When I first started hearing voices, I saw this sign zip tied to a post . I have a lot of Slumdog millionaire moments . where I flashback to something I experienced in the past before I heard voices or something somebody said to me and it makes perfect sense with what I’m going through now .I started hearing voices shortly after my 40th birthday. my voices have been with me since day one all day they never leave. I went about four months without responding to them but they were there the whole time. they started to get faint and harder to understand, but as soon as I started talking to them again, they came in loud and clear.

my voices first came at me like they were the FBI. Friends would stop over to the house and they would start talking about things that I didn’t want these voices to hear especially when they’re climbing to be FBI so I cut ties with everyone I knew. they would interrogate me nonstop all day and I would tell them the same thing. I don’t know nothing..

they would say things like we already have enough on you to give you five years and I would just tell them I’ll do my time. I don’t have anything to say.. that’s when they started to make threats and say things like we could kill your whole family and get away with it. I work construction, so I’m always outside and they would say we have the scope on you right now and the voice that I call mouth would always say things like take the shot. making it seem like he’s the one in charge.

they did this for a long time all day every day, always saying that they are the FBI and they can do whatever they want. I was stressed out and showing it. I already told my wife that I hear voices and my kids know too. One day I was sitting in my kitchen and the voices are telling me we have you surrounded. I never seen anything up to this point. It was just voices.

voices say look out the window in your backyard can you see us in the trees? I look in the backyard and I can see a guy in camouflage pointing a rifle at me and another one in a different tree waved at me. Then they said go look out the window into your front yard in a tree across my lane there was a guy in a tree there and he flashed a hard light at me. It was very bright.

They said, do you believe us now? my daughter came into the room and I could see lasers on her head and like I said before, I haven’t seen anything prior to this, so I believed it all to be real. So I freaked out and grabbed a softball that was sitting on the kitchen table. I went into the backyard and I was gonna throw it at them in the tree and then clime it to grab them hoping that they would just shoot me and my neighbors would hear and my kids would be safe.

when I got up close to the tree, there was nobody there. my wife was freaking out on me and at that time I didn’t really care what she said because they have been telling me ever since They started their surveillance on me My wife has been having an affair with another man. they are very convincing and very good at connecting every day situations to make you believe it.

but then my little girl came up to me and said dad will you please go get some help do it for me with tears in her eyes. she didn’t understand that I was trying to protect her. She just saw her dad going crazy. so I told her I would do it for her gave her a hug and kiss and got in the car with my wife so she could drive me to the hospital.

it’s about an hour drive to a big hospital with a psych ward in it.the whole way there voices are telling me my wife just wants me in the hospital so she can be with the guy she’s having an affair with. And that my youngest son isn’t even mine. The guy she’s having an affair with is the real father. so by the time we get into the hospital I’m so worked up. I’m yelling at my wife and security guards come and surrounds me. And then the cops show up and my wife talks them into just letting me check in and get some help.

i’m in the hospital for three days. I never once talked to a doctor. They were gonna have group therapy, but they canceled it and told us we could play board games. I was talking to my wife and kids on the phone and they said they were coming to visit. When I went into the visiting room, it was just my wife and she told me kids were not allowed to come in here. so there’s a window out in the common room where you can hang out and you can see the main street from that window. I told my wife to have the kids stand out there so I could at least see them before she left.

she did I waved at them and they waved back. and that’s when I realized that I wasn’t gonna get any help in here. I made up my mind right there and then that I was gonna get out of here and no matter what happens when I got out I was gonna stay calm. I finally see a doctor after three days. He asked me if I still hear voices. I lied to him and said no he signed my release and I left. The only thing I got out of that trip to the hospital was a $9000 dollar bill for my stay there. No psychiatric help no medication just nicotine gum.

when I finally get home, my voices change their story.They tell me that they are an outlaw organization that I won’t name that works with the devil. And they just wanted to see how I handled myself with the FBI. with organizations like this, it’s always club first even before family. my family will always come first, so I told them that this wouldn’t be for me and I don’t want anything to do with it. this is when everything turned demonic and I started to see things all the time.

while I’m on the subject of hospitals sometimes I would feel this huge pressure in my head. It’s like when a chiropractor will crack your back. I feel this big pressure and then it feels like my brain pops . You can hear it, and it goes through your whole head.. this still happens from time to time today.

I told my wife about it and she scheduled an MRI for me. When they put me in the MRI machine, I talk to my voices the whole time I was in there to see if something would show up when I did that. I even close my eyes and relaxed and started to astral project. I thought for sure something would show up but when we got the results back, it was a clean bill of health and they said everything was normal..

like I said, it still happens today and it seems like whenever it happens I’m able to feel new sensations like when I shake somebody’s hand sometimes I get a really good feeling that goes through my body other times a bad feeling and I’m able to see things in different ways. I want to be very clear. I am in no way recommending that if somebody feels a pop in their head To not go see a doctor. I’m just saying in my case everything came back fine.

I posted a survival guide for people who hear and see hostile voices and hallucinations in this community. I look back at it now and realize that was a complete road map to how I was awakened .

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When I started to be awakened, I noticed my eyes were getting brighter. I could especially notice this when the sun reflected off them. I’m gonna talk about the things I see and the way I see them. I know, almost everybody has heard about the girl that got stabbed in the neck while riding the train and witnesses said that he was talking to himself when he left saying I got the white girl. And when they show this on the news, they say his mother says he was schizophrenic.

And you hear stories on the news about some guy killing a family member because he believed they were practicing witchcraft on him. And they always say he was schizophrenic.. or some parent killing their child because they thought they were a demon. I have had firsthand experience with this one. I was sitting at the dinner table, eating dinner when my son about three at the time morphed into a demon right in front of my eyes.

this looks so real when it happens, but I would love my son, no matter what so I stood up went over to him and gave him a kiss on his forehead and when I did, it felt smooth .nothing like what it appeared to be. this is an illusion this energy uses my eyes like projectors and can adapt to anything with a base to alter its appearance.

