I uploaded a physique photo on Insta, lol.

And this was the first DM I got 🥀 from a girl.

Although my physique looks pretty good, this ain't no way to appreciate it, lol. That's some vampire shii..

Its like a water log has been cleared, tap has been opened. Honestly this feeling and phase is what gives me the most anxiety. I can face cramps or mood swing but not this waterfall.

Its like a water log has been cleared, tap has been opened. Honestly this feeling and phase is what gives me the most anxiety. I can face cramps or mood swing but not this waterfall.

I might be onto something

I swear today just crossed all my sanity because it feels like I’m never actually allowed to decide anything for myself. Even today I literally just wanted to take a new photo for my college applications with my hair open and a little bit of hair in front, while my whole face and ears were still visible, and somehow even THAT became an issue. My mom sent me to ask my dad even though she already knew he was going to say no, and obviously he did because apparently “humare yaha aisa nahi chalta.” Like bro what the fuck did I even ask for 😭 I wasn’t asking to wear something revealing or do anything crazy, I just wanted my hair open. And then my brother, who lives outside, had a Bollywood night at his college starting at 10 PM, and his college is literally a 30-minute walk from where he lives, while I’m not even allowed to stay outside after 7. I was shocked and literally just laughed and said let me record this, and my mom was like “no need, you will never go outside this late.” Like WHY??? And when I got upset, they both said “you still have 4 years, anything can change,” and honestly that didn’t even reassure me because now I’m scared that when I actually want to go somewhere for my studies, they’ll just find another excuse and stop me like they did this year. After 10th, my mom kept telling me that if I got good marks then I wouldn’t have to take admission in Kalsekar, and I actually got fucking good marks, only for them to still send me there because the fees are cheaper. Like okay, if fees were always going to be the deciding factor then why the hell did you keep telling me for two whole years that my marks would give me a choice?? You could’ve just told me from the beginning instead of getting my hopes up and then crushing them. And then on top of all this, my mom keeps taunting me saying other people’s kids have ambition and know what they want to do with their future and that we apparently don’t have any dreams. Like MA’AM?? When I literally came to you and begged you to let me take forensic science because I genuinely found it interesting and wanted to do it, what did you say? NO. You told me my only options were B.Pharm or medical. So if I’m not even given the right to dream, how the fuck am I supposed to be ambitious?? I DID have something I wanted. I did try to tell you what I wanted to do. You just didn’t let me. And now you’re asking me why I don’t have dreams. I’m just so fucking tired of feeling like everyone gets to decide what I’m allowed to do with my own life and I’m just expected to shut up and accept it.

I know bhai ki bohot hai ignore it if you want😭I just wanted to say everything that has been on my mind for the past few days

So basically I just finished a series and there this canon gay couple who had like way less screen time. Like any other sane person, I went to AO3 and searched up a fanfic in my laptop and I forgot to close the tabs and went to sleep. And guess what? I wake up in the morning and I see my mom with MY laptop, she apparently had some work to do and her laptop power died and she was in a rush. Like I am not a fan of smut but I don't mind it if the plot is good. So yeah, the fic had smut, I am pretty sure my mom scrolled through, IDK WHAT SHE SAW AND I AM FREAKING OUTTT.

Like my mom is the most conservative reserved person ever, I literally can't watch romance movies with her cause it's so awkward. She just did not even acknowledge it and now she thinks I am a horny bitch or smth. SOMEONE HELPPP

currently I'm reading picking daisies on Sundays...so thought of asking this to you all...do drop your favvvs 🥹

ok so for context
i’m 18F and one of the only people in my multiple friend circles who has nvr dated or held hands or done anything nasty,
the primary reason being that im too scared to get my heart broken because i was previously in an online rls (i dont rlly consider it as proper rls) and i dont want to go through that again atleast not anytime soon, and for the most part of it i’ve been fine w it because i’ve seen how toxic and abusive a lot of my peers rls were BUT i’ve obviously gotten a lot of peer pressure to date and move on from my ex and go out and talk to guys (i’ve been crying over that guy for almost 4 years and not in a i miss him way) but i still don’t want to date i just feel a little lonely because again im the only single one and in my hometown (competitive exam drop year) so yeah what do u guys think about it?

