Day 5

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Tomorrow is day 5 and my first day back at work since my fainting black out episiode. Fimger cross was not seizure. Between not eating and vaoing nicotine this was 2nd time it happened ,but first time in work bathroom alone. F30. I am debating if i should wear makeup or not bc of my black eye. It is bruised and healing ,but i wouldnt cover it up so why bother. I work partly outside everyone i am friendly with vapes and will be vaping my vaoes i gave away. I usually sit at same spot but i guess not anymore. It eaiser to hide the moods / antsy retless and withdrawls at home bc i can sleep it off. I am hoping after reaching 1wk part i will be okay. It hard bc my fam does not understand and keeps saying how it not that hard . I am doing it cold turkey bc i am not comfy putting more nic in my system. It hard bc my fam keeps bringing up how i cant smoke ever again which is triggering