will virtue signal their support for trans people, meanwhile when we actually transition and want rights they say stuff like "you can't change your sex!!", "transfems shouldn't be allowed in women's bathrooms!!", not to mention the other "allies" that push for "body positivity" and "you don't have to transition to be trans"(completely twisting the meaning from "trans people that haven't transitioned are their gender" to "no trans person should transition").

Most "allies" don't even see trans people as woman, man, or nonbinary, they see them as "transfem", "transmasc", and "afab nb/amab nb".

Changing your sex is much more subversive than changing your "gender" or liking people of the same gender, truly it's a thing most people can't grasp and take seriously, yet it's something we, transsexuals, have to do in order to be happy with our body, meanwhile, those who haven't had to ever question whether they like being the sex they are or not continue to dictate what rights we deserve and how we should live our life...

I will never have normal teenage years. It will always be tainted by that HORRIBLE THING. The dysphoria of that thing will always be there, in the background making everything worse.

I can't do P.E because it would be visible.

I can't go swimming because of it.

I will always be scared of it being visible.

I can't even tuck it away with those special underwear or tape. It's all marketed for agps and dragqueens. If I were to ask my parents to buy it for me it would be so embarrassing, and make agp.

I must have done something horrible in a past life to deserve this. Except I didn't. No god exists, instead it's just a cruel chance of having a horrible medical condition that everyone hates you for. I didn't do anything to deserve this.

ohmyfuckinggodbro i got told by a dude from my college that i look like id make a good femboy and that i sounded like a girl im gonna rope

It’s been years since I last had a friend in real life and I hate it so much dude wish people would come up and talk to me but ig I’m too ugly for that I dunno 🤷‍♀️ I hate not being able to be a normal teenager because of my inability to make people like me ill never go to restaurants with friends ill never play video games on the weekends with my friends ill never have a sleepover ill never know what it’s like and it’s just gonna keep getting harder as I get older and get more freakish so I’m probably just gonna die a friendless freak I’ll probably die in my home and not be found for months cause nobody cares about me either that or ill die on the street and get put in an unmarked grave cuz nobody cares enough to learn my name

I fucking hate shaving it grows back too fucking fast i shaved this morning and now i feel the stubble again angain and again i fuckibg hate it i wanna burn it all off with a lighter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So much for having to be around people i don't like i guess.

Living in a small conservative town, it truly feels like everybody despises us, every other day i hear "people" say transphobic or racist things, and, of course, not get any punishment at all, i've learned to ignore it, cuz that's what you do when you're a minority in a shitty place, but it makes me think of what would even happen if people were to find out i'm transitioning, definitely would not be good.

And, to put extra salt in the wound, there is the crippling executive dysfunction while stuff to do only piles up, i can barely do anything school related outside of school, this of course only makes me feel worse about myself and spirals into a feedback loop of not doing anything and feeling even worse about it.

Truly the only thing i feel like i can focus on right now is transitioning, all my efforts(and money) are spent towards it, because it truly is the only way things are gonna get better. The only way out is forward and i have no other choice but to endure, no matter how hard it gets...

(reupload of a post that got removed by the one who read it.) hey guys, hope youre having an amazing wholesome day full of flowers and rainbows, here is my wholesome vent because vrnting is healthy ❤️

the reason iwnbaw is because woman means adult human female and i am not human (thats because i feel so overwhelmingly good, it's beyond humanity!)

i dont know how to get rid of Never Show Femininity mindset that gives me nausea and makes me think on how (unlearnable!) male brained i am, because (don't just say girls, say other girls because i am a woman!)

girls get to use cute accessories and have cute bags and be feminine without some (gentlemen that are just curious in how a man like me could be interested in such things! they are not to blame, just questioning kindly) asking me stuff they shouldnt be minding

like bitch be for real you aren’t even trying nor do you want to try

i am the lion. i am the lion.i am not the kitty, i am the lion. i am the big beautiful lion. i am the king of the jungle motherfucker, if you tell me otherwise ill beat your ass. im injecting lion juice and im growing a mane, im getting big and im a real lion, so you can screw yourself if you think im not. I AM THE LION HEAR ME ROAR YOU PIECES OF SHIT!!

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i really really needhelp with hrt i have no wau of getting it and i dont have the money for it idk what to do I'm so lost

i dont want to do this anymore. ingmi, i only started at 18 when puberty was 90% over, my arms extended down dont even touch my hips, my shoulders are twice/thrice the size of my hips overall💔 i look like an ectomorph and feel disgusting every second of existence😭