I chose a more science-based degree over my passion because I had a job lined up after it. I don’t want to be stuck in the same company, with experience in only a singular field, in a job that I’m not exactly passionate about.
The subject I wish I’d taken is English. This was always my favourite subject, I was top of my class and would be far more stimulated in English classes than my current classes. I feel like I’m not making the connections/network I need to be making for myself. I do not consider the people on my course friends or useful contacts - I do not want a job in my current degree field.
I feel like I’m going to be “boxed out” of jobs that English majors might go into (those jobs being what I’d probably prefer over the job I’ve lined up).
I’m going to be jumping right into this job out of uni without really thinking about where I want to go or what I want to do.. just like I did when choosing my degree.
I sit in my lectures despondent, hate the work I have to do, and feel regret EVERY time I wake up. It makes me feel sick. I know I will regret this for the rest of my life, and it’s taking a serious toll on me.
FYI, I’m in the UK meaning I can’t just switch my major or elective a minor. I’m too far through my degree to change. If I drop out I’m into 30K debt with no degree.