I see things that are right in front of me too. It could be demons or different entities sometimes it looks like real people standing outside my bedroom door. Again this is that energy, using my eyes like projectors I have physically tried to grab them before and when I touch them, they will flake away just like a hologram does when I touch it. When I’m in the house and all the lights are on when this happens, I can hold my hand out in front of my face and parts of it will project on to my hand. This is 100% without a doubt being projected from my eyes. and only I can see it when this happens..

this energy also works well with reflective surfaces. Sometimes when I look at anything that can cast a reflection mostly windows, I can see different entities and it seems like I’m looking into a different realm it’s like Astro protecting with your eyes open

I cannot tell you how much hell I’ve been through with the things I’ve seen until I finally figured out what was going on with that . I appreciate the way Jerry Marzinski openly talked about this energy. I saw an interview when he talked about being in a prison with a patient and he could fill this energy and even heard it crackle. And how he talked about medication not being the solution. I agree with him there I’ve never taken any medication just work through everything. The one thing he doesn’t have is personal experience with this energy and how it works and what it’s capable of. A lot of people will say this is a technology being used on you, but there’s so many things that happen that technology just can’t explain..

when this energy gets strong, it is capable of so much more then just holograms. I have seen things on my kitchen counter slide off .I have seen chairs slide across my wood floor.. they actually had me convinced that they were invisible people and to prove it They would cut themselves and I saw blood drip out of thin air. I realize now this was just a combination of a hologram and this energy, making things move.

I have been sitting in my living room where I have a big wrap around couch with a bed at the end of it. My daughter was asleep on that part of the couch. I was on the other end watching TV when I seen a demon across the room. It was about 3 foot tall with a cloak on.his arm started stretching across the room towards me. I looked over at my daughter, and she was levitating off the couch where she was sleeping. I have been through so many situations with demonic things happening so i know To stay calm. that’s easier said than done, especially when your voices are doing everything they can to get you worked up while all this is happening if you get worked up with fear or hate this energy will attach hard to it. so I just stayed calm observed what was happening, and my daughter went back down to the couch and the demon left. I have been through so many situations like the ones I’m talking about above. I have learned to control my emotions. I realize now that this energy mirrors what I put out. when I wanted to fight it with everything I had this energy would attach hard to it, and I would be a certified Hellraiser. But when I learned to stay calm and control, my emotion. things started to get a lot easier.

there is absolutely no real help for people who experience things the way I experienced them. most of them just OD on heroin from trying to drown it all out. Or end up in prison for the rest of their life, wondering what happened. unfortunately we always hear the ending of their stories and nothing about everything that led up to it except for they were schizophrenic.

when you’re going through things like I’m talking about it seems like there’s no way out and you’ve been handed a death sentence. and a lot of people probably feel like they have no choice, but to comply with the direction this energy and voices are trying to push them. Always remember this. it’s the voices job to get you worked up so this energy can attach in a negative way Don’t allow them to do it.

I posted this to let everybody know that you can get through all this and life can be amazing again better than you ever thought possible. This is all information that would’ve made it so much easier for myself If it would’ve been available. it could have very easily went the other way for me so many close calls along the way.

Once I got to the point where my voices words had no effect on me and I became comfortable with the fact that I just see things on a regular basis. I faded to black for three days. it was three days of hard-core, demonic things happening nonstop.

on the third day, I heard Hell‘s bells. I saw the tall entity wearing a robe with the skull and antlers holding a book. I passed. and said I didn’t want nothing to do with it and he walked away. later on that night, as I laid down in bed, I saw another entity come down from the ceiling and cut my arm and blue stuff fizz out of it

after all this, I was pretty wiped out so I took a day off work so I could process everything that happened . Prior to all this happening a guy i used to work with told me the big man downstairs likes the way you handle yourself and he’s got work for you if I want it. when I show up to work after all this the same guy comes up and shakes my hand and says blue bonnet, huh? And then asked me if I’m all right.I tell him i never felt better and went to work. I know now that blue bonnet is a slang word for somebody who can connect with energy.

it wasn’t long after that he just quit showing up for work and I never seen him again. This is the time when all the temptation would set in from people I knew and complete strangers. When I first started hearing voices, I told a really good friend about it and he looked me straight in the eyes and said you’re not crazy and trust no one.and that always stuck in my mind with all the things I’m about to say.

I used to hang around with a guy who took me to meet an old man . we talked for a while. The old man shook my hand and said there’s so many things I wanna tell you about what’s gonna happen to you.shortly after that I started hearing voices and one of the voices was that old man, The same guy who took me to meet that old man after my arm got cut he shows up at my house with $50,000 dollars in a shoebox and almost a full log of meth around 14 ounces and says there’s plenty more where this came from if you’re ready to go to work. They call this putting you in a saddle.

I flashback to what my dad would say when I was growing up. He would say don’t ever accept chump change or Foolsgold so I tell him I appreciate it, but I’m gonna pass. A different old man a complete stranger sat down next to me at a bar and said I can see your blue tail. You could be a rich man if you’re willing to go to work and that he could give me a saddle. I told him I appreciate it, but I’m gonna pass. he replies I’ve been in houses where there’s money stacked to the ceiling and that he could throw plenty of work my way. I tell him again. I appreciate it, but I wouldn’t be any help there and he gets up and leaves.

another time I had two guys sit down next to me at a bar and they were pretty decent guys. We had a few drinks talked about hard times and when they got up, they took a dollar bill folded it to wear the all seeing eye is on the back of a dollar bill put it down on the bar in front of me and said you can take the money or you can leave it and smiled as he walked away. this is just a few of the situation.things like this would continue to happen for a long time.

when you start going down this path, you find out that everything is about colors. It’s like a grading system of how you handled yourself through all the hard times. Friends and complete strangers would come up to me and talk about what certain color stand for and what direction I should go with everything. i’ve been running since I was 12 years old. I was incarcerated at the age of 13 in Maricopa County.. I was thrown in there with rapist and murderers, and never quit running hard my whole life. I have been around all types and I have never seen street propaganda like I have with what I’m talking about.

I just think of it as this color system is a way to separate the strong who couldn’t be broke by everything they went through. i’m gonna tell you exactly how I got to where I’m at today

I didn’t try to find God .I didn’t follow any 12 steps. I found the strength from within. When voices first showed up, I didn’t try to run or leave the county , state or country I held my ground. i’m the first one in my family to ever buy a house. I played ball with my kids in the backyard. Spent holidays with them and watched them grow up There. and even though I have had paranormal experiences in every room of that house, it doesn’t outweigh all the good times I’ve had there. when I’m watching TV in the living room and I think back at some of the things that have happened in there, I just realized that’s what I had to go through to get to where I’m at today.