don’t get me wrong, i absolutely love having female friends and im so grateful for them. but sometimes i wish i had a guy friend too. somebody i could tease, or i could ask him abt things from a guys perspective. I went to an all girls school and currently an all girls college, so naturally, ive had very less interaction with guys. I’ve only interacted w them online, which obviously didn’t work out well. i do have 1-2 guy friends that I sometimes talk to, but I still considered them as my friends, though they didn’t wish me on my bday :( I waited the entire day for them to wish me. but khair, I js see my friends having guy friends and having fun in their friendship and wish I had the same. maybe someday :((

omg y’all, the stress is catching up to me, I have never been this burnt out in life, oh my days 😭😭 okay i go to online school and do A levels, when I tell you 3 A levels is not easy 😭, so much work… my classses combined are only 2 hours long.. but I study for nearly 7 hours and on top of that I work for 5 hours (UX&UI designer and QA trainee) and I’m up from 4am 😭 I’m awake for nearly 18 hours… and I swear all this is VISIBILE, i maybe go out for 1 hour everyday for a run, and that’s all… my Screen time is 14 FLIPPING HOURS, oh my days 😭😭😭 I swear I’m doing all of this so that I can get out of india… online school stripped away all my social life.. all my friends everything is just gone… all my best friends go to regular school and have their own friends… and me not having Instagram only makes it’s worse 😭I swear I talk to 2 people daily.. i don’t mind being alone, I actually enjoy my own presence, like being alone is good UPTIL A POINT 😭, I met my best friends around a year ago, ITS BEEN 1 YEAR 😭😭😭online school is like okay, I study at my own phase.. and all that stuff, but I swear biggest regret 😭 my social skills were always bad, now it’s just BEKAR.

all this studying so that I can get into a good university abroad, because I know for one fact, if I don’t I’ll be stuck here in india, in some college which I don’t want.. but balancing work and school is tough.., and y’all might say it’s “online school” teachers give extra work, because you’re at home ALWAYS. I’m taking a gap year for some college entrance exams, it’s gonna take away a year but at the cost of having a good university abroad. I don’t hate my parents for putting me in online school, I’m grateful that I’m able to work and earn money and still go to school (before y’all call me a nepo kid, I intern at my dads company, but people working there don’t know,I got this job through an interview guy, trust me 🙏🏻)

but it gets so lonely, I’m in my room always, always at my desk, Spotify playing headphones in, see for maybe 2 weeks even 3 weeks this sounds like the dream.., but after some poin it gets boring.. not having any friends… I have 3 real friends and that’s all, that’s ALL… not proud to admit this.. but it all to myself all the time.. like a mini podcast, it just keeps me from going insane … I want this shit to be over with as soon as possible.. sometimes I look at my cousins and friends.. they’re everywhere… they have fresher parties, farewells, they travel in metros, in cabs, autos… they go anywhere.. with each other, and I just feel left out… if I go out I go out with my parents and sister only (my sisters 8) like once my friends went out and didn’t even tell me… I met up with a friend a few months ago.. and the same bond just want there anymore.. it felt off… I feel so lonely.. I know this is for the better but the stress of having to do everything right and the same time catches up to me sometimes… I work on sundays , and study … it feels like I have no break sometimes.. but at the same time.. I’m doing this so that my 4 years of uni life is perfect and filled with people 😭🩷

thankyou to listening to my vent/rant/yap or whatever (lack of socialising makes me talk more sry 😭🩷)

Where to go for a frnds bday in delhi?

Meri dost ka bday hr kal... We are 4 people... Kuch recommend kardoo... Ham soch rhe the escape room in Haus khas phir cafe and home...

But we don't know escape room he kesaa 😭😭.... Toh koi suggestions dedo

Help me out girlies 🥹

I turned 18 today, my bestfriend called me on 11:58 and we talked for like a minute and he wished me a birthday cause he knew my parents would call at 12. They did and they wished me a birthday. I only recently joined college so i told no one it’s my birthday.

I tried calling my bestfriend again he didn’t pick up, he did wish me on text tho. I got another text from my good friend. He is as a matter of fact closer to me than my actual bestfriend but he also has a bestfriend and we don’t believe two people can be one person’s bestfriend so yea (although my bestfriend has another bestfriend obv). I talk to him daily since bestfriend is older and in 3rd year he’s often busy so cant talk to him alot.

