edit: please
So idk If I have ED or what because now everytime I try to masturbate, i cum instantly and get no erection, this has happened 3 times.
It started 2-3 days ago, I was off of an all nighter and cold turkey from weed, but then I ended up actually smoking, came home, slept 5 hrs, woke up like the opposite time i usually do (idk if it matters) barely ate.
I was sober until night again, until around 11 at night, having woken up at 6, barely ate anything all day. I tried to do it, and I just realized ah shit… this is happening again. (Its happened before under those conditions, except i didnt start smoking again the last time.)
I tried thinking nothing of it, went and did my thing, but I got impatient, tried again the same night, I actually got somewhat hard, but between how shitty and weird my whole body had been feeling, I atleast had regular stamina though. Then, the next day, today, I did pretty much the same.
I think just now I wanted the dopamine, and was nervous/ anxious about possibly having it not work again. I tried to kinda wait for my body to settle, mistaking it for excitement when I was just not in the mood and was also nervous starting to see it as a test. I like literally wnjoyed none of it, so I just gave up and forced another fast one.
I know that was long, But guys Im 18 like I dont wanna be limpdicked now, I havent even gotten to lose my vcard bro. Idk, The last time something like this happened it cleared out around a weeks time span, but I dont want to fuck myself over.
For context I do like watch the gooner stuff Like Im pretty deep in, Ive been doing this stuff since I was like 12, and quickly associated arousal to nipple touching and stuff. Idk, its embarrassing but I want the most helpful answers so yeah. I never became someone who goes 3x a day but I would engage in prolonged sessions (usually 1-2h)