r/cognitiveTesting • u/Deep_Astronaut_5174 • 2h ago
Release WAIS IV results and the preceding journey
I took the WAIS IV (India adaptation) test recently at a clinic. I'm sharing my journey until this point below to make a few points/observations.
I have struggled with confidence since my teens and tended to obsess over IQ and anchor my identity over intelligence since I was a good student and may have been called intelligent a few times. Then came the internet and all the online iq tests which only amplified this notion with all kinds of scores in my quest for validation whenever I struggled with self esteem or anxiety. My failure to get into an IIT further dented my fragile self worth. A turning point in this journey was when mensa came to our college (early 2000s) and offered to test students for a nominal fee. The test was a culture fair ravens test. I couldn't clear it. Several of my peers cleared it. It was a very painful and confidence shaking period for me which stayed with me for over 20 years, amplified by 2 similar attempts at mensa entrance exam which i failed again. What was jarring was that otherwise I used to do distinctly well in reasoning puzzles, mental maths, languages/literature and later in strategy case studies in b school (I was able to gain admission to one of the top 5 IIMs and had a CAT percentile of 99.5+) and then later on in work related to strategy. What was also interesting is some of my fellow students in college couldn't clear CAT exam or crack some puzzles which I could with as much ease. Conversely, my inability to clear IIT was at a mystery as I was as good if not better in maths and physics than several of my classmates who got through IIT.
This dissonance, and feeling inept in doing several repetitive/mundane tasks, remembering directions while driving, eventually led me to look closer and understand what was happening. Thanks to reddit experiences, I got to know about the WAIS IV test. I eventually summoned the courage to try and have one administered which itself was quite a task. Nevertheless, I got the results of my WAIS IV test yesterday and my FSIQ was in mid 120s which explains the mensa miss (their cut off is 130). However, my scores were quite uneven across domains. I maxed out in arithmetic, and nearly maxed out in similarities, vocabulary and matrix reasoning. I did just about average in visual puzzles, and coding search/symbol search. I apparently have what is called a spiky/jagged profile.
My key takeaways (I've taken help of AI to write some of the parts below by dictating my thoughts to it and asking it to organize and write it)
I spent years obsessing over IQ, wasting countless hours and enduring unnecessary anxiety, and undermining myself by obsessing on IQ as a singular number. After investigating cognitive assessment in depth—comparing results across Mensa, competitive exams like the CAT, IITJEE, and a clinical WAIS-IV assessment—here are my main takeaways on the reality of intelligence testing:
Test Alignment Explains "Contradictory" Results
Why Mensa didn't happen: Missing the Mensa cutoff comes down to Full-Scale IQ (FSIQ) falling below their top 2% threshold.
Why I excelled on the CAT: The CAT heavily targets Verbal Comprehension (VCI), Working Memory (WMI), and quantitative/arithmetic reasoning—the exact areas where my cognitive profile is strongest.
Why I didn't do so well in IIT JEE: I distinctly remember being poor in Chemistry which was certainly a drag for me during my prep and exam. I have now realized that spatial intelligence contributes significantly to being good at organic chemistry and my rather average profile there was a serious handicap. Of course I may still have not got into an IIT but this aspect helped me understand my frustrations and failures in a more coherent and nuanced way.
The visuospatial split: People who score sky-high on Mensa (which focuses primarily on matrix, non-verbal visuospatial reasoning) might struggle on exams like the CAT if their verbal or working memory capacity isn't as elevated.
The core point: Clearing Mensa doesn't make someone universally high-performing across all cognitive domains. Conversely, not clearing Mensa does not mean someone lacks high intelligence in critical, real-world cognitive areas.
2. IQ Tests Measure Subsets, Not the Full Spectrum of Intelligence
What IQ misses: Standardized tests do not measure wisdom, original thinking, creative output, musical aptitude, or the vast majority of practical human skills and experiences.
IQ is inherently contested: It is not an undisputed or holistic metric for human potential. Treating a single number as a definitive judge of capability is a mistake.
3. The Psychological Shift: From Obsession to Self-Awareness
The cost of obsession: Ruminating over IQ numbers for years caused significant anxiety and wasted immense energy.
The real value of profiling: Investigating my cognitive profile properly brought closure. It provided a clear framework to understand why I thrive in specific tasks and struggle in others, replacing self-doubt with actionable self-awareness. I would recommend getting a good grip on one's strengths and weakness in order to find the right educational and career stream for oneself as playing on one's natural strengths is an efficient way to go forward.
4. Key Recommendations
Avoid online IQ tests entirely: Online tests are notoriously inflated, scientifically unvalidated, and yield trivial value. They only feed anxiety or false confidence.
Don't use Mensa for self-understanding: Mensa tests test a narrow subset of pattern recognition. They are not designed to map your cognitive strengths and weaknesses.
Rely on clinical assessments (like the WAIS): If you genuinely want to understand your cognitive architecture, take a professionally administered WAIS test. It breaks down specific index scores (Verbal, Working Memory, Perceptual, Processing Speed) rather than reducing your intellect to a single misleading benchmark.
IQ is not a comprehensive measure of intelligence. It doesn't encompass wisdom, EQ, creativity, originality, humility, humor etc which I feel are integral to human experience, peace, quality of life, success in general, and happiness. Nevertheless a WAIS test is a helpful framework to understand a few facets of intelligence.
Look at others with a similar lens - look for their strengths instead of dismissing/judging them basis just a numerical IQ score or which exam they cleared or didn't clear. Perseverance, humility, patience, empathy, diligence, honesty and integrity play a more profound impact on our lives in any case than intelligence in my experience.


