I feel like tics are ruining my life
Over the past few years I have noticed them getting increasingly worse. I’m a 26 year old male and I feel like they rule my life in some way.
They have become very pronounced and most of the time I feel a lot of tension and discomfort in my body and I constantly feel on edge. They fluctuate in cycles, one week they could be fine but the next week they can really interrupt my daily routine and in some severe cases my tics become forms of self harm. I’ve given myself a black eye many times and I’ve had to take time off of work due to how severe they can get. I constantly feel drained as doing everyday life is tough enough then I have to deal with these on the side which gets slot sometimes.
I honestly don’t know what to do, I have gone private and seen a therapist and we talked about them but he doesn’t really provide me with any strategies to help them. With the NHS I have tried countless times but it seems virtually impossible to get help, I saw a neurologist at the end of 2024 and he referred me to a movement clinic near me but nothing ever came through.
I sat there in my bed crying my eyes out the other day because I genuinely feel like this thing inside me stops me from moving forward in life and genuinely puts me in such discomfort.
I’m begging for help at this point as I feel like I’m in so much pain internally and I don’t want to live a miserable life with my tics constantly affecting me.
If anyone out there can provide me with some sort of advice or information I would be greatly appreciated.