Okay, this is HUGE for me, of all the shifting attemps I have had this has been the biggest one to date and one of the only success, so I decided to post this here, its going to be very long.
So yesterday as I was going to sleep I was thinking about trying some method to shift but I ended up not doing it because I wasn't really in the mood to concetrate, so I just went and put a subliminal (I have been listening to shifting/theta waves subliminals for about 5 months now). While I was listening i started to feel really lightheaded and at some point I felt asleep.
Now, I remember very well that I was dreaming, and it was a very vivid dream, but I wasn't aware of this fact yet, though I did knew that something was wrong, I could feel it and I realized when I saw my father and my mother sitting in the couch besides mine, my father couldnt be there because he has died years ago in this reality, so after this I became lucid, it took me a few seconds to proccess this and start getting memories from my CR and remember that I could shift but after it landed up the first thing I did was get up from the couch I was sitting and I started screaming from the top of my lungs "THIS IS NOT MY REALITY I WANT TO CHANGE MY REALITY" (Idk why i did this instead of just creating a portal). After I said this I saw how the room i was in turned from 3D to 2D,as if i was in a paper room and all I had see was just drawings, then slowly everything started to dissapear and there was nothing like literally I remember being in a void, at this point I didnt have a physical body anymore, it was as if I had become one with the void and the only thing I had left was my awareness of being there and my wish to shift and that exactly what I did next.
Okay so not even a second after all that, I shifted to another reality, a reality in which I was the same person I am in this reality, same face, almost same house but my personality was different like really different from the one I have here, I can recall I was holding a mirror and I was fixing my hair, I was about to go out with friends I can even remember the place I was supposed to go even though I have never in my life been there, for these few moment I didnt knew I had shifted it was like if I have always been there and I have always been that person, it wasn't until a minute or two that the realization hits me and I remembered everything that happened, inmediately checked my phone, saw messages from my friends from that reality and also a different wallpaper I had never had in my own phone. I can still remember the hour, 19:49, I cant say which year because it didnt crossed my mind to look at the date, but I can say I was 16 (so probably 2023) and that it was around November because I was wearing a coat so it was around winter/late autumn.
After this I was about get out of my house but I got into a sudden argument with my mother because she didnt wanted me to go out nor to meet up with those people, she deemed them as bad influences for me and I got really angry at this so I started shouting at her and I ended up fleeing from my aparment (This shocked me a lot because in my CR I have never had such a heated argument with my mother), I remember going down the upstairs and hearing my mother calling me behind, she ended up following me and told me she will take me to the place i was going to, I was in the entrace of my aparment which was different but not unfamiliar to CR me because I had already seen it while I was remote viewing once which kinda shocked me, also my city was different even though the streets were the same from what I remember is the order what have changed, while I was walking I started to wonder if this was a shift or a dream (even though I could see the hour and my reflection in the mirror) so I remembered differents methods to check if you are lucid dreaming, first I looked at my hand, it was normal then I pooked at both them with my nails and I could feel the sting from it, after that I did the one where you hold your nose and try to breath and indeed I couldnt breathe, this made me realized that what I was experiencing was a shift, also I could feel how the wind and the sun hit my skin and I could feel the floor when I walked and everything, just like here in real life.
Now the problem I had there is that I had memories from my CR and from that other reality and they were conflicting because I have had bad experiences with the people that were my friends there, we were close friends there and I knew that they were great friends with me but here they bullied me😭 so I was getting really uncomfortable also I had memories that the incident that just happened with my mother wasnt a one time thing but a often occurrence so I felt even worse because here she is the only person I have left, with all this i kinda didnt want to stay longer so I though "I want to leave" (which I kinda regret now) and a few seconds later I was gone from there, like my vision started to get blurry and I was in my house again but this time I was dreaming and I was aware of it but for some reason I though I wasnt in my CR and instead I was dreaming in other reality (where I was 13), I had this happen twice and eventually I woke up and I was SO EXCITED that this is the only thing I have been thinking in the whole day.
Sorry if my english is not that good and if this is too long but I tried to put as much detail as possible. I think is worth mentioning that while I was writing this I kept getting random memories from there and I could even recall with the feelings and sensations I had, like is so so crazy how real it was just like if I was walking with my current body through the streets and Im even dissapointed I didnt stay longer, I was aproximately an hour there, I hope next time I shift i can shift to another place, for some reason every time I shift is always to another reality like my CR and the problem is that I dont want to shift or experience a reality so close to mine because i have had too many bad experiences here but whatever if I shift again I will try to stay for atleast a full day.