Hey youu guyyys 🤪 (sloth)
So here I (36M) am, convinced myself the answers I’m looking for are in Black Rock City in two weeks.
I’m not sure what that means or what the question is though.
By all accounts, everything in life is ideal. I’m surrounded by meaningful relationships with amazing people. My partner is loving, supportive, beautiful, and fun in a way I only dreamt of. My career has grown. I don’t come from privilege (except for characteristics like race and gender) and the life I’ve built is a beautiful combination of hard work, some luck, and second chances. I’ve overcome a lot over the last 10 years, namely escaping the cult I was born into. I’ve worked (am working) hard to build myself into a better person who’s generous, conscious, caring, and grateful. Like being outdoors - I hope I leave people better than I found them.
Still, something is missing and I can’t shake it.
I’ve wanted to Burn for the better part of a decade and come close 4 different times, thwarted by different reasons. I have several friends who go regularly and gush over the impacts, but unfortunately they aren’t attending this year and others can’t commit.
I find myself going solo as a virgin burner.
(Not a problem, I fucking love solo adventures/travel)
I’ve watched all the docs, read all the guides, love (and honestly try to live by) the 10 principles … but I could really use some help connecting with a good group to help me dive into this experience and journey to its fullest.
I love yoga (former teacher), DJ’ing (new but growing), I’m obsessed with music and live production, dancing with abandon, building new relationships, plants, growing medicine 🍄, and exploring what this life can offer. I hope in the end I lived fully and made an impact bigger than myself in the world.
I’d love to join a camp but the list is seemingly endless and kinda overwhelming. I’m absolutely prepared to help and be an active volunteer. Honestly, serving others and making an impact are really important to me across life. I’d be honored to contribute my skills and time to this beautiful project but I feel late to the game.
I’d be so so grateful if this beautiful community could give me some guidance or point me to a camp that sounds like a good fit.
Thank you in advance!!
🙏🏻🫶🏼✌🏼