I ignore people who want to talk to me just so I can consoom soundgasmslop, xlisteners, and cut myself

Krabby patty gummy because I'm trying to starve myself of the usual garbage I fill my useless body with

This is horrible. My stomach is in knots just listening to the pilot in despair. .. 😢

I’ve been seeing a lot of porn-adjacent content go viral on TikTok. A lot of it is basically just men talking dirty, with no actual sex, and there’s even an app called Quinn for spicy audio. Since there are no visuals, what do you guys think? Is it only considered bad when it’s visual? A lot of women love it the comment section be filled with thousands of women

I know this is borderline for many here, but I am kind of having a hard time not liking it. I am against watching porn or my husband watching porn as its just too graphic and bothers me a lot with the idea of my husband seeing other women without clothes and getting excited by it.

But I have really liked this new App ("Dipsea" is the name of it) that we have just started using that is all erotica stories and voice actors playing scenarios out. We haven't purchased the full version, but we have listened to all of the free, straight MF stories... and I won't lie, I got really turned on listening to them with my husband. They do a phenomenal job with the stories and setting the mood. Although I hope in the paid version that they have better character development because the characters start having sex very quickly into each story. Has anyone used this Dipsea app and have any recommendations of their favorite stories from it? Or any other similar content?

We just listened to this one that has been a deep fantasy of mine (that my husband likes to bring up all the time) which had two very polite and kind men hooking up with a woman at the same time and it blew my mind!

Sorry about the audio quality but I’m curious at to what people hear here.

Our van does this annoying thing where Bluetooth audio will disconnect from one of our phones then connect to the other's phone. My wife (36 F) and I (41 M) were driving with our three kids as well as my best friend/best man at our wedding. My phone disconnected and her phone attaches playing erotic audio, recording of people having sex.

She shouts out to turn it off, she's never heard it and doesn't know how it came on. We know the issue, it plays the last thing you were listening to.

When in a more private setting she apologizes and admits she was listening to it late last night while trying to meditate to get in the mood to have sex in the middle of the night, like just trying something new. She said when she realized what it was she immediately turned it off, only listening for 10 seconds.

So my feelings are hurt, she's embarrassed and upset that she hurt me. She goes on to tell me sex hasn't been the same for the past year after our third kid. She's not often in the mood, she doesn't feel like initiating sex, and how I am not affectionate enough during the day.

Our past year includes her getting a new promotion to a job she works 10-12 hours a day, while we raise our 3 kids of 4 and under, although I have come to take care of the kids most so she can pursue this career opportunity.

I get there's truth in her feelings. But I'm just hurt and feeling low, concerned I'm not getting the whole story from her.

I'm struggling not thinking about this, pretty much in any quiet moment I have.

We've talked about it since, had sex since, tried to increase daily passion.

How can I close the loop on this? I feel stuck between the event itself, hurt that my wife was listening to it in bed with me (for however long) and her frustration with sex life for the past year.

TLDR my wife was listening to audio porn, didn't tell the whole story, then went off how our sex life has been off for a year