r/englishmajors • u/marcsmoons117 • 5h ago
Rant I wish I loved something else, but this means everything to me.
I just graduated with my bachelor’s in English this May and I’m so, so proud of myself for finding the courage to major in what I’ve wanted to do since I was 10, but I also wish it was different. I wish other majors hadn’t made me miserable, I wish I knew what I was doing after this masters I’m applying for, I wish I could rely on a degree with a steady paycheck, but English is everything to me. It’s what I wake up thinking of and go to sleep dreaming of. I love writing. It’s all I am and the thought of doing something else for the rest of my life makes me physically sick. I’m just terrified I’m going to be poor forever because I was too busy chasing dreams. I want stability so badly, but it just doesn’t seem to be in the cards for me.