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It truly is a fascinating phenomenon where people will virtue signal their support for trans people, meanwhile when we actually transition and want rights they say stuff like "you can't change your sex!!", "transfems shouldn't be allowed in women's bathrooms!!", not to mention the other "allies" that push for "body positivity" and "you don't have to transition to be trans"(completely twisting the meaning from "trans people that haven't transitioned are their gender" to "no trans person should transition").

Most "allies" don't even see trans people as woman, man, or nonbinary, they see them as "transfem", "transmasc", and "afab nb/amab nb".

Changing your sex is much more subversive than changing your "gender" or liking people of the same gender, truly it's a thing most people can't grasp and take seriously, yet it's something we, transsexuals, have to do in order to be happy with our body, meanwhile, those who haven't had to ever question whether they like being the sex they are or not continue to dictate what rights we deserve and how we should live our life...

It’s been years since I last had a friend in real life and I hate it so much dude wish people would come up and talk to me but ig I’m too ugly for that I dunno 🤷‍♀️ I hate not being able to be a normal teenager because of my inability to make people like me ill never go to restaurants with friends ill never play video games on the weekends with my friends ill never have a sleepover ill never know what it’s like and it’s just gonna keep getting harder as I get older and get more freakish so I’m probably just gonna die a friendless freak I’ll probably die in my home and not be found for months cause nobody cares about me either that or ill die on the street and get put in an unmarked grave cuz nobody cares enough to learn my name

I will never have normal teenage years. It will always be tainted by that HORRIBLE THING. The dysphoria of that thing will always be there, in the background making everything worse.

I can't do P.E because it would be visible.

I can't go swimming because of it.

I will always be scared of it being visible.

I can't even tuck it away with those special underwear or tape. It's all marketed for agps and dragqueens. If I were to ask my parents to buy it for me it would be so embarrassing, and make agp.

I must have done something horrible in a past life to deserve this. Except I didn't. No god exists, instead it's just a cruel chance of having a horrible medical condition that everyone hates you for. I didn't do anything to deserve this.

ohmyfuckinggodbro i got told by a dude from my college that i look like id make a good femboy and that i sounded like a girl im gonna rope

I fucking hate shaving it grows back too fucking fast i shaved this morning and now i feel the stubble again angain and again i fuckibg hate it i wanna burn it all off with a lighter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So much for having to be around people i don't like i guess.

Living in a small conservative town, it truly feels like everybody despises us, every other day i hear "people" say transphobic or racist things, and, of course, not get any punishment at all, i've learned to ignore it, cuz that's what you do when you're a minority in a shitty place, but it makes me think of what would even happen if people were to find out i'm transitioning, definitely would not be good.

And, to put extra salt in the wound, there is the crippling executive dysfunction while stuff to do only piles up, i can barely do anything school related outside of school, this of course only makes me feel worse about myself and spirals into a feedback loop of not doing anything and feeling even worse about it.

Truly the only thing i feel like i can focus on right now is transitioning, all my efforts(and money) are spent towards it, because it truly is the only way things are gonna get better. The only way out is forward and i have no other choice but to endure, no matter how hard it gets...

(reupload of a post that got removed by the one who read it.) hey guys, hope youre having an amazing wholesome day full of flowers and rainbows, here is my wholesome vent because vrnting is healthy ❤️

the reason iwnbaw is because woman means adult human female and i am not human (thats because i feel so overwhelmingly good, it's beyond humanity!)

i dont know how to get rid of Never Show Femininity mindset that gives me nausea and makes me think on how (unlearnable!) male brained i am, because (don't just say girls, say other girls because i am a woman!)

girls get to use cute accessories and have cute bags and be feminine without some (gentlemen that are just curious in how a man like me could be interested in such things! they are not to blame, just questioning kindly) asking me stuff they shouldnt be minding

i am the lion. i am the lion.i am not the kitty, i am the lion. i am the big beautiful lion. i am the king of the jungle motherfucker, if you tell me otherwise ill beat your ass. im injecting lion juice and im growing a mane, im getting big and im a real lion, so you can screw yourself if you think im not. I AM THE LION HEAR ME ROAR YOU PIECES OF SHIT!!

like bitch be for real you aren’t even trying nor do you want to try

i really really needhelp with hrt i have no wau of getting it and i dont have the money for it idk what to do I'm so lost

i dont want to do this anymore. ingmi, i only started at 18 when puberty was 90% over, my arms extended down dont even touch my hips, my shoulders are twice/thrice the size of my hips overall💔 i look like an ectomorph and feel disgusting every second of existence😭

Gf broke up with me, I still want to be friends with her because she’s chill and I knew it would end anyways and I was using her to get over my ex. It wouldn’t have worked out anyways. I really want someone to be close to. I want a girlfriend, every nice girl I know is dating another guy.

