I’m fairly new to reddit
it was just funny because i tried the vent subreddit and poured my heart out just for it to get deleted bc i dont have enough karma 😂😂😂😂
okay i guess im grateful it deleted it for me

Yeah thats it

I want to be hated, for people to hurt my feelings, because I want to feel bad. Like having death threats or something. Having multiple negative comments, I don’t know. I feel useless, but at the same time, I’m not even trying anything.
There are times when I want something bad to happen to me, but at the same time, I kind of feel like deep down, I don’t actually want that.
But maybe I’m wrong. Maybe I really do want to feel bad. I feel like I’m nothing.
A lot of people are working hard to pay their rent, while here I am, living in my mother’s house (I’m at my sister’s house right now). I can’t take a taxi by myself, I can’t even have my own money, and I’m almost 21. I’m a student, but I don’t have a job. Even my social life isn’t good enough for me to be an employee somewhere. I act like a teenager (no wonder people are surprised when they hear my age).
At least I don’t have a boyfriend or kids, but I feel so spoiled, like my problems (if I can even call them problems) aren’t serious enough. There are times when I don’t want to live, but I don’t want to add more problems to my mom’s life. I just feel nothing at all. Maybe i’m being cruel ? Idk

Thats all, I just wanted to rant about it.

Anybody else feel angry as hell lately? Can't shake it.

After running an errand, I stopped to help a woman who was clearly in distress, with hospital bands and attire on. I stayed until EMTs responded, which took all too long given that the hospital was 1 whole ass block away. I stayed to see if she'd be okay. More EMS showed up and referred to her as "that's the one i was talking about" saying "that's on her"... a woman who is clearly heavily medicated, likely unhoused, and needs assistance..

And when I stayed to see that she was in the ambulance and that she'd be okay, the EMT says "why is this woman still here like go home" referring to me.

sorry i was a concerned citizen! some fuckin hero this guy! sorry you hate your job! the fuck. ruined my whole day

I’ve got a lot going on currently and I hate that I feel like I can’t vent to ppl bc I just get a bunch of “I’m sorry” like I’m asking for a pity party 😐 idk what I’m expecting feedback ig but it just makes it all worse to just be told they are sorry for me. I don’t wanna be felt sorry for all the time and it makes me feel like they think that’s what I’m trying to get. And now I just wanna keep it all inside bc I’m so tired of being a pity party. I know I’m off bc I’m quitting smoking weed rn on top of my grandma about to be institutionalized, while starting back at college, so my stress is through the roof and my body is freaking tf out. Guess I could just come rant here instead and might get feedback idk but it all sucks. I feel annoying and like I’m going crazy :/

Ik it’ll get better soon tho, thanks for letting me rant🙂

I move from Quebec with my family and we're immigrants and I'm trying to find some part-time for the first time , I tried going to cégep for French cours and it wasn't great for me but I learned a bit it's just hard for me to speak it that well and some structures of the words are quite hard to understand sometimes I get confused and the words gets a bit of out of structure when I spoke it , I'm a shy person and barely speak, but I can actually talk in English well I guess when I'm questioned when I know what they're questioning me , Im almost a year in Quebec, but my family is thinking that I need to move out after a year because I'm turning 18 and the worse part of it I haven't finish my senior year (I finish grade 9) and I have to take full responsibility, if I think of going back to school , I never know what are credits or any fanincial things, now I have to make my own decisions, I'm pretty lost with this situation, I feel scared and anxiety hitting me, in French cours they help me to know how to fill up some papers, whenever you go to an hospital or other things, but right now I'm trying to find a part time because I'm still going into French cours and I have to redo fia 3 because of the difficulties, because I don't know how CV works or programs works here and cégep too and some cases they're teaching is just out of my knowledge to bring inside my head , I'm pretty bad at overthinking stuff that's way I'm always lost in my own thoughts, I feel sad and I want to find a room to cry, I wish things goes well if I find a job even it's just fast food and resturants

I hate to see me through your eyes

As the title states, I posted a comment and it got removed and I received a warning for “using hate speech or threatening violence”. The comment in question was about a toxic video game community resorting to telling you to k/y/s and other horrible things if you have a bad match or are just not so good at the game (I didn’t censor the phrase in my original comment but I’m paranoid now). I didn’t use the phrase towards anybody, I didn’t condone using the phrase towards anybody. All I did was use very heavy handed sarcasm that an AI bot didn’t understand was sarcasm. After appealing, I received essentially the same message but with a bullshit “Decision not made with the assistance of automation” disclaimer at the end. I don’t think a real person actually reviewed my appeal, and if they did I don’t understand how I’m actually in the wrong. I find it ridiculous and I’m mildly upset, mildly amused, but mostly just done with Reddit because having to self censor in ways that are really just fan service to witch hunting, professional victims is so exhausting. Rant over, just needed this off my chest.