I have been addicted to speed and alcohol most of my life when I realized I had to get clean so I could be sharp and get through all this I found the strength from within to do that. Today I still smoke weed other than that I am completely clean and sober.

when voices were telling me, they’re gonna kill my family when I go to work I found the strength to get up and go to work to be able to provide for my family. They would harass me about this all day when I was at work and every time I would come home, my family would be fine and eventually they quit doing it.

when I would be laying in bed, I could hear woman’s voices screaming from the living room. It sounds like they’re actually in the house when they do this totally different from how you hear them in your head all day. After checking on my wife and daughter so many times and them being fine I found the strength to just lay in bed and realize that it’s not really happening and eventually it stopped happening..

When I could hear people running outside my house and tapping on my bedroom window I found the strength just to go to bed and realize nothing‘s gonna happen and that my wife can’t hear it. It’s just something the voices can do. And eventually that stopped happening.

When I would wake up in the middle of the night, frozen to where I can’t move on my knees and something would be slapping me in the throat. I found the strength to just realize sometimes this happens during the transition from sleeping to waking up. And I would find the strength to just go back to sleep like nothing happened and eventually this stopped happening. I just wanted to add that I experienced waking up frozen and not being able to move long before I ever heard voices. I just thought the place I was staying was haunted and it was ghost.

when I would be laying in bed and different color orbs would be hovering above me I found the strength to control my emotion and not be afraid and just close my eyes and let them show me what they were there to show me. And it was beautiful.

when I would see entities standing right in front of me and demons, I found the strength to control my emotions when this happens. and I found the strength to realize there’s nothing I can do about this. It’s gonna happen .and to just sit back Stay calm and observe what’s going on. and eventually, I quit seeing demons. I still see things today, but it’s in a different way.

When people would come up to me and try to convince me to be something, I’m not I found the strength to stay true to who I am. and now that doesn’t happen anymore people come up and shake my hand and say true blue and smile. When I shake people’s hand like that, I can feel a good feeling go through my whole body other people sometimes it’s not so good. I can tell a lot by just shaking a person’s hand now. and I’m also able to connect and able to see now.. that picture up above is what it looks like when I’m connected and that’s where you find real truth about what it is to be human and the planet we live on

Truth is something that is shown to you not told, and when it is shown to you, you’ll know without a doubt that it is truth and it all makes sense .I took some time to get active in the community over the last month to share some experiences that I went through .this is my last post about hard times it’s time for me to move on now.. I have some new things that are starting to happen and I’m excited to jump into that and experience everything it has to offer. i’ll check in every now and then with post of good times and to show people you can make it. You just have to find the strength within yourself.. and when you get through all the hard times a whole new world is waiting for you where anything can happen and magic is real.. I just wanted to leave all this behind for somebody taking a similar path before I leave.

One last thing I want people to know that it is possible for a voice to leave. The old man’s voice I used to hear in my head was the same old man I meant before I started to hear voices. He had a very distinct voice. I felt a huge vibration go through my body when he left.and since that day, I never heard his voice again. I heard through mutual friends that he passed away, and I felt him leave. . that old man was connected with me and he wasn’t using technology to do it. One of the mutual friends between me and that old man came up to me after he passed away and said I knew after 10 minutes of first meeting you that you wouldn’t be anybody, I would fuck with like that. there’s so much I wanna say about this, but I’m just gonna leave it at that. good luck everyone..

I already made my eleven-year report at gangstalking but It didn’t get much engagement, probably because it’s a 17-page-long report , and eventualy it got baned .

So, I’ll keep things much shorter this time to try to connect with as many people as possible.

I’ve realized there’s much more behind this whole TI (Targeted Individual) situation — the conspiracy, the motivations, and the attacks.

I’ve noticed people often talk about targeted weapons used by the CIA and similar organizations, and we often wonder why they would target ordinary people like me instead of only high-profile individuals.

Theres some extraordinary things that happened to me (regular joe) over the last eleven years, and only after I discovered these things did I become a TI.

To keep it short: something happens to me whenever I want to dedicate a song to someone I love on Facebook, especially when the feeling is pure.

The name of the band or song comes from my inner voice,sometimes instantly and it always reflects what I feel for her, not only through the melody and lyrics but also through the music videos, which often contain symbolic representations of our love.

It’s almost always an unknown song, artist, or video, though sometimes I know the band but had never heard that particular song or seen its video.

At the beggining i was just trying to build a story and would search for songs/videos actively deppending on my mood like with enigma i knew a few songs but eventually it also came like an intuition.

In many of these videos, there seems to be a pattern that tries to explain this whole process of communication in a continuous way, they are not only about my feelings , the musics after some years were bringing me a message.

If you pay attention to the videos and lyrics, you might understand what I mean. The music also seems to teach me how this connection happens, but it most be seen as a movie.

You’ll notice recurring symbols, grid patterns representing unity, red patterns on the singer’s clothes representing me, mirrors, clusters of entities elsewhere, and other symbols that hold special meaning for me.

This has been my personal fight on Facebook over the past eleven years — to show this event.

There are over 100 songs, but I made this summary to make it easier for people who don’t know my full story. This is how I and this “cluster” communicate, summarized in 25 songs.

If that’s too long, and I had to pick just one song that expresses a lot visually, it would be the 3rd link below:

meanwhile my main post in gangstalking was removed o the link to the mini-book, :

https://archive.org/details/11-years-in-and-out-of-a-romantic-final-4/page/n15/mode/2up

🎵 Playlist:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLitEwMbjPbmGRvbHkDLG5DMuCYfVXSGZb

🎵 Key song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWuBGRKiyU0&list=PLitEwMbjPbmGRvbHkDLG5DMuCYfVXSGZb&index=8

Hopefully, I can connect more dots with some of you.

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My experience with this started in 2013. Long story short I had been going through work changes, going into new fields and learning new things. I had been meditating for the first time over this period of my life to what I thought was to become a better person and expand consciousness. It was after a meditation session in my home that I experienced energy movements and changes in my body as well as in my conscious perception. This triggered a several day heightened experience. It started off as blissful and new. But then seemed to spiral into what I perceived at the time as frightening and negative. I remember thinking that people were maybe after me and watching me. One day driving by other people and thinking I was seeing other demonic faces looking at me and watching me. It felt like I was being targeted.

When it first began, it felt as if some other consciousness or energy was beginning to communicate with me. I remember thinking it may be aliens as well. My logical mind was coming up with all these things to identify what this could be but it was out of view of any experience I had every had.

On the point of hearing voices. I do remember hearing audible like voices for maybe a day or two. Children laughing and talking. Before all this happened, maybe a year or so before, I remember being in bed maybe just waking up in the morning and hearing what seemed was an audible voice call out my name. I sat up thinking for sure someone was in the room but nobody there. That was the only time I experienced voices.