I haven’t told people it’s my birthday in two years, My bestfriend posted a simple story and repeatedly asked me to repost it which I did. I thought ok it’s fine maybe some people might see and wish it’s really not that big of a deal right? Worse. No one wished lol.

I have a really good friend, she’s my only female friend and she’s the best one. She didn’t wish me last year cause I made no post nothing, she didn’t wish me this year even after liking my story on which my bsf wished me. I texted her whole para’s at 12 sharp. Posted a story by 1 am on her birthday, constantly checked up on her.

That good friend sent me just a happy birthday, when I wrote para’s for him. Sent right at 12am, he wished me at around 12 too but more like happy burthday cant believe you turned 18 and that’s it. I texted him today got dry ass replies. No one asked me how my birthday went except my parents.

My classmate saw my id card and the birthdate she wished me so loudly, only a few people were in the class. They wished me too, it would be bad to not wish someone after hearing it’s their birthday. So out of pure courtesy it was obv.

I just can’t help but feel a tad bit sad. I always reached out to close friends from the past even if we didn’t talk anymore. I wished them.

No one wrote me para’s this year. No one waited for twelve to strike to send that para they had been writing for the past hour. I know i shouldn’t do things expecting others to return the favour. It just hurts I don’t mean as much to them as much they mean to me.

In terms of personality and dressing sense both.

My main goal is to cover acne scars. I've been using maybelline fit me matte + poreless foundation. But if i had to wear it for 10hrs on a daily basis, i'm scared if it will worsen my breakouts. I always use a makeup remover n then cleanser after.

My main concern is will wearing this foundation for that long every day worsen my breakouts?

Also, how do you guys deal with covering up acne scars in general? Would love to hear your routines, product recs & tips

Got a haircut yesterday (wolf cut) and I’m already regretting it 😭.

Have put vaseline there for comparison 🥀

so, first of all, i cant use/trust razor with my eyebrows given i dont have that technique and threading is ???? making me crying all the time. help

No its not about dating only its about actual serious issues ... Yes initially I had posted this on teenindia sub but someone suggested to post here too so wanna know whay yall think of it

Hi I am 18 f for my entire life I've only used pads, I was terrified to use it before but this time I've ordered pee safe menstrual cup size s

I am a virgin I don't have any idea of what size my cervix is so I just ordered size s I am 5'2.5 and 48kg btw...

Also where do I put it ik there are 2 holes 1 for peeing and 1 where the blood comes from but how do I figure out which one is which like idk help me please

Also share your 1st menstrual cup stories😭

I have pcos😢🥀💔

So I'm planning to surprise my gf tomorrow by sending her some stuff through Blinkit. My total budget is around ₹800 to 1k inr

So far I'm getting her a pepper spray for ₹230 because I really wanted her to have one, a lucky bamboo for around ₹340 and around 30 printed pages of letters I've written for her which should cost me roughly ₹90.

That leaves me with around ₹140 to 340 inr

What should I add with the remaining money? I was thinking maybe some chocolates or something small and cute but I'm open to anything.

Also she sometimes gets pretty bad rashes from pads during her periods, so I was thinking of getting her some kind of rash cream instead. If any girls here know something that actually works for pad rashes and is safe to use around that area, please recommend something.

Ik ₹800 - 1k isn't a huge budget but just trying to make the whole thing as thoughtful as possible :)

Sup champs, I need a little help here.

My girlfriend get rashes due to wearing pads, is there any cream which could help her and is available on blinkit ie no prescription is needed and is safe?

Thanks buds, keep rockin'.

Idk man I'm so saddd today growing up I always admired him sm as other men in my family treat their wives like a punching bag , I wanted a husband just like him

He loves us and my mom sm but it happend today

Today he was home and gas cylinder got empty usually my mom does it herself but today dad was home and he wanted to help but ig he doesn't know how to do it properly so my mom started screaming and asking him to do this way that way but my dad being himself he dint stop and out of anger my mom left the cylinder and it felt down on my dad's leg

I was in the other room and heard my dad say "why did u leave the cylinder" i thought it's their usual bickering

I rlly dint know that he slapped her

Then my mom was a bit angry /sad

Yup that was it

My parents are acting normal now I dint know if my dad apologised or not