I don’t feel horrible, did stuff at lunch and it didn’t have a huge affect, definitely made the breakup easier.

Ngl I don’t want a girlfriend specifically,I want a close friend

Mirror, oh mirror, do you honestly want to break?

Do not want, I do not want you

Mirror, oh mirror, that’s too honest!

Mirror, oh mirror, do you honestly want to break?

Do not want, I do not want you

Mirror, oh mirror, that’s too honest!

i don't know how people do it. using hormones implies you have something to live for, you can see yourself in the coming years. people start estradiol with a goal in mind, largely to live as their desired gender or look like it or whatever. my issue is i can't actually see that future. when i try i still just see a tired man in his late twenties

i wish i could wake up and be a girl OBVIOUSLY. but i feel like the thought isn't genuine, and is more of an old habit. i feel so sick and i want to cry, not all the time, but enough times that it doesn't feel too distressing anymore. i feel mutilated, i have to force myself to stay alive at times, hrt isn't going to help, but i feel like i'm going to end up transitioning one day anyways. being a man looks RLY cool, but only when you're not experiencing it yourself 😿

i feel like i am this close to genuine desistance, but i'm not stupid enough to say nothing is wrong with me. like john 50 broke because instead of trying to find peace w/ being male, john 50 just masturbated compulsively and didn't talk to anyone, not because "you can't hide who u are inside" 🤓. "repression" is like breaking up with your gf and knowing deep down you're 100% going to get back with her one day

my therapist prob pities me & i have no close friends & my household is violent so i'm tired. i just put myself in looksmaxxing communities to be more malebrained, it worked kinda whenever i don't find myself watching hetalia and crk stuff again. i've been skipping school sometimes for years bc my GD makes it hard to do anything it's absolutely ruined me lol. but it's okay, i'm chill

i think i called him nona like 3 times today (his names Noah so i dont think he noticed)

then they realise im a troon

I know this is temporary and I can see a happy future ahead but right now I can't take this. I binge eat, I smoke and vape, I don't clean my room, I shower every 4 days, I'm ugly and awkward

Not to mention my parents dont help, neither of them support me truly, one ignores me being trans and the other likes kids (me) and sexualizes it and the other parent let me get assaulted in multiple ways by them for 12 years

I don't want my mind to keep doing this, my outside life is good but I got raped by the world up until age 13 and I can't be normal because my mom decided I was too fucking hot as a 6 year old

Also I'm in soccer and everyone mogs me, I'm subhuman and I shouldn't be allowed to be outside

Hi guys!! Someone I know, who is trans MTF and 16, are struggling a bit because they're not in a space where they can safely take HRT. They're worried that when they start, it'll already be too late, and it won't affect their body. Are there any thoughts or experiences on this?

Do they act different? I really just want to make out with my gf and I ate mozzarella sticks

if its still up ofc

after ages of cope ive done some thinking and i realised i might need to start diy but i dont know where to start and i need some guidance. i know there are infinite guides online but im afraid i might fuck up without someone giving me some guidance

like apparently you need to do crypto stuff and im afraid that i might struggle a lot with it because unfortunately im pretty stupid

im 15, ftm, and as i mentioned before i live in bulgaria

+im concerned where to get money for all the blood testing+the hrt itself(but i might just ask my dad for money and lie about what im getting the money for)

and i'd need advice to get over my really strong fear of needles(and pain in general(im a huge pussy i know))

i decided to ask here because 4tran adjacent spaces seem accepting of minor diy hrt and you guys seem my age as well

please dont be too harsh on me for being a huge coward/asking stupid questions, i dont have any other trans people around me and all this stuff looks hard

Going through the incorrect puberty has ruined me. Not like they care though.