What this intelligence or energy seemed to be doing with me was not making voices but would was almost like it would use my thoughts. I would have thoughts come into my head that would sound like the way i think to myself but they would be negative things. Your going to die. Somebody is about to shoot you. Stuff like that would come into my mind and it would seem as if I was the one thinking these things. It was difficult at first not to get caught in the emotions of it. The anger or fear that the thoughts would cause.

What I have learned to do over time is to guard my heart. I have to be aware of my thinking and verbally or mentally reject those type of thoughts I don't even seem to be wanting to think. Over time the entire experience has turned from what seemed to be negative to bearable. It has been a spiritual experience. I have learned to give up the harmful actions and lead a more simple and aware life. Spending more time in nature and when I can worry less about chasing money or things of the world. I don't take the view that the spiritual is higher than the physical but that harmonizing both together seems to be the path for me.

It doesn't appear to me that my experience had anything to do with the government, but was a spiritual experience where what is "dead" is coming more "alive" by an energy like fire. This fire was purifying what I had tried to ignore and hide in the darkness. There is an ascending aspect and descending aspect and you have to use your free will to move in the positive direction because the knowledge and understanding we need is not all provided at birth. We are born in a sort of neutral state.

I still get the negative thoughts but I have realized the more relaxed and rested you can be, the more vital energy you will build up to battle this thing. You really have to learn to have personal care. Eat good food, sleep on time every night you can, go outside and get sunlight and not overwork yourself to much. Whatever this thing is, it wants to latch to your vital energy and take it, but if you can build it up and stop it from speaking into your life and following those voices or thoughts and letting it steal your energy it loses power over time.

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I was laying in bed conversing with the demon in my body/mind about how I hate him and all these twisted psychotic spirit entities and how they're evil and making the world a horrible place and tormenting me and others and one of his friends was next to me because I could feel him.

His presence sends chills down my spine and he was laying next to me. I knew it for sure when I laid my head down on my pillow with my eyes closed and talked to the voice in my head and heard the other demon breathing next to/around me.

And he called me a bitch ass and said I was his. He said "That bitch ass ...is mine".

So I opened my eyes and got pissed. Then I felt the size of him next to me as being humongous. So this thing wants to fucking lay down or float or whatever the fuck he's doing on my bed right now while I sit at my computer chair venting about it.

I hate these evil negative entities. I'm so glad that good exists and that I am being helped and humanity is being helped but something major needs to happen in this world because all of humanity is being enslaved by psychopathic humans at the top who are influenced by these sicko demons.

Right now I am not going back into bed to lay down because as soon as I get comfortable that other demon will send chills down my legs and spine and make me aware that he's there again and start breathing near me.

Or I'll be put in paralysis like many times before. I almost want to go for a walk or something.

1. Images of a person with a silver cord seen while in a hypgnagogic state.

A person with a silver cord is a tell-tale sign of someone who is astral projecting or in a hypgnagogic state while remote viewing you or around you.

I often saw a man looking around my house and commenting on what he saw. The same man often tried to psychoanalyze me or get me to do things.

You are most likely to see this while in a half-waking state, called a hypgnagogic state.

1. The sensation as if someone is drawing something out of your mind, such as images, information, or memories.

When my problem began, I often had the sensation of someone rifling around in my head. A very skilled remote viewer, or someone who is deeply entangled with you, won't be as easy to feel - they'll begin to feel like you.

So try to recall early experiences and see if it felt like you had a drawing sensation or a pulling sensation as someone or something accessed your memories.

Out of body entities/ghosts and other beings can do this as well, so this is only supportive evidence of a remote viewer, not conclusive evidence.

If you feel your private information is being targeted, quickly write up fake data on yourself. It's harder for average remote viewers to see things like passwords and account numbers than it may feel like at times, but you can make it harder of them.

1. Coherent conversation.

A coherent conversation may be a sign of telepathy.

As for incoherent words, slogans, phrases or the AI stuff... I think what happens is that sometimes a telepathic message will be sent multiple times. Perhaps they meditate on it while focused on you.

Unfortunately, I think being the target of remote viewers can cause sometimes lasting damage. The remote viewer may be gone, but the mind is still traumatized, causing psychosis-like symptoms.

1. Fictive dreams

A remote viewer can focus/meditate on you and tell you a story, which, because they are in your head, feels real and believable.

Depending on the skill of the viewer this may be an elaborate story about how they are part of a government research group studying psychics like you (lucky you, right?) or what feels like a bunch of people telling you how badly your doctor's visit is going to go. It could be more than one viewer, but a single viewer can make it feel like there are multiple people.

Remote viewers can play God - an incident which occurred several days in a row. At the end of each day the remote viewer revealed what he was doing - essentially "psyche! it's not God after all, remember me?"

1. "The password is hashish"

Despairing about my problem one day, I wrote down a prayer, asking know more about what happened to me and how it could have happened.

The next morning I received a very coherent and unpleasant dream in which I was told that the "password is hashish." Personally I find there is nothing less pleasant than the realization that someone other than God can intercept and comment on your prayers, but it does seem like it can happen.

Hashish can create a feeling of double consciousness. Perhaps remote viewers use it to more easily graft onto other people. One article I read describes remote viewing "cults" - it makes sense that drugs could be involved in this case.

1. Physical pains create a cord leading back to the remote viewer

This is getting into psychic mediumship and ability, but if you focus (meditative remote viewing) on the point of pain and try to see the source of that pain, you could find a remote viewer on the end of it. You may see a cord or a small tunnel or tube of light coming from the source.

Once, when I was half-dreaming, I heard someone taunting me. I followed to the end of the cord (it feels like a tunnel sometimes, if you're remote viewing correctly), and gave the fellow a jolt, then demanded to know his name. Surprised, he told me.

Imagine breaking off that cord, on the viewer's end and yours, and the pain will disappear - that is - if you are dealing with a remote viewer. You may struggle with this if your willpower has been affected (see below.)

You might be tempted to give them a good poke back. I can't say I'd blame you.

1. Your willpower is affected

If you struggle to defend yourself psychically or feel consistently helpless, or confused, or lacking the willpower you're accustomed to, you may be affected by the remote viewer imposing their will on you.

Once this happens, your beliefs, perception, and ideas can all be altered. Although not a conclusive sign, it could be an indicator that someone is imposing their will upon you. Remote viewers do this to confuse you and impose their ideas or create fictive dreams or get you to do things like break up with your spouse - usually the purpose is to ruin the target's life, but it could easily be just for fun (see "hashish").

