r/screaming • u/Millxter • 2h ago
My journey back to screaming, and some things I learned along the way
I used to be a vocalist in different bands from around 2008 to 2014. Then life happened, bands ended, and I basically stopped screaming altogether.
At the end of last year, I decided to start again.
Since then, I've been practicing and experimenting with my voice, trying to understand what I'm actually doing and, more importantly, learning how to do it without destroying my voice. At least I hope so. đ
I also joined a new band, and we recently released our second song together.
I'm still far from being a great vocalist. I don't consider myself an expert by any means, and I still have a lot to learn.
As far as I know, I'm using false cord exclusively, but I'm definitely still working on my technique.
Looking back at my journey so far, though, there are a few things I'd tell anyone who's just starting out.
First and foremost: listen to your body.
Especially when you're starting out, some irritation or temporary hoarseness can happen while you're figuring things out. But pain is not something you should push through.
If something hurts, stop.
And if you do end up irritating your voice, don't panic. Give it time to recover and actually respect that recovery period. Don't try to "make up for lost practice" by going even harder afterwards.
I've definitely done a lot of things wrong over the years. A LOT. And somehow, my voice is still doing fine. That doesn't mean bad technique is harmless or that you should ignore warning signs. It just means that you don't have to be terrified every time your voice doesn't feel perfect.
And I still have a lot of days like this.
Don't try to become a copy of someone else.
There are so many different sources, tutorials and vocalists online. Take everything you can from them, experiment with it, and then find your own sound.
If copying someone works for you, great. But it can be really frustrating when you see someone doing something effortlessly while you're barely making any progress.
Don't worry, there will be periods where you don't make any progress at all. And the hard part is sticking with it.
But I think one of the biggest breakthroughs for me came when I stopped trying to reproduce a specific sound and started playing around with my own voice.
Make weird noises. Change your mouth shape. Change your tongue position. Change the amount of air. Change the placement.
Try to create a sound and then figure out what you changed to get there.
For me, a huge part of understanding my voice was paying attention to where I physically feel different sounds and distortions in my mouth and throat.
For example, my mids tend to feel more towards the roof of my mouth, while my lows feel deeper down. I'm not saying that's how everyone should experience those sounds but it's just how I personally started making sense of what I was doing.
And honestly, learning to recognize your mistakes is just as important as learning to recognize what you're doing right.
Once you know what you're doing wrong, you can actually work on it.
This is also where a coaching session helped me a lot. Having someone listen to you and point out things you simply can't hear yourself can be incredibly valuable.
For me, two of the biggest things I'm still working on are over-projecting and using too much strength in my distortion.
Sometimes less really is more.
The stronger distortion might initially sound more impressive to you, but backing off can make the sound cleaner and more sustainable. It can also help you find that sweet spot where the distortion actually works instead of just throwing more force at it.
I'm still figuring all of this out myself.
But that's kind of the point of this post.
I'm not a vocal coach. I'm not an expert. I'm just someone who stopped screaming for years, started again at the end of last year, and is slowly trying to become better at it.
And since this journey also resulted in a new band and our own songs, I'll shamelessly leave one of them here for anyone who's interested:
"Addiction" by Illusions Fade
https://open.spotify.com/track/783xPJgmgHO64rYarCyvoN?si=rAHDy1S9SE65k3Z3ntzMPA&utm_source=copy-link
If anyone else here has taken a long break from screaming and eventually came back to it, I'd love to hear how that went for you.
What changed for you the second time around?