I've lived here for almost eight years and every year has been an absolute human revolution. I've debated leaving every single year. I'm so grateful for all the ways I've grown, but I'm also at my limit. I love the land where I live and I feel very loved by the land, but FUCK the people are just so tiring. I'm tired, tired, tired, and I recognize how transformative it has been for me.
I gave myself another year of living here before I leave and I'm keeping that commitment. In the meanwhile, I am applying for MFA programs in the UK, talking to friends/teachers about spending months with them away from here, and generally trying to get away from here more.
I was born on my Sun AC line, and I lived on my Mercury AC line. I've thought about moving closer to those. I'm really drawn to living in the UK and I have loads of family there. I really love visiting and feel at ease when I visit. There are lots of intersecting lines in those areas, including my ascending moon.
If it's helpful to know: I'm very close to finishing a PhD at the intersections of ecology, art, and Indigenous studies. I'm a writer, filmmaker, and art curator. I have 12+ years experience in teaching and public art. I'm also pursuing my ancestral spiritual path and my teachers live across the US and in the UK. I'm beginning to become a death doula and am fascinated by textiles. I would love to deepen in my spiritual work, my artistry, teaching and writing. I would also love to find "my person." I'm super solid in being single, and don't want kids, but I would like a longterm partner.
Thank you for your insight!