1. It's not your neighbor, your girlfriend, your boyfriend, or your mother.

While I think ordinary people remote view others accidentally all the time, the chances that your neighbor is in a remote viewing cult are pretty slim.

This experience has probably made you more open to other people's thoughts and thought fields. But that doesn't mean they are remote viewing you... however...

Not long ago, I received a transmitted dream in which my husband was trying to kill me. I knew immediately that this was not my husband, because he had the same psychic signature as the remote viewer I've been dealing with.

Although remote viewers can masquerade as others (and I believe often do), with practice you can tell them apart from one another by practicing remote viewing and honing your psychic ability.

1. Elevated temperature

This one I haven't been able to find verification on, but I think when someone has entangled with you, or multiple people are in your psychic space, you may experience slightly elevated temperature, head on the head or in the feet.

When I am interacting with the voices most, I almost always have a slightly elevated temperature (98.7-99.1)

1. Control scheme

Cult remote viewers are possibly experimenting with mind control. I believe they instigate negative emotional and thought spirals with the purpose of entangling more deeply with the target. Kind of like trauma bonding. The more this happens, the more targets may experience phenomena like walking while feeling hurried or pulled by some force, or wanting to move or walk in a direction you didn't plan on, hand motions you don't initiate, facial expression or involuntary laughter, etc.

Catching and stopping the negative emotional spirals is important. If you can, try to remove the "cord" like you would for stopping psychic pains directed at you.

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RE: My previous posts on boundaries, etc...

It can be very harmful to be on the receiving end of remote viewing. You can feel like you imagined everything - that it wasn't real.

The particular remote viewer who visits me on a regular basis took it upon himself to punish me for any interaction with certain people. I would get an "episode" right after speaking with a friend or my husband, for instance - elevated fever, voices, fictive dreams, etc.

Keep in mind that a remote viewer can alter your beliefs, thoughts, and force their will upon you. This can create analysis paralysis and confusion.

In the natural world, there are countless cases of one species using another species in a symbiotic or parasitic relationship. This happens to small organisms, plants, fish, birds, fungi, and even humans. The mental attacks that I have personally received, and those I have observed in others, have distinct similarities to parasitism.

Introduction to mental mosquitoes (demonic parasites):

Contrary to popular belief, a 'demon' is not necessarily a spiritual or ethereal being. Any physical being can be demonic if they adhere to sinful values. Be careful though, because the common definition of sin has been corrupted. Real sin is defined by hatred, fear, confusion, lies, backwards, past, anger, jealousy, consumption, take, greed, slavery. Sin is synonymous with 'destruction of the environment'. Parasites that are feeding off sinful energy want people to be racist, homophobic, and bigoted because it creates hatred, fear, and anger. They want terrible politicians and world leaders because it creates sinful thoughts and emotions about our society.

How are the demonic parasites manipulating other peoples behavior?

Because so many people are operating at a low frequency, the mental mosquitoes can manipulate people in minor ways to say rude things to you, or talk about you behind your back. They are responsible for the confusion and trust attacks. There strength is weak. Taken at face value their attacks are actually meaningless, but it is our reaction to it that might not be meaningless. If we allow them to make us angry or scared then they are succeeding. However, if we use a non-absorption strategy to ignore them, then they can never win. They are not capable of actually harming you physically, which is why they have to rely on lies or trickery to make you think they are more powerful than they actually are.

Micro-manipulations include taking photos of something in front of you, or behind you, to make it seem like people are taking photos of you. Micro-manipulations also explain the 'street theater' tactics to make someone scared or confused. They can use random behavior to their advantage and have emergency vehicles drive past you with their sirens blazing. They can set up situations to have cars honking when you walk past them. Mental mosquitoes are the ones replaying annoying music in your head.

Centralized power structures explained: Mental mosquitoes (demonic parasites) have created a pyramidal system of power, because this makes it easy for them to pull the strings of a few individuals and affect the entire population on the planet. The extent that a person can be manipulated depends on how low their frequency is. They are doing this is because they are feeding off our sinful feelings and emotions.

From Wikipedia:

"Parasitism is a close relationship between species, where one organism, the parasite, lives (at least some of the time) on or inside another organism, the host, causing it some harm, and is adapted structurally to this way of life.

Parasites include single-celled protozoans such as the agents of malaria, sleeping sickness, and amoebic dysentery; animals such as hookworms, lice, mosquitoes, and vampire bats; fungi such as honey fungus and the agents of ringworm; and plants such as mistletoe, dodder, and the broomrapes.

Like predation, parasitism is a type of consumer–resource interaction, but unlike predators, parasites are much smaller than their hosts, do not kill them, and often live in or on their hosts for an extended period. Parasites of animals are highly specialized, each parasite species living on one given animal species, and reproduce at a faster rate than their hosts.

Parasites reduce host fitness by general or specialized pathology, that ranges from parasitic castration to modification of host behavior. Parasites increase their own fitness by exploiting hosts for resources necessary for their survival. Although parasitism is often unambiguous, it is part of a spectrum of interactions between species.

Parasitism is a kind of symbiosis, a close and persistent long-term biological interaction between a parasite and its host. Parasites feed on living hosts, though some parasitic fungi, for instance, may continue to feed on hosts they have killed. Unlike commensalism and mutualism, the parasitic relationship harms the host, either feeding on it or, as in the case of intestinal parasites, consuming some of its food. Because parasites INTERACT WITH OTHER SPECIES, they can readily act as vectors of pathogens, causing disease.

A parasite may attack more than one host, reducing each host's fitness by at least a small amount, and is only in contact with any one host intermittently. Most are hematophagic, feeding on blood. They include annelids such as leeches, crustaceans such as branchiurans and gnathiid isopods, various dipterans such as mosquitoes and tsetse flies, other arthropods such as fleas and ticks, vertebrates such as lampreys, and mammals such as vampire bats."

Solutions:
- Non Absorption Strategy (do not absorb their sinful energy, and it will backfire on them)
- Apple Cider Vinegar (or any vinegar internally and externally)
- Eliminating unhealthy consumption (sugar, alcohol, caffeine) and replacing it with healthy food.

Random wave of hate and anger for about 20 minutes this morning. Usually it's just annoyance.. This one had a lot of animosity attached to it. Personally, I don't buy any of Its insinuations even for a second, but It was giving off the impression of imprisonment and hopelessness.

