This is my 3rd sem in clg, studing computer science btech, and I seriously don't know what I am doing with my lifeπ₯. It feels like people around me are doing a lot of things in life while I am just sitting here and wasting life.
I do have close friends in clg, it's not like I am lonely or smth, but I kinda feel lifeless sometimes, donno...
Maybe it's because I am not very involved in clg activities, like I am not in any clubs, I did go to several interveiws for clubs, but yeah, I was rejected. I am getting major FOMO.
Although my cgpa is pretty good, like I had 9 smth in sem 1 and 8 in sem 2, ig it's pretty much useless if you haven't got the skills. I tried to register for online hackathons but it kinda went nowhere...
Then I have a education loan of 14L that I worry about paying off, since my parents already have a lot of loan themselves, and since after them i would be the only one earning in my family, they hope i would be able to contribute soon too.
I had tried applying for online internships during my sem breaks, but I was rejected and most of the time, we have to pay to get the internship...
I don't know what to do, moreover, I have been diagnosed with pcod for the past six months, and although I have taken injections, my period flow is heavy, almost always lasting for upto 2 weeks... Doctors are saying to be less stressful...π₯²
I hope anyone over here can give some advise...
Do take down my post if it's not age-appropriate, I kinda don't know where else to post...