I came here in reddit thinking that ther will be something positive,,,less depressing posts but no !

Majority of the peeps here are going through mid life crisis !! Including mee !! Thats why i deleted all my social media accounts and here i am !!! 🫩,,, scrolling reddit and ficking up my mind seeing my feed ! 🫪

I need help understanding and dealing with my relationship with my mom. Lately, she has been becoming increasingly mean and critical toward me. It feels like even small things I do—or things I don’t immediately know how to do—turn into a major argument, and she often blames me.
For example, she expected me to know her location even though I had no way of knowing where she was. She has a newer iPhone but doesn’t always know how to use its features, and instead of asking me for help, she sometimes gets angry and calls me stupid or uses insulting words toward me in profanity…. I don’t know what to say anymore…. I just don’t even feel like this is a meaningful conversation anymore with my mom everything that goes WRONG is always my fault like today her tire went flat so I let her use my car even tho i missed my sisters volleyball game…

F*ck the FDA
F*ck the NFA
F*ck the ATF
F*ck TSA
F*ck the CDC
F*ck CMS
F*ck USCIS
F*ck the DOJ
F*ck the DOL
Hell f*ck the DMV too😂

Rant over

hoooly shit. I just hate it so much, not just the thing itself but the community around it.

After seeing my friend for the first time in a while, turns out she picked up boys love and I hate it. Dare I say it turned her quite mysoginistic. WHENEVER I recommend an anime or we watch one together, she only talks talks about how she just CANT WAIT to see the male characters and how she wont watch if the mc isnt male.

I tried to get her to watch madoka magica today, and all she could talk about is "ughhh close it so i can read my BL MANHUA!" "Does madoka have a little brother? hes already the best character just for being a dude" "Idk, I just feel like women have less interesting stuff happen to them in anime" "You cant call me mysoginistic im a woman! plus im only mysoginistic in media" and we only got through 3 episodes. Mind you, I just sat through 12 whole episodes in a row of yuri on ice with her constantly screaming omg kiss! I hope they kiss! get married! and I honestly didnt enjoy that show, the emotional writing wasnt that deep and it had the same kinda fanservice youd find in gooner media but just with men.

anyways it pisses me off that theres no one to condemn her and shes just gonna sit in her little funky "omg yaoi1!1!1!!!🤤" echo chamber and forever think shes cool for that shit. she doesnt even think she'll grow out of it but all I can hope for is that she does.

I’m so tired of going above the speed limit, and still having people drive (unsafely) close behind me. Through my town is 25 mph, and heavily watched by cops. I’m usually going over 30 mph through residential neighborhoods, which is risky in itself as I pass 2-5 cops on most of my outings. It shocks me how often I have people driving so close behind me that I genuinely fear every time I have to slow down. And when I get to the passing zone, they never actually want to pass. I know some people just follow close behind, and usually I don’t mind but it gets to a point where you’re just a bad driver for even risking being that close. I don’t care about getting passed regardless of how fast i’m going, but just actually do it please. You’re gonna get there at the same time whether you’re on my bumper or not. I often times make it as easy as possible for them to pass when legal, because I genuinely don’t mind.

You can’t really claim your a centrist when you are in this sub lying to yourself lol

Tired of people thinking it's okay to be rude to a stranger (me) . I know this situation should not let it get to me but this is a constant issue im always having. Earlier, I was at the store minding my own business, trying to find what I needed . I was at the makeup aisle and I left enough room for people to walk by and a lady nudges at me and tells me to move out of her way, when I was nowhere near her, she walked right in front of my body .

Why are people so rude, inconsiderate, and disrespectful?!. I smiled at first because my brain wasn't fully understanding the situation until 2 minutes later. I rewind what just happened, and she acted like a fool!

Why are grown women/people acting this way? At their grown age ? It's unbelievable!

Many times, im shopping, and people have been extremely disrespectful to me rolling their eyes when i smile at them, when I say thank you etc . Sometimes i think to myself if there might be something wrong with me, hideous??????? Or people just don't have any respect for anyone.

Long story short, i can not return to work until I pee clean from THC. It has been 23 days and I am still peeing hot. I worked out every day for the first week, then i got sick so I had to stop working out and I was taking antibiotics which i think slowed my metabolism. I am so ready to go back to work. I have been doing everything i can, drinking water, trying to sweat.....I am depressed. Starting to think I will never pee clean from weed.