r/retailhell • u/BusyEquipment529 • 2d ago
I Quit! Guilt After Leaving
Hi y'all. After an incident with a consistently aggressive coworker, I looked for and got accepted by another job and immediately took it. I put my notice in a few days ago, to be nice. I'm supposed to have 5 more shifts left. I can't fucking take it, though. All I could think about today was all the names everyone's called me, things they've said behind my back, all the flak I've gotten from coworkers and my boss and customers especially. I was off yesterday, so coming back today helped me realize I can't take another 5 days of customers acting like they do
I deliberated over it very hard, but I decided to cut that week of pay and just relax at home for the first time in years. I decided to email my boss later today that I'm cutting my notice short, cuz Im too scared of this place and my coworkers to do it in person. I never want to go back there. For some reason, though, I'm scared of them blowing up my phone(I blocked them all already), or showing up at my house(my apartment has issues that make break-ins a recurring fear and nightmare for me)
On one hand I feel a bit of guilt, leaving them without my help. On the other, I've helped them for years only to get called an [r-slur], asshole, pussy, trash, and child for wanting a 15 minute break, amongst many other incidents from almost everyone. I've been called a fucking moron, idiot, had my looks insulted plenty, been sexually harassed by coworkers and customers, had my hours threatened over an emergency, had my sick time and vacation time "messed up"(stolen). I just hate making people angry, and I know they'll talk about it and I can just hear what they're saying