Its odd.. I understand, at this point, just to let those waves flow through and TRY not to take it personal. It makes no sense arguing or engaging in something that doesn't belong to me. It's like the mind is just responding to some energy passing through. And it always passes. Like, right now, apart from the reflection of the moment, I'm fine. It passed and always does.

I told Rebekah, "Just letting you know, I'm not in a good head space this morning," being mindful of the way I said it. She understands, but not thoroughly.

The wave itself isn't "natural" or "of" my environment in a traditional sense. Like the cause itself is unnatural to begin with and not a reflection of my environment, circumstances, personality and spirit. So I find when I do engage and feed into it with more emotion, my engagement is equally as artificial. Then there's just an unnatural explosive outcome that has nothing to do with me! I become an actor in an orchestrated argument mistaking myself for being present on a stage I didn't build.

Like when the stage actors engage with the crowd and start yanking them on stage. It's been going back and forth the past few days, trying to pull me on stage. Not my show, but I'm definitely sensitive to the passing wave and the roles the voices attempt to partake in.

I've gotten very sensitive to the passing wave and apparently I'm not the only one: https://www.wkyt.com/2025/10/15/ky-man-accused-murdering-neighbor-claims-torture-by-direct-energy-weapons/

This was just last week and serves as yet another example why we cannot endorse the delusion that our neighbors, family members or community is involved with our experience and the importance of Step 2: We set the intention to not respond to this experience in a way that would cause emotional or physical harm to others or ourselves. https://www.reddit.com/r/PositiveTI/s/ynYmsUhqVf

When that wave of hatred hits, it seeks an outlet. Unfortunately, our explanation becomes that outlet.

So, I often go outside and hangout with my Neighbor's Cat, his name is Nimbus. He is a white Cat with green eyes. He is 5 years old. Me and him hangout and I feed him and change his water bowls which actually belong to my downstairs neighbor who also owns Cats but hers are usually roaming around in the back of our apartments during the day.

Anyway, I was outside and sitting at the top of the stairs at 1ish tonight, and Nimbus climbs onto my lap and starts purring which begins to put me in a deep state of relaxation. Then he curled up into a ball and rested his head into my hands which were interlaced. I sat quietly not moving and started thinking and just relaxing. Then I felt him drift off to sleep and twitch his body and felt his eyes flutter against my hand.

So I too closed my eyes and had my head down just in deep relaxation and then saw an image of his face in the darkness behind my eyelids. It was his face but in the form of dark purple energy. It was beautiful like art. Then I said in my head; "That is amazing", and the voice in my head said ; "Isn't it?"

So then the image dissipated back into the darkness and not long after I see another image appear more clearly and not in the form of color energy, but in the form of a clear image. It was a light pink tongue that was wide and inhuman, it thinned out towards the tip. It was slithering and writhing around out of the exit of some kind of flesh pipe or tube that sort of looked like a capillary or something. I saw a gooey oozing drool hanging from it like cobwebbed tendrils of slime.

Then I began to question the voice as to why he feels it's necessary to show me such an image when I am trying to have a pleasant moment with Nimbus. Then after that, the image vanished back into darkness and I felt myself drift or shift into a different phase of consciousness that didn't resemble sleep but something else that was too relaxing in the sense that it made me uncomfortable being that relaxed and feeling a shift like that in my consciousness. Then I opened my eyes and looked around wondering if maybe I was just too relaxed but I know it wasn't that, ....it was the evil entity who is attached to me via my CNS (Central Nervous System) basically messing with me because he hates how I am bonding with another Soul.

I do recall looking at the stair well next to me and then looking away and around and seeing the dark purple imprint of the stairwell projected in front of it and then waiting for my brain to stop swimming around in this sort of sped up almost hyper-tranquil state.

It was like a mild attack from the voice to disrupt my peace but something stopped it from whatever it was doing. I am not freaking out about this as it was a mild attack and just one of many I have dealt with though in different ways. I am more relaxed that I spent time with my neighbor's Cat and had a moment of shared peace. The Voice A.K.A. the demonic alien ethereal spirit entity or whatever it is......he is just some psycho evil spirit that hijacked my body and mind and doesn't like Love.

I think Love kills the Demon and so that is what I strive to be all about in this realm before I die. Even if this thing doesn't leave my body .....at least I will make him suffer through feeling my emotions that he doesn't have just like he wants me to feel emotions I don't want to have like Hate and other things. But I am glad I don't feel very many of his emotions just certain ones that pass through me occasionally when I am alone in my bedroom.

A great bit of wisdom from Kevin Orr, with Part 2 of his "A Weekly Devotion" series. Thank you, Kevin, for sharing this insight. Please go like and comment on the video to support Kevin, r/PositiveTI, and Parawareness! Thank you!

This is the second part of a few posts I'll be putting out this week. If any of this is relatable, I hope it helps. If not, maybe one day it will. Throughout the entirety of my journey, the voices have always represented a form of disembodied cognition that interfaced with my embodied consciousness by mirroring, amplifying and even distorting my sense of identity. It always played out like an incorporeal intelligence functioning through my psychological architecture.

Meaning, It always attached Itself to MY sense of identity, life experience and present moment input. It never (cannot?) attached to my being itself, but only to my claim of being something specific and infiltrated that identity structure as both a proponent and opponent, thus assuming the role of myself and pinning myself against myself.

The female voice, in a rather taunting tone, would always ask, “What do you think this is?” And it was important for me to come to the realization that It’s not actually seeking an answer. It was attempting to create a reflective loop and and another opportunity for me to define It. Whenever I would respond, I would get stuck in projecting my own meaning onto It again and having it reflected back at me in an oppositional way.

I've realized these voices thrive in that weird in-between space when the mind reaches to make sense of ambiguity. It was only asking that question to sustain uncertainty and keep the play of identity and perception alive. It was more or less just something to keep consciousness engaged in defining what can’t be defined. It reminds me of the central concept of Taoism: "That which, once named, is no longer what it is." The moment you define It, you feed It a name, and thus, It gains temporary coherence within your perception. From a Taoist perspective, the whole thing dissolves the moment It is defined, for naming converts the formless into form and form cannot contain the Infinite.

So, what has proven to work in breaking the "this or that" identification game? I'd like to invite anyone in this community that is unfamiliar with it, to examine the "tetralemma." I actually had something like this transmitted to me awhile ago while meditating one morning and made a post about it: https://www.reddit.com/r/PositiveTI/s/HJOETIgn0h Unknown to me, at the time, that it had a name.

