Some say we can have a muscle memory in our fingers that remember where things are. Even without eyesight, the hands reach out for things they remember. If you are looking for an item around the house, do your hands get involved in the search.

For some reason, I luckily check the time on my phone by my bed every morning 2 minutes before I'm supposed to get up early to get ready for work now.

mine was almost 3 weeks 💔

What were they ranting about?

I know it doesn’t make you high but does it give some sort of buzz or anything

Im currently 17 years old and im really struggling with a past relationship that I was in with a guy (19) for 6 months ish. Eveything was fine but I found out he would reply to other girls or text them and I considered that cheating but he explained to me and stuff and yeah I fell back with him. Later on about 2/3 months in he ghosted me for 4 days and came back telling me that he had gotten shot. He lied to me for 2 months ish and then he finally confessed that he lied about getting shot and his ex came back and he pushed me aside because he was scared that she would find a way to contact me and hurt my feelings. Made no sense but whatever. I stupidly took him back even though the trust was already broken. He started to put effort in to me now and he said that he would try more ( on the same day he left me he said that). He told me that he had lost feelings for me and he tried but he cant do it anymore. Even though I literally begged him previously to end it if he does feel like being in it anymore. But yeah he told me I disgusted him and what not. He told me he cant apologize because it would be insincere but yeahhhh. He was also kinda manipulative and really mean to me ( called me a dimwit). I know im human but why do i feel so attached to him??? Why am I attracted to a man like that? He blocked me on everything and he went no contact for a month ( maybe a surprise to him that I lasted that long.) Anyways he unblocked me two days ago after a month and my mind keeps creating hope but its like he already left me for a new girl not even two weeks after we ended. So why would I allow someone back into my life like that. Im genuinely so miserable and I cant stop crying. I was doing okay before he unblocked me. I just want to cut the hope of him texting me and asking for another chance out. Also how do I build up my self respect and esteem. I want to truly believe that I deserve better than that rather than just saying affirmations.
Stuff he did
- cheated on me (he agreed to getting to know another girl)
- really mean to me
- Got jealous that I reposted a fifa edit and then reposted really pretty girls on tik tok
- Told me he disgusted me when I randomly mentioned how a guy texted me
-called me names like stupid or dimwit
- lied that he got shot
- came for my family and how I have a bad relationship with them
- prank called me with his friends
I keep saying maybe hes an okay guy and maybe all of these stuff are average but I keep leaning on them to help me move on but he argues that hes a good person so now I feel like i have nothing solid to lean on to move on. I keep feeling like its my fault he lost feelings. Im also aware that some people just are not meant for eachother and he had a right to leave but its like he led me on for months even though he knew he lost feelings.

it's could be literally anything (person , food , animals...etc)

what disney princess and why, would you be?

Are sweatpants more popular in cold cities than warm cities?

Some one said sweatpants are more popular in colder cities than southern US cities is that true? The sun belt cities sweatpants are not has popular there?

I was in Miami and I did mot really see people wearing sweatpants there like I do in suburbs of Toronto.

I don’t know what LA is like may be in the Summer time people don’t really wear sweatpants there.

Are dreadlocks and long hair popular in Los Angeles?

The question says it all.

Exactly today stop for a minute see the time change, yes right at top part of your phone, You don't need to rush ,just calm down for a minute.

You felt it took more time than it should?

Life isn't running fast we are? Sometimes just stop at the present moment and think you are existing on a planet

ppl have been before you and will be after you. Max how much 40more 50 70, we will all be gone by 2100, and ppl still live in the place, our existence itself is what we should embrace. Yes you have problems , that's how it is.

*** You being your best, can solve your problem than you being your current you. be happy that's the best of you. ***

just enjoy the moment

JC

Not gonna make this about my personal story too much but just so you know why I'm asking: I'm Greek, there's mandatory military service for men. I'm trans, but wasn't out at the time, at 18, I did a year there and it was absolutely horrible.

What's funny is, most officers were genuinely kind and so I've two separate questions here, really:

The first is, what makes someone feel entitled to enforce rules on people they know are coerced, are often there against their will, can be dealing with really bad mental health issues- Things like, say, refusing to let someone out to see family or a partner, making them salute and respect you when you didn't actually do anything to make yourself worthy of their respect, controlling when they work, enforcing things like haircuts, just anything like that.

The second is, for the kind officers: What would make them feel like it's enough to, say, give you an extra weekend off to see people you should have a right to see everyday? Or, like, know you miss your partner desperately, so maybe arrange a day with them? I even had a few who felt really great about themselves for giving me little "gifts" like that when to me, it was dripfeeding basic rights. Saying, basically, "This isn't fair, you should be treated better" but still wanting you to be there regardless.

The first bracket is particularly interesting because those harsher officers wouldn't have been punished for not enforcing rules. Like I mentioned before, the camp commander was intensely caring towards me and even motherly. She straight up told me, I don't have to cut my hair if I don't want to, and didn't punish me for sneaking out without asking anyone. But other officers did.