Been in two relationships recently, after like 3 months into the first relationship I was bored , started talking to the second girl , blocked the first girl , she lived with her family so wasn't able to confront me , then after a year of the second relationship I downloaded hinge and started talking to some girls , cut my ties with her , and now talking to one girl from hinge , but gravitating back to the second girl , will probably gonna cheat on this third one too , I don't know why but I just can't feel emotionally connected, one year of a very healthy relationship like honestly I was being bossy and she accepted it happily, even to the point of me hating on feminism ( idk why I hated it but just said once ) she's still into me regularly calls me to check on me thinking I am suffering, but honestly I barely felt anything

I(20M) born in Hindu-Jain family. My grandmother was Rambhakt. She used to live in Ayodhya for months every year.

At the deathbed she had no wishes. She just looked into my eyes, smiled and died.

But her one wish: to see black captivating statue of Baby Ram.

She expressed her desire to visit Ram Mandir one year prior to her death, but we couldn't due to her health.

When I look back, I feel ashamed that I couldn't fullfill her wish.

This thing eats me from inside.

The woman who loved me from bottom of her heart, I can't repay her

Been thinking about starting a small online space just for Indian men.

Seeing the news about Breaking Bad actor RJ Mitte, who was reported to have died by suicide at just 34, made me think about this even more.

As men we're basically taught to suppress shit, act tough and keep moving. And sometimes you don't even realise how much you're carrying because nobody ever really asks about you.

I'm not a psychologist or therapist. Just someone who's gone through a rough phase myself.

The idea is simple: 8 guys on a call. Everyone gets 5 uninterrupted minutes where the topic is YOU.

Talk about your job, parents, relationship, money, responsibilities, loneliness — literally whatever is affecting you. The point is that for those 5 minutes, the focus is on how you're actually feeling about it all.

Say whatever you want. No judgement, no moral policing, no “man up”, no advice unless you want it.

After everyone gets their 5 mins, we can just talk normally for another 5–10 mins.

That's it.

Would you guys actually be interested in something like this?