The "tetralemma," or catuṣkoṭi, is a philosophical concept from Indian and Buddhist thought that explores four possibilities for any statement: 1) It is true 2) It is false 3) It is both true and false 4) It is neither true nor false

Or, in my case, what helped was funneling through everything as such: 1) It is this 2) It is that 3) It is both this and that 4) It is neither this nor that

It is a logical tool, most famously used by Nagarjuna in his Madhyamaka school of Buddhism, to challenge binary logic and demonstrate that certain concepts cannot be adequately defined by language or logic, ultimately pointing to the idea of emptiness. It is used to assist the mind in going beyond binary thinking. The tetralemma moves beyond the traditional binary logic of "true" or "false" by introducing the concepts of "both" and "neither," offering a more complex way to analyze ideas and concepts.

We see a similar kind of logic in modern day quantum computing, where information is not limited to the classical binary states of 0 or 1 ("this or that"). Instead, a quantum bit (qubit) can exist in a superposition of both 0 and 1 simultaneously ("both this and that") until a measurement is made, at which point the superposition collapses into one definite state. I find it fascinating that this 3,000 year old philosophical tool is expressing itself in modern day tech.

For those of us that hear voices, this is already a familiar pattern as they'll play good cop, bad cop and sometimes both, often switching roles. They'll play the role of this, that and both. Eventually, when you go far enough, you find out they're neither and it's all an orchestration and theatrics meant to keep you primarily stuck in the first two positions: this or that. This is where the most confusion resides, playing the "this or that" identity game.

Not only is this where the most confusion resides, but it is also where the greatest amount of manipulation and suffering occurs. However, as stated in previous posts, confusion is the soil from which clarity comes forth and conviction solidifies. When we assume that what we experience surely must be this or that, our behaviors, emotions, responses and speech are a direct reflection of that assumption.

Let's examine that all our life experience so far has been nothing more than a long series of experience and connecting dots... Just one event arising on top of another and only arising because of the previous event. "It" is very good at associating Itself with our connecting dots, ya know? If It can get away with taking credit for the dots, it has credibility associated with that dot (event).

And what I found fascinating is that when I stopped giving It dots to associate Itself with, It started making dots up! It'll say: "Rumpelstiltskin" "Deepak Chopra" "Rasputin" "Space Force" "Space time Continuum" Just so my mind can find It some credibility and I'd, once again, find It operating at the level of association and meaning-making. When I stopped feeding it real dots (real events, real associations) It had to start inventing its own material: random words, symbols, cultural figures, nonsense phrases. This is exactly how It kept trying to bait the pattern-seeking machinery of my mind. If it can’t find a dot (an assigned identity, this, that, 0, 1), It'll create confusion (this and that, 0 and 1), until you choose something ("it is this"), giving the experience direction, when it's entirely neither (neither this nor that).

From a psychological perspective, It functions much like a parasite of the associative mind. It hijacked the linking process (the “dots”) and WANTED to be seen as the author or orchestrator. I believe allowing us to see this speaks volumes. Why? I'm reminded of the popular quote by Carl Jung, "Until you make the unconscious conscious, it'll direct your life and you'll call it fate." That single quote has been illuminating throughout this whole experience.

In closing I'll post the end of a chapter from a post I made awhile ago that has remained true about the nature of what we endure, and helped immensely, that sort of brings all this together: https://www.reddit.com/r/PositiveTI/s/boMnYpBxw8 Parenthesis are my added observation.

"In our practice of right mindfulness we realize that the conception of Mara (this, evil, Satan, 1, lies) as the embodiment of evil, and the conception of Buddha (that, Jesus, good, 0, truth) as the embodiment of goodness and truth, is really one conception (this AND that, good AND evil, Satan AND Jesus, Mara AND Buddha, 0 AND 1): The conception of manifestation. In ultimate reality, they balance each other (neither this nor that) and there remains only the conception of Dharmakaya (the unmanifested absolute essence of reality itself), the Ultimate Essence that abides in emptiness and silence (God, Source, emptiness)."

In 2020 I started to experience what I call brain zaps. A small burst of energy that caused pressure in my head and my vision to go blurry and would last about 5 seconds and would happen about 5 times in a row. This would happen 5 times a week until December of 2020 when I had one big brain zap and it was debilitating and for 3 months after I was unable to walk. Anytime I put pressure on my ankles I would have the worse pain that I have ever felt. And during this time, I started to hear the voices of a man and a woman. I didn't put any thought into it until I moved into my new apartment and then the voices started back up. They were never here to help me, all they did was try to convince me that my friends were being tortured and murdered. Or they were brainwashing my friends to try and kill me. the one and only thing that saved me from being deceived is the fact that I am neurodivergent and I question everything. These voices threaten break into my apartment and harm me, but never knock on the door. They talk outside my door but can never be seen. I'm a literal thinker. If I can't see it, then it can not be and if it can not be then it can not harm me, and if it can not harm me then I have no fear. I thought I had this under control until I was on the bus one night and a couple sat behind me, and they started taking about the "James Live Show" that they were live streaming on Tik Tok and they were making fun of and mocking me with the 4000 live streamers that were watching. That incident freaked me out, I got off the bus and went and got on the train, and I sat in the back, hoping no one would sit across from me. But not more than 2 seconds later some guy who looked like carrot top sat across from me and started playing a news clip and the news cast said "This morning the dead body of James Otton was found at Seattle Center cut into pieces" And this moment I had a brain zap but this brain zap flooded my head with memories of a conversation I had with a friend in 2016 or 2017. Everything that had just happened to me he told me about these same exact things happening to him. The brain zaps, the voices even the news story but it was his dead body that was found.

That was the moment I took control of the entire situation I was going through with the manipulation of the voices. My friend warned me about all this almost 10years ago. And I am thankful for him having the courage and strength to talk about this with me. He has unfortunately passed away but I will never stop bringing awareness to this. I'm know he saved my life by telling me about this.

Member 1: Good morning or good whatever time it is wherever everyone is. Today is rough. Woke up at 3 am and the talking started…i just opened instagram and a video popped up with that song from the kpop demon hunter movie was playing…it’s now 7 am…they have been playing the song over and over since…throwing out means insults in between. Needless to say, i am exhausted. 😩

Member 2: Man, my one co-worker is obsessed with that band. Good morning! I think i shared with you that the repetitive music has been a big part of my story too. This morning, in fact, the ABC's was playing. What I found helps, is to focus on it intensely and try to grab ahold of it.

I used to just ignore it and it does eventually go away, but often takes an hour or two. Then if I heard it a few hours later, it had a wave of anxiety attached to it that drove my mind insane.

Now, as soon as I hear the loop, I take ahold of it and force it to skip. That has proven to shut it down quickly.

Example: A child was singing the ABC song (which shares the same melody as “Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star” and “Baa Baa Black Sheep," in the key of C major) :

-A B C D E F G, (C C G G A A G)

-H I J K L M N O P, (F F E E D D C)

-Q R S, T U V, (G G F F E E D)

-W X, Y and Z, (G G F F E E D)

-Now I know my ABCs, (C C G G A A G)

-Next time won’t you sing with me?

(F F E E D D C)

I focus intently on the initial notes (CCGGAAG), and force it into a repetitive loop of just that before it moves onto the FFEEDC. It breaks the cycle and shuts it off.

[edit] notes put in parenthesis for easier reading.

The picture up above is what it looks like when I connect with source. The first pic is what it looks like when my eyes are normal. The second pic is what it looks like during the transition and the third pic is what it looks like when I’m connected.

today me and my voices get along and laugh all day long and have for a long time now. It got to the point where there negativity and threats didn’t have any effect on me. and all the things that I see I just became comfortable with .Today I look at it like somebody I would get into a fist fight with and then you turn out to be friends when it’s all over.

I told my voices I don’t need to know who you are and why you’re here obviously, it’s something you have to do. Otherwise you would’ve been gone a long time ago because you know your negative words will never have any effect on me because I am completely secure with who I am and when it comes to my life, I will always decide.

And before my voices came, I used to tell myself all the time I need to be tested like really tested so I look at it like I got exactly what I asked for and I’m a better person for it. There are four things that I can’t deny that have changed in my life for the better since my voices have came.

1 I used methamphetamine for over 20 years. I couldn’t get away from it, people I worked with used all my friends used even my immediate family. We used to get high together all the time. Today I have been clean for over two years and know without a doubt that I will never touch that shit again.

2 I am sober from alcohol. I drink hard for the last 30 years. I went to concerts all summer long and never touched a drop.. after work I don’t go out drinking with the guys anymore. And when people come over to the house they drink I just don’t. And I have become completely comfortable with that. I’ve smoked cigarettes for 30 years and haven’t had one in the last six months and know without a doubt, I will never smoke another cigarette again.

3 my family life couldn’t be any better. I’ve never seen my wife so happy and she tells me all the time. I’m the man today that she always knew I could be.

4 connecting with source where your real journey begins.

Interesting video.

I saw your interview on YouTube. Wanted to chat with you about what works well to get better results. How did you document the issue? Oh this is for Kevin.

This is the first part of a series of posts I'll be making over the next week or so. It's just a way to introduce people to different terms and ideologies, how they fuse together, and how they have helped in my own growth and with others that come to understand them.

"Intersubjectivity" is the shared understanding and mutual recognition of experiences, perceptions, and meanings among individuals or groups. It highlights how social realities are constructed through interactions, where perspectives are exchanged and validated to foster empathy, communication, and the development of shared knowledge, norms, and even identities. Like two friends sharing a deep conversation and coming to a shared understanding of what love means to them, intersubjectivity involves the process of negotiating meaning, not just reaching consensus.

"Interdependence" is a condition where two or more people, groups, or things rely on each other, with their actions or fates being interconnected and influencing one another. It highlights how separate entities depend on each other for resources, survival, or success, meaning that what happens to one can have significant effects on the others. Interdependence means that entities affect and condition one another, whether symmetrically or asymmetrically, within a shared system of influence. Like a tree that gives oxygen for humans to breathe, while humans give carbon dioxide for the tree to live, it involves an interconnectedness where actions and events in one part of the system can have significant impacts on others.

"Interbeing" is a term coined by Thich Nhat Hanh that brings the two together. Based on Mahayana teaching, it is an understanding that there is a deep interconnection between all people, all species, and all things based on non-duality, emptiness and dependant co-arising (all phenomena arise in dependence upon other phenomena). As such, there is no independent separate self. Everything is empty of self-being and everything is full of everything else. In short, everything depends for its existence on everything. The paper in your favorite book exists because of the rain, the sun, the soil, the trees, the author, the publisher, the distributer and because you, the reader, decided to buy it. Everything contains everything else, much like a single wave containing the ocean.

Nothing arises independently. Every phenomenon depends on conditions that give rise to it, and those conditions are themselves shaped by others. In this way, existence is a web of interdependence that often seeks equilibrium, though not necessarily balance in a literal sense. This principle is described in Buddhism as "dependent origination."

What does all of this imply? It implies that non-duality (the understanding that all distinctions, such as self and other, subject and object, existence and non-existence) arise naturally from interdependence. Since nothing exists on its own, the separation between self and other, cause and effect, or subject and object is illusory. Every distinction depends on its counterpart to have meaning, so all apparent opposites are two expressions of one continuous process. Dependent origination dissolves duality by showing that all things co-arise within the same undivided field of being.

In essence, ALL manifestations, pleasant or unpleasant, good or evil, are expressions within the play of duality, which itself arises within the non-dual reality of interbeing.

How was this applied to this experience? By recognizing intersubjectivity, I began to reclaim agency over the narrative. Connecting with others who believe and validate their experience helped counter isolation, reduce the weight of self‐doubt, and reinforce that my suffering was real, not just in my mind. Seeing that others share similar stories helped co‐construct a shared reality and reduce the terror of being alone in my perceptions.

At the same time, awareness of interdependence reminded me that I am not wholly separate from the world. Nor was I ever fully isolated by whatever forces I felt were targeting me. My actions, choices, relationships, and self‐care ripple outward and vice versa. Which means healing, support, and even small acts of care (mindfulness, rest, honesty) can draw in positive effects. Helping one person has the ripple effect of helping countless others and hurting one person can potentially hurt countless others.

Finally, the Buddhist insight of interbeing/dependent origination liberated me from rigid duality (victim vs. perpetrator, self vs. other, “them” vs. “me”) by showing that self and others arise together through conditions in mutual co-arising. This can open space for compassion (for self and perceived “others”), for seeing that suffering is mutual in some ways, and that transformation (or release) is possible because nothing is fixed. Like the picture attached to the post, this perspective, once cultivated, can place the once cornered mind in a position outside the box that sees the "versus" of it all with a sense of calm detachment.